The news of Zhou Haimei's death swept the whole network.
Seeing this news tonight, all of a sudden the nose pantothenic. I don't know why, when I saw some public figures pass away in the past two years, there will be a sense of empathy at that moment.
It suddenly made me think, when did I feel like I wasn't young anymore? Maybe it's at this time.
When I was a child, I felt that the end of my life was far away, and I felt that death was far away. But in a blink of an eye, I feel that the end of my life seems to be far away, but it is also close at hand, and death is a thing that is getting closer and closer to me.
As a post-95 generation, a childhood in the millennium, film and television dramas gave me a lot of childhood memories. Especially I like martial arts dramas very much, I like the clear love and hatred, happiness and hatred, leisure, and chivalry. Zhou Haimei's Zhou Zhiruo once amazed me. On the day of Mr. Jin Yong's death, I was really depressed, as a writer I particularly liked, he gave me too many childhood memories, and gave me the martial arts world and distinctive characters that I liked. It really saddened me, and I couldn't understand why I was so emotional about a public figure who was so far away from me. Today, Zhou Haimei passed away suddenly, and the picture of Zhou Zhiruo in my mind also came to mind.
Including the recent singing songs of the third season of Endless Voice, Mao Amin, Hu Yanbin, Han Hong and Sun Nan, that picture made me go directly back to the scene I watched on TV when I was a child.
Compared with the present, I know how beautiful the memories of childhood are.
At this moment, I thought about the time when I felt that I was no longer young, maybe it was the moment when those good memories were getting farther and farther away from me.