I was twenty one years old that day, in the golden age of my life

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I got up an hour earlier than yesterday, because I set a flag in my heart yesterday, and I woke up today and didn't get out of bed, so I got up and washed up immediately, sat down in front of the computer, and suddenly entered the state of Xi school.

Sitting in front of the computer is a kind of ritual that I have built for myself, like the start button of a program, press it and start working!

Yesterday I said that waking up early is the key to starting a high-quality day, but in fact, I missed half a sentence, going to bed early is the key to getting up early.

Yesterday's friend said that waking up early and going to work is the beginning of a vague day. Although, however, it's really hard to refute.

Everyone understands the truth, but everyone's life is not controlled by themselves.

For today's young people, one of the most important things: waking up early.

One of the hardest things: go to bed early.

Going to bed late is to regain your strength and allow you to go to work the next day with peace of mind.

Why do young people have such a big opinion on the holiday, it's not enough to recharge themselves, they can only consume their own enthusiasm for life.

In the past, my mother would repeatedly tell me every time I hit **, what time should I get up in the morning, and I can't sleep more than what time I go to bed at night, she said that she read a medical book, and it was about what yin and yang converge and absorb the essence of the sun and the moon.

Although I don't believe this five-element gossip statement, I know that she should be right.

But it's really hard for me to go to bed early and get up early, every day when I come home from work, those precious hours are for myself, it's time to empty the negative emotions of the day, find some fun and recharge, watch**, brush**, play games, don't give me any endorphins, engage in side hustles to make money and win eight hours away, reading and writing I think so I'm here.

I'm just going to be surrounded by dopamine!My company hired me, if I don't recharge, tomorrow either the boss will fire me or I will fire him. If you work late, the charging time is not enough, and you can only occupy the sleeping time.

So at that time, although I was determined to go to bed early, I often didn't go to bed until one or two o'clock, and then on weekday mornings in order to get ten more minutes of sleep, I chose not to eat breakfast, bought some cookies and bread to take to the office, and often woke up on weekends to have lunch. Once this law of life is formed, it is really difficult to jump out, at first there is no consciousness, and when you consciously want to change, you have been caught in this whirlpool deeper and deeper. Long-term late sleep and late wake-up have a great impact on my whole person's spirit, and the dark circles under my eyes cannot be eliminated all year round. It should be said that the energy recovered every day is beyond his means, and he gradually loses interest in what he does. I forgot what moment it was, I saw myself in the mirror, the dark circles and bags under my eyes that couldn't be eliminated, and I was really afraid that I would be given up by a child sitting on the bus one day. I saw this passage today:"When I was 17 years old, I killed my dumbfounded opponent in the game, but I didn't know that it was my tired self after work at the age of 25 in the future."When I wrote this tweet, I remembered that when I was in high school, I copied this passage from Wang Xiaobo in "** Times":

I was twenty-one years old that day, in the ** era of my life. I have a lot of hopes. I want to love, I want to eat, and I want to be a half-light cloud in the sky in an instant. Later, I learned that life is a slow process of being hammered, people grow old day by day, and their extravagant hopes disappear day by day, and finally they become like cattle that have been hammered. But I didn't foresee this when I celebrated my twenty-first birthday. I felt like I was going to be alive forever and nothing could hit me. ”

At that time, when I saw this passage, I just felt that it was very compelling, so I copied it from a notebook and wrote it to a friend, showing that I was very literary.

But after working for a few years, I read it now, but I slowly understand the helplessness in it, and I understand that life is a slow process.

I used to feel different, I would soar, I would get a promotion and a raise, but life made me understand that I was just an ordinary person.

Everyone is twenty years old, and it's not yours that is more special.

Everyone is trying to live, and in the face of failure, all your efforts should be done, and all your dissatisfaction is made by yourself.

Many times the dreams are ambitious, but their abilities and ambitions do not match.

Where you are now is a collection of all the things you have done in the past, all the places you have visited, all the books you have read, and all the people you have known. Instead of dwelling on the past and wasting time anxiously, focus on the present and the future. It's just the beginning, so if you grasp the present, the future will be what you want. It's easy to stick to a lot of things for one day, but it's hard to stick to them every day. We see the success of others, see the glamour and beauty of others, but we don't see the hardships and efforts they have put in behind them, the sweat and tears they have shed. Only those who have worked hard know what the morning looks like, and those who have persevered know how they slowly became stronger. You're not yet 30 years old, don't be anxious, the road has just begun. As long as you keep walking, you can get out of your own way. The scary thing is that when you decide what to do tomorrow, you still struggle with whether to wake up early the next day.

Suddenly, there was a strong desire in my heart, unprecedented: I want to love, I want to live, and treat the life in front of me as if it were a hundred lives. The truth here is clear: I think, therefore I am, and since I exist, I cannot pretend not to exist. In any case, I am responsible for myself. Wang Xiaobo - "Thirty and Standing".

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