Since I came to Henan, the eldest brother has been separated from the mother-in-law, the eldest brother has not been to school for a day, and the number one, two, three does not know, the team divides the field, catches lots, he grabbed out a paper ball, shakes it open and writes a number three, but he does not recognize it, and takes the paper ball everywhere to ask others what number he catches.
Although illiterate, he was a strong man, and the two houses of his two sons were all made by the desperate work of his family's fields, he guarded a few acres of land, and asked for harvests from the fields, and each piece of land was cleaned up neatly, and he helped a small worker in the vicinity during the slack time, and he was carrying a white blue cloth shirt for many years, and he talked very little, and he had no hobbies, just work. Seeing that he was either hoeing in the field, or pulling a wagon to help others pull bricks, or carrying a large bamboo basket on his shoulders to cut grass for cattle and horses, holding his trouser legs, and pinning his sickle to his waist, as he hurried back, the long thatch in the basket shook up and down, and when he returned home, he was making grass, mixing hay, and feeding the livestock, and I didn't see him idle, I had no problem with him, although he had beaten me at the words of his Yaksha daughter-in-law, but compared with my husband's laziness, I still admired his hardships and hard work. If my husband is like him, his heart is not so high as the sky, and he is diligent at home for more than ten acres of land, our life will not be too bad.
Compared with the eldest brother, my husband's ignorance of the world, and the large group of fox friends and dog friends give me a headache. The chickens and ducks raised at home couldn't stand the pruning of his friends who drank and meat, and they became a snack on their wine table. The pickles and pickled cabbage in the jar, he let this one take some away today, and invite that one to taste tomorrow. I saved little by little, and he lost little by little. Most of our quarrels are also because of these.
In the third year of going to Xinjiang and coming back, the sister-in-law of the eldest brother in the village wanted to organize people to go to Xinjiang to pick cotton, and asked him to contact, but I didn't follow and didn't allow him to go, he promised not to go, saying that he would only send that wave of people to the train station and not follow, but in the days he still secretly followed, I went home angrily and turned out all his clothes, took it to the door of the hall and lit it and burned it, crying while burning, and my disappointment in him in my heart has reached the extreme. The eldest brother saw me from the door and reprimanded me, and picked out the remaining clothes that were not burned, and then I don't know who informed my husband, and he didn't make it that time and turned back, but one of his coffee-colored sweaters knitted for him by his third aunt was burned by me and couldn't wear it.
Later, my husband followed a few people in the village to Fujian, saying that there was a job of pulling cables and high-voltage wires, and I knew that he was not at ease at all planting these acres of land at home, so let him be, there was no way. Soon after he went, the eldest brother fell on the edge of the bed when he got up one morning, and was diagnosed with cerebral hemorrhage after being sent to the hospital, the right half of his body was paralyzed, his right leg and arm had no intuition, and his mouth could not be closed when eating, and his body was dripping. Such a strong person, suddenly lying on the bed, needs someone to serve, his heart is not a taste, sister-in-law came out to say that he often sobbed.
One morning he tried to wear cotton clothes by himself, no matter how he put on his right arm, he couldn't get in, he angrily patted his right arm and right leg with his left arm, tears flowed, so strong a person, suddenly became a child, sister-in-law served him every day to eat and drink, and had to mix the work in the field, inevitably complained to him. He always smiled silently when he complained before, and he did whatever he had to do, but now every word of the complaint is like a knife piercing his heart.
My three children and I got up early that morning, because the youngest daughter and son also went to school one after another, the eldest daughter followed Nuxu and her parents-in-law to work in Jiangsu, the younger daughter and son wanted to find their sister, and the eldest daughter also asked someone to find them to work in the factory to do assembly line work. Early in the morning, the second daughter took them to the bus station, where the eldest daughter picked them up. I sent the three of them out of the village, the day was just dawn, the second daughter said let me go back, I told them to pay attention to safety in the car, don't sleep too heavy, the youngest daughter and son nodded, after they left, I stood on the edge of the village covered my face and cried, the youngest daughter was 15 years old, and the son was only 13 years old.
I came back with red eyes, and saw the eldest brother holding a chair, moving slowly step by step on the edge of the wall of his house, seeing my red eyes, and asked me what was wrong, I said that I had just sent the children away, and he said where to send them, I told him about the situation, and he sat on the chair angrily and coughed several times, "The days are sad, the babies are so small, why don't you rest assured, in case there is a good one, how can you explain to him when the second child comes back." When I was a child, when I was at home, I heard my father reprimand my mother, and now I have done stupid things like my mother. The eldest brother moved home step by step, and I sat in the house and my clothes were soaked with tears.
At more than nine o'clock in the morning, I came back to my senses, went to the front yard of the eldest brother's house to borrow a hoe and wanted to hoe grass in the field for a while, just pushed open the door and smelled a pungent smell of pesticides, I thought that my sister-in-law was going to spray in the field, so I shouted, no one answered, pushed open the door of the stove, there was a broken bowl at the door, the eldest brother collapsed next to the firewood in the stove, his eyes were closed, and the corners of his mouth were hung with white foam, I was scared stupid, and quickly helped him up, "Brother, why are you so stupid and have gone to a dead end" , I shouted for a long time and his mouth moved, but he couldn't speak. I just thought of calling someone, quickly ran out to call someone, called his house to the door and the front yard at home, at this time the sister-in-law also came back from the field, saw this situation was also frightened stupid, hurriedly with everyone, carried him to the tractor and rushed to the town health center, rushed to the doctor to persuade the dose to use too much, the delay was a little long, I was afraid that I would not survive, I washed the stomach, put on the hanging bottle, and my sister-in-law and I guarded by the bedside.
At 12 o'clock in the afternoon, I was afraid that my second daughter would not be able to find me after sending my younger siblings back, so I ran home and waited for my daughter, the town was more than 10 miles away from home, I ran back and my clothes were soaked, and my second daughter was really sitting at the door waiting for me. She told me that she bought a ticket at the station, and bought medicine for her sister for motion sickness, and the remaining more than 300 yuan was packed in the pocket of her sister's clothes, and also told her sister to let her be vigilant in the car, and also called her eldest daughter in public dialect, telling her what time her younger siblings were leaving, and what time they arrived at night, so that the eldest daughter would pick them up over there. After listening to my second daughter's words, I was relieved. I told my daughter that her uncle had drunk the medicine and was rescued in the health center, and my daughter was also taken aback and said that she was going to the hospital to see her uncle, so I locked the door and rushed to the hospital again at noon.
The eldest brother lasted until the eldest nephew and niece arrived and said the last few words before he lost his breath, and the second nephew had not rushed back from the field, and a group of people were crying in pain around the bedside. Pulled back and started the funeral, because the second nephew did not come back, the day of the burial was postponed for a few days, and the husband got the letter to call back, I heard her persuade the sister-in-law to mourn, ** his whimpering voice over there, yes, the previous grievances and grievances were written off with the death of the eldest brother, this is his only brother.
When the second nephew came back, he took his girlfriend and happened to attend the funeral of his father-in-law, the niece and daughter-in-law were outsiders and looked very beautiful, and the second nephew took good care of her throughout the funeral. There was a small episode at the funeral, that is, the third aunt came to attend the funeral of the eldest brother, and was stopped by the eldest sister-in-law during the funeral and was not allowed to send it, the reason was that the third aunt had remarried, and the funeral was unlucky, and the eldest sister was angry, and quarreled with the eldest sister-in-law at the funeral, and finally the eldest sister and the third aunt did not participate in the funeral.
When the funeral procession arrived at the burial place, the coffins all went down to the grave and began to bury the earth, and I cried even more fiercely, rolling on the graveyard and crying, which made everyone at a loss. I know what I'm crying about, I'm crying my eldest brother, I'm crying myself, and I'm crying my children. I wanted to hold up this family, but my husband was so uncompromising. My mother's family is too far away to count on me, and my mother-in-law's family can't afford me. The children were sent out to work to earn money when they were young, and what difference is their lives from mine? I cried louder and louder, and finally fainted, and several people pinched my acupoint to bring me back to life, and I was carried home by them, and lay on the bed for two days, which frightened my second daughter, and guarded me by my bed for two days without going to school. In the end, why did the second daughter-in-law cry so fiercely at the funeral of the eldest brother, what is this, I don't want to explain, and I don't want to explain, let them say it.