Huo Budo didn't dare to look directly into Empress Xuan's eyes, he lowered his head, clenched his fists tightly, and his fingernails were embedded in his palms. A dull pain in my heart.
The sunlight slanted through the window lattice, half-shining on the body. Huo Budo only felt cold, as if he had fallen into an ice cave.
The world in front of me gradually blurred, and a tear quietly fell, and quickly seeped into the texture of the clothes, leaving only small water stains.
Empress Xuan continued to look at Huo Budo, "I have never complained to you because of Zikun, my own child, I don't know that he is not suitable to be the prince." But, Zisheng, I looked at Shaoshang's lifeless appearance, but I really blamed you. ”
It's my fault, it's me who loses her. Huo Budo forced his mouth open, his voice was hoarse, and he wanted to slap himself a few times.
You are minus her. Shaoshang is the cleanest, purest, and most vibrant girl I have ever seen, she is as warm and bright as the sun. However, after you went to the northwest, she secretly cried at night alone. Queen Xuan's eyes were full of resentment and distress.
The day I found out she was pregnant, I asked her if she wanted the baby. If she had, she would have thought about the difficulties ahead. ”
Huo Budo raised his head suddenly, his breath was raised, and his mind was blank. What did she say?
Huo Budo's painful and timid eyes softened Queen Xuan's heart.
Sighing lightly, "You also saw that she chose to stay anyway." Having a child out of wedlock, you know, how much risk and courage she had. If you don't come back, and the news leaks one day, even if we protect her, the spit of the capital will drown her. ”
The heart was tightly wound with wire after wire, tighter and tighter, tighter and tighter, until it tore the heart into thousands of pieces.
A fishy sweetness rushed to his throat, and Huo Budo swallowed it again.
I ......I'm sorry she ......”
Tears fell on his clothes, his fingers turned white, and his palms were blurred with blood.
Empress Xuan couldn't bear it, stopped, and took a sip of tea.
After a while, Empress Xuan calmed down, "Zisheng, you grew up with me, and you are also my child. Shaoshang has been with me for many years, and he is more filial than his children. Now that you have returned, I still hope that you can treat her with your heart and ask for her forgiveness. In the future, don't let her cry again. I hope you can be good and happy. ”
Thank you, Niangniang," Huo Budo raised his head, there was still moisture in his eyes, and said firmly and reverently: "Zisheng will live for his family and country and Shaoshang for the rest of his life." ”
Dear friends, I really tried my best, and I worked overtime continuously, and you looked at Ha ...... first)