In the original work of "White Deer Plain", it is described that when Heiwa returns to Bailuyuan with his new daughter-in-law, Yufeng, to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors, some people are waiting with strong curiosity, and they want to know if Heiwa will go to the cave where Xiao'e once lived on the slow road on the east side of the village. Heiwa waited for several days in the east of the village, but did not find any clues. They end up with an unperfect ending, and Heiwa doesn't go. Some people say that this is a satire of Heiwa, and his purpose is to erase Heiwa's image. Despite this, there are still people talking behind her back, when Heiwa visits the villagers on the east side of the village, she must be able to see the hexagonal pagoda on the top of the cliff that presses Xiao'e.
Heiwa and Tian Xiao'e are the most difficult lovers to reconcile in my heart. She is the happiest woman in my heart, and I am the most beautiful girl in her heart. Tian Xiao'e pinned all her future on Heiwa. I thought so too. As long as Heiwa is always by her side, she will live and die with her. Sadly, these two did not experience time and various challenges, so they were separated by heaven and man very early.
After the outbreak of the plague in Bailuyuan, Bai Jiaxuan built a hexagonal pagoda to suppress the late Tian Xiao'e underneath it. When Heiwa saw the news, she went to his teacher, hoping to get an answer. I'm not sure if Heiwa will have a moment in her mind when her eyes fall on this tower. Maybe he also had such thoughts, he must be very sad, and he must tell everyone about his sadness, so that everyone can understand him, understand him, and care about him. He may sigh, he may sigh, but he never feels sad. I don't understand why he thinks that. Because he has never had sincere feelings for Tian Xiao'e.
1.Tian Xiao'e successfully filled the void in the depths of his soul.
Heiwa spent her childhood at Bai Jiaxuan's home, and Bai Jiaxuan's two sons were not very friendly to Heiwa, only the youngest daughter Bai Ling liked to spend time with Heiwa. Heiwa's feelings for Bai Ling are sincere, as long as Bai Ling has any wishes, he will do his best to help her realize them.
As time passed, the young people in the village went out of their homes to study and take risks, and Bai Ling also chose the women's college in Xi'an, which was the first time Heiwa experienced the emptiness and confusion in her heart. She wanted to go out and break in, but she was worried that she was too young to adapt to the lifestyle here. The outside world not only attracted the youth of Bailuyuan, but also attracted the attention of the sons of the white family workers.
Heiwa was dissatisfied with Bai Jiaxuan's upright image, he didn't want to be despised for doing long jobs, and he didn't want to be just sitting in the well and watching the sky in the Bai family forever. Heiwa's parents are farmers who rely on part-time jobs to make a living, and they want Heiwa to go out to work to earn money. After some thought, Heiwa decided to pack her bags and leave Bailuyuan.
In the busy farming season, Heiwa walked into Guo Ju's home in order to make a living, which also marked the beginning of the bad fate between him and Tian Xiao'e. Tian Xiao'e is Guo Juren's young wife, and Guo Juren's main room is very strict with her, and Guo Juren is rarely allowed to enter Tian Xiao'e's room to rest.
Tian Xiao'e is dressed in gorgeous clothes, and although she is in the spotlight in the eyes of the outside world, those who know the truth are full of sympathy for her. Her mother was an old accountant who learned accounting from her mother Xi a young age, and later worked in a bank. Tian Xiao'e plays the role of nanny in the family, and she is not only responsible for the basic needs of the family, such as eating, washing dishes and laundry, but also her responsibility. She is a well-known "small bag foreman" in the village. She was busy day after day, and whenever she met Guo Juren, who was in a low mood, she would whip him with a whip in the middle of the night.
Tian Xiao'e has a deep hatred for Guo Juren, and she clearly knows that Guo Juren will secretly observe whether there are other people in her room in the middle of the night. Because he was so concerned about Tian Xiao'e's reputation, Tian Xiao'e simply broke the jar and took severe revenge on him. Tian Xiao'e focused her attention on Heiwa, who has a strong body and a simple personality, and is the most suitable person to take action.
Tian Xiao'e is slender, fair-skinned, and has outstanding appearance, she only needs to be spoiled by the black baby, whether intentionally or unintentionally, it will make the black baby lose her sense of direction. Heiwa is a well-known wealthy family in the village, and has three sons who are very filial. Guo Juren soon discovered Tian Xiao'e's relationship with Heiwa. He rushed to the county seat with Heiwa and found the county yamen to report the case, saying that there was a ** incident in their family. Guo Juren beat gongs and drums to send Tian Xiao'e back to her parents' house safely, and informed everyone present of her and Heiwa's situation on the way. Guo Juren also needed the help of other long-term workers, so he knocked Heiwa unconscious and threw her into the mountains.
After Heiwa woke up, she went to Guo Ju's residence again, and it was then that she learned that Tian Xiao'e had been taken away. Tian Xiao'e's father is a talented man, and he expressed his dissatisfaction with Tian Xiao'e's brazenness and hoped that she would leave home as soon as possible. Heiwa seized the opportunity to propose marriage to Tian Xiao'e, but Xiucai did not ask for any bride price, but asked Heiwa to take Tian Xiao'e away.
After the two returned to Bailuyuan, Bai Jiaxuan and Lu San only glanced at Tian Xiao'e, and they understood that she was from a wealthy family, and it was not easy to spend time with Heiwa. Lu San inquired about Tian Xiao'e's situation through others, and finally learned that she had betrayed Guo Juren.
Lu San strongly objected to Heiwa marrying her, so Heiwa decided to move to a dilapidated cave with Tian Xiao'e. It's a backwood. Although the conditions in that place were simple, life was relatively comfortable in the company of Tian Xiao'e. Heiwa went out to work during the day to earn living expenses, and at night, she had a relaxed conversation with Tian Xiao'e and Wu Nong.
During that period, Tian Xiao'e experienced her happiest time. Heiwa is a good child at home, he is very good to Heiwa, and Heiwa's mother also likes him very much. She is not afraid of toil and exhaustion, nor is she afraid of the cynicism of others, as long as she can spend time with Heiwa, she is willing to spend time with him. But Zhaopeng's sudden appearance shattered their originally peaceful life.
2.In the face of danger, Heiwa decided to sacrifice Tian Xiao'e.
At Zhaopeng's suggestion, Heiwa became the leader of the agricultural cooperative. After he returned from studying Xi in other places, he led a group of people to distribute the land owned by Bai Jiaxuan to the villagers, and put Lu Zilin and Tian Fuxian together, interrogated them with **property, and demanded that they return all of them.
Heiwa is in Bailuyuan, just the son of an ordinary long-term worker, and Bai Jiaxuan won him the opportunity to receive an education. In his long career, he has met many people and experienced many things. He has been despised by others since he was a child, but now he finally holds his head high, and he hopes to return all the grievances he has suffered in the past to them. He thought that if he didn't do this, he would be bullied forever and there would be no way out. Heiwa's behavior harmed Tian Fuxian's personal interests. His actions were revenge on himself. After he successfully turned over, his first action was to pursue Zhaopeng and Heiwa.
Described in the original work: That night, Zhaopeng advised Heiwa to flee as soon as possible in the cave. Tian Xiao'e asked Heiwa: What should I do if you leave?Wherever you go, I'll follow;If you don't take me, I'll choose to jump into the well. Heiwa's eyes widened and she didn't say a word, this is the result I had long expected. He placed a large bucket on the kang and a kitchen knife in front of the stove. Xiao'e burst into tears, clutched his chest like crazy and bled and said: You ruthless heart, you have fled too far, so that Tian Fuxian will take me as the object of venting.
Heiwa expressed the opinion that if you continue not to let go, I will cease to exist because they have arrived.
Heiwa escaped from the cave and hid in a collapsed tomb, and five or six people rushed to the mouth of the cave and knocked on the door. He saw the group of people surrounding a group of children, some carrying a bundle of grass, some carrying the children to the ditch, and some carrying the children to the burial table. Their cries and Xiao'e's frightened cries rang in his ears, and it wasn't long before he saw the men shouting loudly and rushing into the village again.
When Heiwa saw them, she ran over and pulled them into the ditch under the dirt slope, and then ran back again, covered the door of the kiln, filled in the earth, and buried the tomb. Heiwa crawled out of the tomb. He saw a man crouching at the door of the kiln with a brick in his hand. Squatting on the ground for a long time without moving. He saw that his legs were frozen, he felt so small, and his heart was as cold as a pool of stagnant water!The sound of Xiao'e crying out of despair sounded in the kiln, and he finally gritted his teeth and left.
Tian Fuxian is a well-known cold person in the White Deer Plain. When Heiwa held the position of the Agricultural Cooperative, he severely punished Tian Fuxian, considering Tian Fuxian's character, this time he would definitely not let Tian Xiao'e go easily.
Tian Xiao'e followed Heiwa to Bailuyuan, which she was not familiar with. Here, she couldn't find suitable land to plant, and she didn't have acquaintances to support her. In her life, the person who can give her the most security is undoubtedly Heiwa. Heiwa is a kind, gentle, and considerate man, and his heart will always warm Heiwa's heart. Heiwa is like the sky to her, and it is precisely because of Heiwa that she is willing to stay in Bailuyuan and endure the coldness of others. A black baby is a black baby, and it is also a white baby. If Heiwa leaves, how should she continue to live as a weak and weak woman?
Tian Xiao'e never expected Heiwa to leave her in a crisis, and she decided to spend the rest of her life with him, betting her future on him, if he escaped, her life would collapse. He must be a very capable person, she thought, and he could make his career go smoothly. But Heiwa doesn't care about it, he just wants to get away from this risky place quickly.
After Heiwa left, Tian Fuxian focused all the contradictions on Tian Xiao'e. He hung Tian Xiao'e on a pole, while Heiwa secretly came back to visit her. Tian Xiao'e couldn't help but throw herself into Heiwa's arms, crying silently, and showed Heiwa the scars on her arms and wrists that were strangled by ropes. Now it's time to make a fuss!She told Heiwa: Brother Heiwa, if we don't participate in the activities of the agricultural cooperative, we can enjoy a peaceful life as before, and I will be very happy to eat some simple food. Now that they have made others very angry, they can no longer accommodate us, what should the future be?How long are you going to hide?
Heiwa told me: If you don't regret it, I will work hard outside to make money and send you back money for a period of time in the future. I said, aren't you trying to drive yourself to death?One day, I will knock Tian Fuxian down and crush him under the guillotine.
Heiwa managed to get rid of Tian Xiao'e's restraints, and after saying those words, he quietly walked out of the room, but after a while, there was no movement outside.
Before Tian Xiao'e passed away, she asked Heiwa many times why she didn't take her awayWhy should you keep her in the world?Why abandon her?Heiwa didn't answer. Heiwa explained that it was impossible to escape by carrying her. He was afraid that her family would be unhappy when she left. Tian Xiao'e knew in his heart that the reason why he didn't take Tian Xiao'e was because he felt that she was too cumbersome, and a little carelessness might cause him trouble.
Suzen expressed the idea that when a person loves you deeply, he will always remember you in his heart;When a person loves you deeply, he will dote on you in his daily life. Love is the easiest thing to do, but also the hardest thing to do. The best love may be that he pampers you consistently, and your love for him will continue until he is old. You become his weakness, and he becomes your shield.
If you truly love someone, you would rather let yourself suffer than let your loved one suffer injustice. But he thought of himself as a sinner. If Heiwa really loves Tian Xiao'e deeply, how could he know that Tian Fuxian wants to take revenge on him?If he can't find Tian Fuxian, he will vent his anger on Xiao'e and flee alone, letting Xiao'e bear all this for himWhat a wretched woman she is!As an adult man, how could he endure letting Tian Xiao'e's petite body endure such a harsh punishment?
If he really felt sorry for Tian Xiao'e, then why didn't he show any guilt, self-blame or concern when he saw Tian Xiao'e's injury?In his heart, in addition to hatred, there is also an indescribable sourness. Before he was about to leave, his mouth was filled with deep hatred. That's what he thinks, and that's what he does. In the depths of Heiwa's heart, compared to the injury suffered by Tian Xiao'e, it is more important to vent her grievances for herself. If he really loved her, why didn't he do one thing for her?If he really loves Tian Xiao'e, how could he let the innocent Tian Xiao'e shield him from the wind and rain for his personal interests?
There was a time when Tian Xiao'e mistakenly thought that Heiwa's love for her was from the heart. When she became infamous, Heiwa did not have any dissatisfaction with her, but wanted to take her back to Bailuyuan, and hoped that Bai Jiaxuan could record her name in the ancestral hall. Although Heiwa's efforts did not achieve the desired results, Xiao'e believes that she has finally found the man who truly loves her and loves her deeply. However, Heiwa did not appear. She originally thought that Heiwa would be as sincere and passionate as her love, but unfortunately, Tian Xiao'e was not taken into account in Heiwa's escape and revenge plan.
For Heiwa, he married Tian Xiao'e, but he just wanted to pursue novelty and enjoy Tian Xiao'e's care and dedication to take care of his daily life. Tian Xiao'e not only satisfied his desire for life, but also filled the void in the depths of his soul. He also has his own secrets inside. He has shown a rebellious personality since he was a child, and although Bai Jiaxuan and Lu San tried their best to prevent him from doing anything, he insisted on doing something. The purpose of his time with Tian Xiao'e was to make Bai Jiaxuan and Lu San realize that he was not a puppet who could be easily manipulated.
It can be said that true love is what people are pursuing, and true love should be sincere, to love her, to feel her, and to jump out of their own small universe to shape a wider world together. Everyone longs to have a little world of their own. This vast world provides you with a lot of inspiration to keep moving forward and bring you true happiness.
Heiwa did not provide support for Tian Xiao'e's future, on the contrary, he let Tian Xiao'e go through many difficulties for him. His fate was decided by his two sons. When Tian Xiao'e was killed, Heiwa had become a bandit. Heiwa is a young farmer with a conscience and a hero with a sense of justice, but he is hurt because of his kindness. In order to avenge Tian Xiao'e, he took several brothers to visit Lu Zilin and Bai Jiaxuan's home, only to find out that it was not Bai Jiaxuan who really killed Tian Xiao'e, but his biological father Lu San. Heiwa can't accept this cruel reality and vows to sever the relationship between father and son with Lusan.
After Heiwa returned to the mountain, she was drunk and unconscious. Heiwa felt very uncomfortable when he heard it, and he felt that his life was on the other side of the mountain. The leader of the bandits said to Heiwa: Since you have come this far, is there anything else you can't accept?Are you still struggling with what exactly a woman does?Others always make us feel uncomfortable and make our lives less pleasant, and when you can't stand it, they will in turn create pain for us and push all the unpleasant things to them, so that we will feel happy and happy, don't you black baby go the same way?
What the bandit leader wants to express is that the reason why Heiwa became a peasant cooperative is that she has been oppressed and persecuted by people for a long time. Heiwa is a ruffian, and he has a hatred of everything. His only wish is to get revenge quickly and get justice for himself. His anger comes from women. Once angry, the mood becomes soothing, and for women, they are just a short-lived passerby.
Heiwa did not refute, because the leader of the bandits had already penetrated his heart. His mind is to change Heiwa's fate in this war. Tian Xiao'e became the first woman in his life, and he had a premonition that Tian Xiao'e might lose her life due to hunger or cold, but he never expected that she would be plotted by others. He knew that this man was a very powerful person. The man was still his biological father.
If Heiwa really loves Tian Xiao'e, when she dies, the first thing he thinks of should not be revenge, but feeling guilty. Because Xiao'e's death caused him to lose a good friend. If he had decided to leave with Xiao'e, then such a tragic incident would not have happened. Xiao'e died too suddenly, he shouldn't have made things so serious. Despite Tian Xiao'e's tragic death, he did not feel sad. In his eyes, revenge for Xiao'e means that he doesn't have any guilt for her. He hopes that Heiwa can find another person and avenge her. However, for Tian Xiao'e, she does not pursue revenge, she only hopes that Heiwa can take her away. Because Heiwa wants to be a good man, he wants to give her a good life. But such a hope cannot come true after all.
3.After Heiwa got married, he regarded Tian Xiao'e as a stain on his life.
In Heiwa's second marriage, Bai Xiaowen introduced him to Yufeng, the daughter of an experienced Xiucai, and Heiwa said that he needed to find someone who could both know and manage him.
Yufeng only put forward one condition before getting married, that is, she hoped that Heiwa would give up the Xi of smoking "soil". Heiwa is an honest and honest person who has never said a word about anything. Heiwa put herself on the barrel of the cannon and didn't drink soup for five days, so she successfully quit smoking and married Yufeng.
On their wedding day, Heiwa's heart beat faster, and he noticed the elegant demeanor of his father-in-law, Lao Xiucai, which reminded him of Xiao'e's father, an old Xiucai who was both knowledgeable and shy. As Heiwa happily returns to the city with a colorful sedan chair, he suddenly recalls the Wuju family in Weibei, when he was climbing trees and climbing over walls to reunite with Xiao'e.
As soon as Heiwa got home, she removed the red silk scarf that covered the bride's face. "Xiao'e!Why are you so happy?"My thoughts resurfaced Xiao'e's energetic and angry face. Heiwa's heart couldn't help but feel excited, and his heart seemed to fly out. Heiwa's mood became extremely low, and he glanced at the bride sitting in the chair opposite, remembering not a single heroic act in the past, which filled him with confidence and pride. Heiwa came to this world in the pouring rain, and all he saw was mud and darkness, without a trace of light. The tide seemed to come in waves, drowning in polluted blood and muddy water.
The secret romance between him and Xiao'e, as well as his immoral behavior between the cottage and the black and white peony, made him feel deeply guilty and regretful. He was a man with a conscience and a sense of justice. Eager to be a good man, he mustered up the courage to say to his bride: Lady, do you know that I was not a real person in the past.
The bride expressed the opinion that I will only say it from now on, without mentioning what happened before today. Heiwa cried and said: Lady, if you don't look at me, I have that caring person.
Tian Xiao'e and Heiwa have experienced many difficulties and tribulations together, and Heiwa has never felt guilty or grateful for this. He grew up in the mountains and worked among the mountain people for many years, and his life was bitter and tiring. Now, he has married a new wife, but he feels deep regret for the time he spent with Xiao'e and the experience of going up the mountain to become a bandit. His wife is also a kind person, and he treats her very well. The happy memories between him and Xiao'e have become past events that he doesn't want to mention. At this moment, he longs to present himself to his wife with a righteous and new self.
I really don't understand why Heiwa has such thoughts. It wasn't until he returned to Bailuyuan with Yufeng and began to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors that I realized that the woman Heiwa really wanted was not Tian Xiao'e, but a dignified woman like Yufeng, who was knowledgeable and talented.
Heiwa never mentioned Xiao'e in front of Yufeng, and when he returned to Bailuyuan, he didn't go back to the cave where Xiao'e died to see her, he told Yufeng: In this world, only you are my only intimate person.
After Yufeng married Heiwa, people around her rumored that Yufeng had become very wealthy, and even flew to the branches of a tree and turned into a phoenix. Heiwa also wanted to go and see it, but he was afraid that Yufeng would fly, so he didn't agree. Heiwa couldn't stand the irrelevant gossip that Yufeng heard, so she bought a house in the county seat and moved there with Yufeng. Heiwa lives in a small house in the city, and he often blows a cool breeze and drinks wine in the house. The place was very peaceful and no one disturbed their daily life.
As I read this part, my tears slipped uncontrollably. I am a very ordinary woman, and I am an ordinary person in this world. Really love someone, the difference between the two is too great. Tian Xiao'e married Heiwa of the Hundred Families Assistance Program, but she never really experienced Heiwa's care and thoughtfulness. Heiwa is his good friend. His only wish was to hold his head high and make enemies for himself. When Tian Xiao'e hoped that Heiwa could take her away from Bailuyuan, Heiwa would rather see Tian Xiao'e being despised than leave Bailuyuan. Now that Heiwa and Yufeng are married, she always stands in front of Yufeng, worried that she will be unjust, and also afraid that she will endure hardships and fatigue. Yufeng was deeply moved by Heiwa's iron-like tenderness, but Tian Xiao'e suffered the sins that should have belonged to Heiwa.
Zhang Xiaoxian believes that time can not only reveal the essence of love, but also confirm the value of love, and may even subvert it.
Tian Xiao'e loved deeply once, but this love scarred her until the last moment of her life. Heiwa also really loved it once. Over time, the love between her and Heiwa is confirmed and upends the feelings between them. This also made me realize that in the world of **, most feelings cannot compete with reality, and love is no exception. Heiwa is a very good man. Tian Xiao'e's overly conceited love is actually just something that Heiwa does for entertainment. In Heiwa's love, there is a lot of helplessness and a lot of pain, but more is the desire and yearning for love. She gives unreservedly in love, while he is dismissive of her. Everything about him, all he had, was replaced by his love. This type of love does not deserve to be called true love.