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My name is Li Mei, I am 28 years old this year, and I have been married to my husband Zhang Qiang for 3 years. We were college classmates and got married freely after graduation. After marriage, life is dull, we are both busy with work, and our relationship gradually fades away.
Recently, I started to want to have a child, but my husband always disliked the noise of the child and was unwilling to have it. I've hinted at it a few times, but he has avoided it. I understand, he is just getting on track with his work now, and having a baby will add a lot of burden. But I couldn't wait any longer and decided to try again.
Today on my husband's birthday, I prepared a candlelight dinner, bought his favorite dishes, and changed into a new dress. When he got home, I greeted him and said sweetly, "Happy birthday, husband!"”
He was stunned for a moment and said, "Oh, I forgot that today is my birthday, I'm too busy with work." ”
I pulled him to the table and lit the candle: "Make a wish!".”
He closed his eyes and made a wish, blowing out the candles. I guess he didn't think about me, but about work. We ate quietly and the atmosphere was a bit stiff.
Husband, I think it's time for us to prepare for the baby. I plucked up the courage to say.
He frowned: "Don't keep mentioning this, children are a burden to me." ”
I was disappointed. Why is he so cold about such an important matter?
I tried to make him understand my thoughts: "But children make families happier, don't you want a baby?"”
He said impatiently: "I just want to do a good job in my career now, and I don't want to do anything about my children." You are also young and can wait a few more years. ”
I bowed my head in frustration, my heart like a knife. My husband's coldness makes me sad. I've always looked forward to having a child so that life can be complete. I can't wait to have a baby in my arms right away. But my husband didn't pay any attention to my thoughts, as if the child was a burden to him. I know he has a strong sense of ambition, but can't his career coexist with his family?I can't afford to wait, my body clock is ticking. He still sees children as enemies, and it makes me sad.
I lowered my head and mechanically poked the food on the plate with my fork, as if a stone was stuffed in my stomach, and I couldn't eat it at all. My husband was eating by himself, looking down at his phone from time to time, and he didn't care about my mood. I couldn't help but look up at him, hoping that he would realize my pain, but he just ate with a cold face and didn't lift his head. I feel that the gap between us is widening, and I am almost losing the last shred of hope for this family.
After dinner, I couldn't help crying, tears blurring my vision. My husband looked up at me: "Why are you crying?".”
I choked up and said, "I am so miserable that you know I want to have children, but you ignore my thoughts again and again." ”
He said impatiently: "Children are a matter of two people, and both parties must agree, since I don't agree, don't mention it again." ”
I said excitedly: "Giving birth to a child is every normal woman's wish, but you have trampled my wish under your feet, I have had enough!".”
I put down the dishes, stood up sharply, grabbed the vase on the table and threw it at my husband. The vase shattered, and water splashed everywhere. My husband looked at me in amazement, unable to believe that I would do this. I picked up the kitchen knife and slashed at him hysterically, tears blurring my vision. He quickly dodged, stood up and grabbed my hand: "You're crazy!"."I struggled so hard that I wanted to stab him in the heart. "Let's calm down, shall we?He restrained me, and I fell to the ground and cried aloud.
I calculated the date, and it was more than a week since I was supposed to have my period. I didn't pay attention to it because I was frustrated. I asked my husband to buy a pregnancy test for me, and sure enough, it showed that I was pregnant!
I excitedly said to my husband, "I'm pregnant!".”
He was stunned, and after a long moment, muttered, "Really?".”
I nodded, and he suddenly showed a long-lost smile and hugged me tightly: "Great, we're going to be parents!".”
It turned out that he was only afraid of taking responsibility when he objected before, but now he is ready and happily accepts this surprise. I burst into tears of emotion, and I was finally looking forward to this moment.
After the birth of my child, I quit my job to take care of him full-time, and my husband also reduced overtime to try to make time for his family. We named our child Li Tianran because he is like a gift from nature.
That day, I was walking in the park with nature in my arms, and I met a neighbor aunt who lamented that young people don't want to have children now, saying that children will delay their careers. I replied with a smile that my child had made my life whole, and I was happier now than I was when I was successful in my career.
My husband also gradually realized that career and family do not conflict, and he can get a sense of accomplishment at work and warmth at home. When he comes home from work every day and sees his naturally sweet smiling face, he will forget the fatigue of the day, and his heart is only full of happiness.
In the blink of an eye, he was five years old, following in his father's footsteps and shouting "I want to be an architect!".”
My husband smiled and said, "Okay, whatever dad you want to be, I will support you." ”
I smiled and thought to myself that I was glad I hadn't given up on fighting for our children, otherwise we would have missed out on the days and nights with nature.
I finally stopped feeling the rush of time, because I had children, I had a home, and the imperfections of the past no longer mattered, and I felt content.
Life can't just run for the cause and work hard for success. You have to find your own direction and meaning. Maybe the direction is not clear, but it is enough to have someone to accompany you to explore.
Looking at my naturally sweet sleeping face, I whispered to my husband, "Honey, thank you for giving me such a happy life." ”
My husband clasped my hand and said, "You made me understand the true meaning of life." We will grow with nature until the end of our lives. ”
However, when I was six years old, my husband died in a car accident, leaving me and Nature to depend on each other.
When I arrived at the scene that day, I saw my husband lying in a pool of blood and no longer breathing. I sat on the ground, tears welling up in my eyes, and my heart was like a knife. Naturally crying "Daddy", I hugged him tightly, and two lines of tears flowed into his hair.
The departure of my husband plunged me and nature into great grief. I couldn't sleep all night, and when I closed my eyes, I saw my husband's gentle smiling face. Naturally, he would wake up crying at night and shouting "I miss my father". I could only hold him tight and comfort him with difficulty.
The days of preparation, burial, and burial were extremely difficult, and I was always in a trance as I completed my work arrangements. My husband left us like this, and I can't believe this sudden change.
After finishing the errands, I took nature back to my empty home. Looking at my husband's sleeping position, razor, and wardrobe, I couldn't hold back anymore and sat on the ground crying. Nature threw herself into my arms, crying in pain. We hugged each other and mourned my husband's loss in front of his relics.
Mom, will Daddy come back?Natural asked, sobbing.
I gently rubbed his hair and choked up, "Dad has gone to a far away place, and he can't accompany us in the future." ”
Then he doesn't want us?Naturally asked with a crying voice.
No, Daddy will always love us, and although he is not here, he will watch us from heaven. I touched his little face and comforted.
Naturally nodded, lowered his head and cried. My heart is like a knife, but I can't do anything.
The death of my husband undoubtedly brought me a huge blow. I didn't know how to deal with this sudden grief, or how to shoulder the burden of pulling nature alone.
Fortunately, my family and friends have given me great support. My mom took turns taking care of nature for me and giving me time to mournMy girlfriends often come to see me and talk to me about their sorrows.
I also gradually pulled myself together and told myself, "For the sake of nature, I have to live." I want to give him enough love to grow up healthy.
Every morning, I would put my arm around nature and say to him, "We have to live bravely, and Dad will watch over us in the spirit of heaven." ”
Nature nodded and hugged me hard: "Mom, I love you." ”
I shed tears of emotion and kissed him on the forehead: "Mom loves nature the most." ”
Although it was difficult, our mother and son supported each other and gradually stepped out of the shadows to start a new life. I continued to work to support my family, and naturally I also worked hard in my studies to get into my father's former university.
Life will inevitably encounter unexpected changes, but as long as there is hope in your heart, you can move forward slowly. Although my husband has passed away, his love will always live in my heart. I will always cherish the time with nature and accompany him through the ups and downs of life.
It's not perfect, but it's my life.
And now, on a sunny morning, I stand at the scene of my natural college graduation ceremony, and tears are welling up in my eyes again.
Husband, our child has graduated, have you seen it?I whispered to myself, tears rolling down my face.
Nature came running and hugged me tightly, and said in my ear: "Mom, I have made my wish, I will definitely be a wonderful architect, and Dad will be proud of me!"”
I stroked his face and said, "Yes, Dad must be very proud." Naturally so good, it is the pride of my mother. ”
Naturally said solemnly: "Mom, it was you who pulled me up, and I want to thank you for the love you gave me." ”
My heart was hot and I hugged him: "You are the meaning of mother." ”
Natural smiled and said, "Mom, I'm going to work in the city, where there is a construction company I like." You don't have to work too hard alone, you have to care more about yourself. ”
I'm sure to look at Nature, he's grown up and has the ability to take charge on his own. I thought of the kindness of raising me for more than ten years, and smiled happily: "Mom will take care of herself, you can rest assured to go ahead!."”
Natural nodded, tears in his eyes: "I will come back to see you often." ”
I gently stroked his hair, like I did when I was a child. Nature held my hand tightly, and we looked at each other and smiled, tears welling up in our eyes.
Life is short, I experienced the death of my husband, and it was natural hard to raise alone, but it was all worth it. Watching nature, grow up healthy and happy is the greatest pride of my life.
That night, I sat alone in front of my husband's photo and whispered, "The child has grown up, and I have completed my mission." You can rest assured in the Heavenly Spirit. ”
The wind blows the curtains and the moonlight shines into the house. It was as if I saw my husband's gentle eyes and said to me, "We will be together forever." ”
When I close my eyes alone, the innocent sunlight pours into the windowsill. At this moment, I feel satisfied.
In the blink of an eye, I was already entering my old age. He is now an excellent architect, has lived in the city for many years, and is married and has children. Every year he would come back to see me with his wife and children, and we would talk and laugh and be as warm as ever.
And I have adapted to living alone, walking, reading, planting flowers every day, and enjoying a simple but fulfilling time. Occasionally, I get together with old friends and talk about all kinds of things back then.
Just yesterday, I was told by a natural surprise that they decided to go back to their hometown to live, so that they could be with me for a long time and make my life more responsive in my later years. I am happy but also a little reluctant, after all, this place carries the memories of half my life.
Mom, I've already cleaned the house, when do you think it's convenient to move over?There was concern in the natural tone.
I smiled and said, "I'll pack my bags and move over to reunite with you in the next few days." ”
Great, Mom!"The natural sound of excitement makes me excited too.
Hung up**, I started to organize my belongings from all these years. Looking at my husband's relics, our wedding photos, and the clothes and shoes of the natural baby, I couldn't help but burst into tears. There are bits and pieces of half my life here, and I am reluctant to leave.
I kowtowed in front of the portrait, tears dripping down the ground. When I got back up, I felt a familiar smell in the air, as if my husband was beside me.
Husband, you will live in my heart forever. I stroked the portrait and murmured.
In the past few days of packing my luggage, I have been constantly thinking about the past. In the afternoon, I came to my husband's grave alone, put fragrant flowers and fruits, and sat quietly for a long time.
Husband, I'm here to say goodbye. I can't come to see you often in the future, but you have to know that you will always live in my heart. "I shed tears of parting.
The wind blew gently and the sun shone on the tombstones. I saw a butterfly fly by and land in front of the tomb. I smiled as if it was my husband's soul and came to say goodbye to me.
Husband, I will always love you. May you rest in peace. I kowtowed reverently and turned away.
Husband, I'm leaving. From now on, you will live in my heart, not just in my memories. You are with me all the time. ”
I walked to the door of the natural couple's room, and through the crack in the door, I saw them holding their sleeping child, their faces beaming with happiness.
I smiled contentedly. For the rest of my life, I will have my family as my companion.
In life, there is always a time to part. But it's more about reunions and new beginnings.
Tomorrow, the sun will rise again.
Under the care of the natural family, my later life gradually improved.
Every day I do some simple chores, and then I spend time with my grandchildren reading, drawing, and playing chess, and we have a great time. Naturally, my wife and I often take me out for walks and shopping, and on weekends we cook a sumptuous family dinner. I felt a sense of satisfaction and warmth that I hadn't felt in a long time.
Occasionally, I would sit alone by the window and think about the past. My husband's smiling face often comes to mind, and the bits and pieces of our youth are vivid. I would gently stroke the pendant on my chest and feel the passage of time. When he noticed it, he sent me to learn how to draw and asked me to draw my memories. I clumsily practiced Xi, trying to make my husband's appearance realistic.
Mom, you're so good at drawing!Naturally, she looked at me and sketched the side of my husband's face and exclaimed.
I burst into tears and clasped his hand: "I'm going to paint your father so that I don't forget it over time." ”
Naturally, his eyes were red and he put his arm around my shoulder: "Dad will always live in our hearts." ”
We hugged each other and cried, remembering the love of our husbands. I felt like he was between us, watching and watching.
Drawing became my greatest pleasure. I used to sit by the window and paint all day, trying my best to trace every expression of my husband. Naturally, I also hired a professional teacher to guide me, and my skills gradually improved.
One day, my granddaughter happily ran up and said, "Grandma, the school is going to hold an art exhibition, and your paintings can be exhibited!"”
I readily agreed. After careful selection, I chose a portrait of my husband to exhibit. All the brushstrokes come from my deepest thoughts about him.
I waited with trepidation for the results to be announced. When ** informed me of my award, I burst into tears of emotion. Husband, I finished my work of mourning for you with a paintbrush!
On the day of the exhibition, I stood in the venue with my paintings in my trembling hands**. The people who visited the exhibition were moved by the delicacy of the portrait of her husband and praised it one after another. The natural family hugged me happily, and I knew that my husband was also proud of me in the spirit of heaven.
That night I sat alone in front of the window, looking at the twinkling stars in the night sky. They are like my husband's loving eyes, looking at me through time and space.
Husband, have you seen my art exhibition?This is my greatest tribute to you. I whispered softly.
The wind blew the corners of the curtains, as if someone was brushing my cheeks. I know that it was my husband's comfort and encouragement that made me determined to continue to remember our love with my paintbrush.
I couldn't help but cry. At this moment, I felt more peaceful than ever. Because I know that my husband's soul will always be with me, watching over me through life.
I will continue to tell our story with my brush. Let the whole world know that there was once a person who loved me deeply for the rest of his life. And I love him until the end of time.
This is the happiest story of my life.
Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, I am 80 years old. Although my body is getting weaker, I am satisfied to watch my grandchildren thrive.
I intently sketched my husband's youthful face, imagining his talking eyes. I could even hear him call me "Plum" softly, and tears welled up in my eyes.
Mom, don't always draw Dad, you also care about yourself. Natural said worriedly.
I shook my head and said, "Painting makes me feel peaceful." I have lived my life, and what I want to do most is to remember my husband's appearance. ”
Natural nodded and squeezed my hand: "Okay, Mom, you can draw as you like." We always have your back. ”
I look at nature with gratitude, he is the greatest gift God has given me.
That day, I suddenly remembered one of my husband's favorite trees. We've spent many days and nights in the city.
Naturally, let's go see your father's tree. I said expectantly.
Naturally said hesitantly: "Mom, your physical condition can't go far, you can't go." ”
I insisted on going. Naturally, he had to drive me back to my hometown, spread a picnic cloth under the tree, and sit with me in the shade of the weeping willows.
Looking up at the leafy canopy, I suddenly saw my young husband standing there smiling at me. I stretched out my hand excitedly, tears rolling down: "Husband, you're back to see me!".”
Naturally hugged me nervously: "Mom, you may be hallucinating, let's go home." ”
I knew that it was not an illusion, but that my husband's soul had traveled through time and space to see me for the last time. I reverently fold and thank God for this moment.
Since then, my passion for painting has grown. I want to record every moment when my husband's soul appears, which is deeply imprinted in my heart.
I sat in front of the easel day and night, sketching my husband's figure with trembling hands. I understood that I was approaching the end of my life and that time was running out.
Husband, wait for me, we are about to meet again. I whispered softly to the portrait.
One night, I saw my husband waving to me in a dream, smiling and saying, "Honey, I'm waiting for you here." ”
I smiled and shook his hand: "I'm coming." ”
I did finish the last journey in my dream and came to my husband's side. In our innocence, we are still young, holding hands tightly and walking into our own eternity.
My life isn't perfect, but I have love by my side. That's enough.
Naturally, I sorted out my relics with tears in my eyes, and found that I had painted countless portraits of my husband, each of which was full of affection. This is the most precious gift I have left him.
The grandchildren also knelt in front of my painting crying and said, "Grandma, we will always remember the love story of grandparents." ”
Yes, that's the most beautiful story of my life. I keep it in my paintbrush forever, hoping that all couples in the world can experience our love.
In this life, I have lived without regrets. For I have loved and been loved.
Husband, I'm here. Our innocent eternal life is about to begin.
The news of my passing has left my family and friends sad. Everyone admired my lonely and resilient life.
Naturally, in accordance with my will, I collected my paintings into a book and published it called "Flowers Float Freely". This comes from one of my favorite ancient poems when I was alive, and it carries the memory of my past life.
I donate the proceeds from the book to a childcare welfare organization in the hope of helping more children whose parents have passed away due to illness. Both natural and grandchildren are actively involved in the cause, volunteering for the agency.
After the book was released, it was well received by all walks of life, and many children from single-parent families also found solace in the book. My wish was fulfilled, and I am glad in the spirit of heaven for the kindness of my family.
One day, he suddenly received a letter from Li Chun, a classmate in elementary school that year. The letter expressed his sorrow and admiration for me, and invited him to go to the old school for a reunion.
Naturally, I happily went there and recounted with a few old classmates. They opened my picture album and lamented the persistence and romance of my life.
I really didn't expect that Aunt Meizi, who was such a lively and cheerful person back then, experienced so many ups and downs later, and still insisted on recording sincere love with a brush, which is really touching. Li Chun said sincerely.
Nature nodded and clenched the old classmate's hand: "My mother has spent her life interpreting what love is." Her spirit will always inspire our family. ”
A few days later, Li Chun wrote again, saying that the school hopes to hold an exhibition of my art at his alma mater, so that more children can understand this touching truth.
With the consent of my family, the school's exhibition in memory of me came as scheduled. The young men and women who came to the exhibition looked at my paintings and were all fascinated by the sincerity that transcended time and space.
Aunt Meizi has spent her life depicting the person she loves, and she uses the beauty of her vision to commemorate the immortality of love, which is moving. A schoolgirl burst into tears.
Yes, love needs to be maintained and remembered for a lifetime. Aunt Meizi gave us valuable life lessons. A male student was also deeply touched.
Watching the students cry in front of my paintings, I was naturally excited. The mother's lifelong persistence finally opened the door for young people to understand love.
Mom, did you see that?Your paintings illustrate the true meaning of a century-old harmony. That's the best answer you've ever left. "Naturally, my heart is filled with gratitude and pride.
Over the years, my paintings have been exhibited everywhere and have become permanent collections in many art museums. The seemingly ordinary life shines brightly because of a persistence.
I also smiled comfortably at the spirit of heaven for nature. The life of love is outlined with strong ink and color, and it will eventually turn into a lasting legend.
Husband, our love has become an eternal mark, touching every soul with sincerity.
For the rest of our lives, let's hold hands and see every beautiful scenery on this planet. Everywhere we go, there is the outline of our love.
Life is short, but love is long. Thank God for mercy and allowing me to spend my life feeling and singing the greatest emotions in the world.
I am content and waiting for you in heaven.