I used to love you infatuatedly, thinking that you were all I had. I thought that if I tried hard enough, you would see my sincerity. The reality is brutal. Your betrayal has made me see the truth thoroughly.
I used to think that if I closed my eyes, I could forget everything about you. I thought that tears were the last goodbye to you. However, when I opened my eyes again, I found that your shadow was still clearly imprinted on my heart.
I used to think that I could take all the pain. I thought that if I was strong enough, I would be able to withstand all the damage. However, it was only when I really faced your betrayal that I realized how vulnerable I was.
I used to think I could forgive you for your betrayal. I thought that if I was generous enough, I would be able to accept your mistakes. However, it was only when I actually faced your betrayal that I realized how selfish I was.
I used to think I could forget everything about you. I thought that if I tried hard enough, I could wipe you out of my heart. However, it was only when I really faced your betrayal that I realized how stupid I was.
Your departure has taught me to grow. I've come to understand that don't say love lightly, because a promise is a debt. I began to understand that the happiness on my face can be seen by others, and who can feel the pain in my heart. I'm beginning to understand that losing you may mean more opportunities for me.
Thank you for your betrayal and allowing me to see my own shortcomings. Thank you for leaving, I learned to be independent. Thank you for hurting me and making me understand the impermanence of life. Thank you for your ruthlessness and for teaching me to be ruthless.
Now I am no longer the infatuated me. I have learned how to deal with life's setbacks, how to face life's difficulties. I've learned how to protect myself, how to value myself.
Your departure has made me stronger. Your betrayal has made me more mature. Your injuries have made me more aware that life is a practice, and we are all growing through continuous learning and Xi.
I want to thank you. Thank you for leaving, I learned to grow. Thank you for your betrayal and made me understand the true meaning of life. Thank you for hurting and making me cherish my life even more.