My friend's father died, and I helped along the way. When I was buried, I went around the cemetery and unexpectedly saw an acquaintance, not a living person but a dead person, in fact, it was not a dead person, but the ** and name on the tombstone.
At that moment, there was really a feeling of five thunderstorms, this person was the same age as me, I hadn't seen him for many years, I always thought he was alive, but I didn't expect to meet here. I looked at the time when the monument was erected, and in 2013, oh my God, he had been dead for ten years.
He and I used to be colleagues, colleagues in the same office, with desks less than three meters apart.
I became a colleague with him in 2006. In 2006, I had been laid off from a medium-sized state-owned enterprise for eight years, and I had been barely living by writing for eight years. On the strong recommendation of a friend, I applied for a job at this large private company and engaged in corporate culture.
He is not a bad person, but he is not easy to get along with, he has a perverse personality, he is cautious, he is afraid of wolves and tigers, and he is very guardive. I've never been able to figure out what I should be guarded against when I am treated at the same level as him and do not pose any threat to him
Three years later, unable to adapt to the management and culture of this business, I quit my job and rewrote my life to this day. On the day of his official departure, he, who never invited anyone to dinner, accidentally invited me to dinner, and he drank a bottle of beer for the first time, put his arm around my shoulder and said: "Speaking from the heart, you should have left a long time ago, with your talent, it is too condescending to stay here, unlike me, I have no ability, and I will die here!."”
I think there is something in his words, and even some schadenfreude, but I didn't think deeply, my colleague had a good time and broke up, whether he was sincere or fake, there was no need to be serious about his meal.
After leaving, there was no more contact, and I quickly forgot about him until the cemetery was unexpectedly "reunited". I was filled with emotion, and after many inquiries, I finally learned the cause of his death.
In 2004, the company began to plan to go public, distributing equity to middle-level leaders, but not for nothing, one yuan per share. He joined the company in the mid-90s and is a mid-level leader, so he has access to the original shares. Although I enjoyed middle-level treatment as soon as I joined the company in 2006, the equity has been distributed, and I have nothing to do.
In fact, many people don't want the original shares, and feel that the company's management is a mess and it is impossible to go public. Everyone's salary is not high, one or two thousand yuan a month, at least 40,000 shares of equity, 40,000 shares is 40,000 yuan, many people can't take out so much money, they have to borrow, even if they can get it, it is a big burden. But the boss's "kindness" can't help but dare not accept it, for fear of offending the arrogant and domineering boss, he can't eat and walk, and only "enjoys" with his scalp.
Sure enough, after the equity was in hand, the company was not listed for a long time (when I left in 2009, it was not listed). Equity has become a hot potato, and everyone is trying to get rid of it.
There is an ordinary female worker in the company, who is not good-looking, and she is not eligible to enjoy equity, but her family has money, and more importantly, she has the vision, and she will buy the equity of those who are in a hurry to get rid of it with a piece of two and a piece of **, etc. Everyone is happy, both sides feel that they have taken advantage of each other, and they both think that the other is stupid.
In 2011, the company was finally listed, and the stock price was more than 20 yuan that day, and when the ban was lifted a year later, it rose to more than 40 yuan, and she earned more than 30 million yuan at once. Those who sold her ** back then, the large intestine, small intestine, cecum and cecum were all repentant, but they didn't dare to squeak, for fear of being laughed at, only in their hearts, they were fiercely envious, jealous and hateful.
This colleague of mine transferred all the 40,000 original shares to her at a price of 5 yuan per share, and also made 20,000 yuan proudly. After the company went public, theoretically speaking, he lost more than 800,000 yuan at once, and by the day the ban was lifted, he had already lost more than 1 million. The moment the boss rang the bell at the Shanghai Stock Exchange, his head slammed to the ground, dizzy, swollen and painful, which lasted for a week and had to be hospitalized**.
Upon examination, he was found to have a tumor in his head, which was called a glioma. Gliomas generally grow on the legs and hands, and the problem is not big, there is no worry about life, and some even do not heal. If it grows in the brain, the problem is big, and the clinical rate is only 30%, and it is easy.
Fortunately, the tumor is benign. Although the doctor removed his tumor, he could not remove his remorse. His internal organs were all remorseful, and he fell into a self-reproach as deep as the sea. My wife shouted at every turn: "One million, we can't earn it in a few lifetimes", "One million was given away by you like this, you are a crime!".”
With a weak heart and a lack of reason, his head is getting bigger, more and more swollen, and more and more painful. At the beginning, his wife strongly opposed his transfer of **, but he just didn't listen, and criticized her for her long hair and short knowledge. The wife's unkindness accelerated the speed of my colleague's glioma. **The glioma is malignant and, fortunately, has not yet spread, after chemotherapy, three months later**.
The original stock is gone, but colleagues and wives have always paid attention to the trend of the company, and their mentality is very different. He is dying with his mobile phone to look at stocks, and he can't wait for the company to fall as badly as possible, the worse it falls, the smaller the loss, the better it feels, and the bigger it is, the more uncomfortable it is.
The wife is eager to rise, the higher the rise, the better, the higher the rise, the more excited and angry, the greater the denunciation, for example: Today the whole price has risen by nine cents, four nine thirty-six, and you have lost another thirty-six thousand, you pig head, a loser. fell, only anger and no excitement, and the denunciation was unabated, for example: today it fell eight cents, that is, it fell eight yuan, and it still made no loss, the original stock was a profitable business, but you threw him away, you.
On the day the original shares were lifted, the company** rose to 40 yuan, and the glioma in his head ** again ** and spread. The wife became hysterical, the corners of her mouth bubbled, and her eyes were bloodshot: "One million and six thousand!.", 1.6 million ah......”
A colleague was hospitalized for the third time. The doctor said to his wife, his condition will not last long, you have to be mentally prepared. My wife nodded again and again, and I was always ready.
During the hospitalization, the company **continued**. My colleague's condition is getting worse and worse, but his mood is getting better and better. His last words were, fall well, fall well!
Three months later, the colleague died in the hospital. The colleague died peacefully, and there was even a smile on the corner of his mouth. On that day, the company** plummeted, from double digits to single digits, until the fall limit. Almost at the same time, the colleague stopped breathing.
I don't know if my colleague will be concerned about the 40,000 original shares when he goes to another world