In order to avoid the end of the matter, Bai Yuting avoided all the starting points. However, instead of cherishing the moment when every flower blooms, she unexpectedly meets Wan Xiaoju.
Bai Yuting had a soft spot for Wan Xiaoju's drama when she was a teenager, and when she became an adult, her love for Wan Xiaoju was even greater.
Wan Xiaoju's performances did not fall one after another, and whenever she left the stage, she would also leave the stage. On the stage, Wan Xiaoju's various mood fluctuations touched every nerve of Bai Yuting in the audience. With her crying and laughter, she would burst into tears when she heard the touching moment, and then did not hesitate to scatter jewelry on the stage while shouting "Wan Xiaoju" with affection in her mouth. She knew he was doing it for her. Just to win a glimpse of him.
She longed to learn opera with him, she was willing to be his wife, cook delicious soups for him, give birth to children for him, and she was so affectionate to him that she longed to be his personal maid, hoping only to be by his side.
In the end, her deep affection for Wan Xiaoju did not get the response it deserved. Her wedding to Wan Xiaoju** shows that the two are officially married. Bai Jingqi presided over the wedding, sent her to her new residence, and held a ceremony to worship heaven and earth and enter the cave room at the wedding, whether it was a sedan chair, a deacon or a ceremony, she made great efforts.
36-year-old Bai Yuting, in this world, except for Wan Xiaoju, no one has ever had a good impression of her, and she is not willing to marry anyone. Wan Xiaoju didn't want to, and she didn't want to come to this world for nothing, so she chose to marry Wan Xiaoju's **.
When I first ** "Mansion Gate", I deeply felt that Bai Yuting was an affectionate person, her feelings for Wan Xiaoju were deep, and at the same time, she was heartache for the heartache caused by her inaccessibility.
When I re-examined, I realized that Bai Yuting actually didn't really like Wan Xiaoju.
Rejected three times.
Wan Xiaoju was invited to Baijiatang for a theatrical performance.
Bai Yuting walked backstage and expressed her emotions to Wan Xiaoju without hesitation
I've never missed your performance, and I've heard it nine times just for this "Great Britain". ”
Take me as a disciple, and I will go to sea. ”
Wan Xiaoju first expressed her gratitude, but then politely refused: "This is absolutely impossible, Miss, you are like a golden branch and jade leaf in the sky, how can you choose this industry." ”
This is the first time Wan Xiaoju has refused Bai Yuting.
Wan Xiaoju is a very popular star in the pear orchard world, and his popularity is so high. As he walked the streets, the number of onlookers even exceeded the number of people when the Empress Dowager Cixi went out. His status and status are very low, and he doesn't even have the qualifications to be an actor. No matter how popular he is or sought after by the public, his background is always clearly displayed in front of people, whether it is glory or decay.
In that era, the social status of the opera was not high, even lower than that of prostitutes.
Bai Yuting was born in the mansion and was a rich girl there.
The first time he rejected her was out of respect for her. Her heart was deeply attracted to him, and his enthusiasm and persistence made her feel extremely excited and satisfied. Her first confession to him was actually a temptation. She knew that this was an attempt by him, and his attitude towards her would definitely cause her disgust and rebellion. However, his rejection fuels her endless curiosity. Maybe he had already accepted it on the first try, so she might have lost the freshness.
Bai Yuting tricked Wan Xiaoju into her room and made her feelings clear to him.
Wan Xiaoju only sees her as one of many followers, and there is nothing else special about her. He had been waiting for news from her, but he had never been able to see her. He never expected that Bai Yuting would hide her deep love for him in those tears. That night, she suddenly called herself from ** and told him that she was going to a concert one day. When she suddenly confided her heart to him, he was stunned and frightened, and hurried away from the scene, muttering incessantly, "What a shame!"."How could I be like this?!When I met Bai Jingqi, someone said: "Seventh Master, I really don't dare to be, I really don't dare to be!."”
This is Wan Xiaoju's second rejection of Bai Yuting.
Although Bai Yuting was born in a carriage, she was born in the prosperous period of the Bai family, with a loving father, a shrewd and capable mother, and an older brother who always takes care of her.
Deep down, she longs to marry Wan Xiaoju, and it will be a breeze for her.
Unfortunately, Wan Xiaoju already has her own family and resolutely refuses her request.
Because of Wan Xiaoju's refusal this time, she had the idea of marrying him. "I don't want to marry a man who is different from me!She was conquered because of her refusal, and more importantly, Wan Xiaoju became the first "object" she longed for for years but never obtained.
People are born with a strong desire and the more they don't get it, the more they feel eager and eager to have. Desire is an eternal topic, which accompanies the development of human society and changes with the times. Just as lovers aspire to have a peaceful married life, those who have a stable marriage are more inclined to pursue passionate and passionate love;Men want to have a happy family, while women want to have their own house and car. Poor people aspire to live a prosperous life, while rich people want to be richer. It is a never-ending wish that will never be fulfilled.
However, for Bai Yuting, she is facing a huge chasm that she cannot currently cross, other desires have stopped, and her determination to conquer Wan Xiaoju has become even stronger. The more resolutely Wan Xiaoju refuses, the more she longs to be his wife.
Bai Yuting felt lost in love, and she regarded the helplessness of longing but not getting it, as well as the abyss of desire that urgently needed to be filled, as the increasingly intense emotional torrent in her heart, and regarded it as true love. She deeply believes that her love for Wan Xiaoju is deep, and every time she hears his performance or meets him from afar, this affection deepens.
Although Wan Xiaoju rejected Bai Yuting, Bai Yuting did not choose to let go, on the contrary, she was deeply trapped and couldn't extricate herself. She begged Bai Jingqi, hoping that he could go to Wan Xiaoju's house to propose marriage. She prefers to be Wan Xiaoju's side room, and as long as she can be by his side, she feels very satisfied.
Bai Yuting showed deep infatuation and a humble attitude, but Wan Xiaoju still coldly rejected the marriage.
She was born in the mansion and was regarded as the treasure of the family by the Bai family, and in the era when the man took the initiative to come to the door to propose, she chose to go to the man's house in reverse to propose marriage. Her parents were high-level intellectuals, and her mother was a professor. For Wan Xiaoju, this is undoubtedly a huge honor, and it also represents the highest state of Bai Yuting's body.
But what I received was a rejection.
Bai Yuting let go of more and became more humble for this deep love. And Wan Xiaoju's refusal also became more direct, which made Bai Yuting's inner desire more and more intense, her heart was filled with endless expectations, desires and desires, and this momentum was so great that she could barely control it.
The marriage contract with that **.
She had reached the age of thirty-six.
She can no longer suppress the longing "love" in her heart, and only by marrying Wan Xiaoju can she find peace.
But he was reluctant, so she had no choice but to marry his **.
Despite his modest background, Wan Shinoju was a backbone artist who chose not to perform on stage for the Japanese. He offended the Japanese, and in order to escape the pursuit of the Japanese, he inadvertently hid in the courtyard where Bai Yuting married his **.
When Yuting and Wan Xiaoju walked into the wedding room where she lived with **, he was suddenly stunned.
The chrysanthemums are in full bloom in the room, the bedside is hung with his large drama**, and the sheets, quilts and pillows on the bed are embroidered with chrysanthemum motifs, all to echo the "chrysanthemum" in his name".
Wan Xiaoju never expected Bai Yuting to cherish her so much, and spent 10 years of marriage with her **.
When he was shocked, Bai Yuting was sitting next to the bed, and she took off the red hijab when she married ** on Mengshan. There were tears in his eyes, but her eyes were full of tears. Wan Xiaoju sat beside her, her eyes filled with tears, she gently lifted her red hijab and gently grabbed her hands.
After so many years of anticipation, even the ** who married him is now reunited with him, hoping that everything will go smoothly, but Bai Yuting suddenly withdrew her hand and stood up and left.
Her response to Bai Jingqi was: "I am married to a **".
That's right, she married that **. When she stared at the **, the perfect image of Wan Xiaoju came to her mind. But when she really saw the person she had in mind, she suddenly realized that what she loved was just an illusion. The real Wan Xiaoju is not as glamorous as she is on stage, she can become old, vulnerable, emotional, dependent on others, or in trouble.
She can only appreciate the perfection of Wan Xiaoju, but if she can't accept the person she loves deeply, then she can only be regarded as an ordinary person.
Love for someone is a natural emotion, an uncontrollable reaction, and when you love him deeply, you desire to be close to him, want to connect with him, and want to spend time with him.
She stood up, which already showed that she didn't want him near;His departure made her heart even heavier, and her body began to ache. Who are you?I miss you!Her deep thoughts, her dreams, and the love she couldn't get were broken in the painful words of "I'm married to **", and the persistence of many years suddenly disappeared at this moment;Her love was so real and pure at that time, as if it had become a transparent dream overnight. Her life begins to become peaceful and beautiful, but her love seems to be plunged into darkness again. The love that once made her feel suppressed now seems to have become lighter, as if it will float into the sky at any moment.
What she loves deeply is not Wan Xiaoju in real life, but the Wan Xiaoju she conceives in her heart.
Bai Yuting's love is so pure.
After that, Wan Xiaoju was unfortunately killed by the Japanese, but Bai Yuting still guarded his **, and the chrysanthemums in the room were still full.
Even though her hair has turned gray and the lights have been extinguished, she is still immersed in Wan Xiaoju's **.
At the moment when her life was about to come to an end, she suddenly began to have a trace of doubt about her life's behavior: "Brother, I am about to leave. During this time, I have been thinking, what exactly have I done in this life?The only thing I've ever done in my life is to marry Wan Xiaoju's ** and spend my life with **. ”
Indeed, she has been with Wan Xiaoju's ** all her life, but she doesn't really love Wan Xiaoju in her heart. What she really loves is Wan Xiaoju's **, the Wan Xiaoju she thinks in her heart, and the love image she pursues in this world. If it weren't for Wan Xiaoju leaving, her heart would definitely not be so peaceful to spend the rest of her life with **.
In her life, she never really experienced love, nor did she have a partner or children. All she loved was a man, her husband was a businessman, and she herself had no wealth or status. However, the love she pursues is pure and noble. She loves the people and things she loves. In her deep love, she lived a delicate and colorful life.
I have always believed that people should choose to marry because of true love. The ideal marriage should be something like this: when you love someone deeply, want to spend time with him for a long time, are willing to face the ups and downs of life with him, and are willing to handle daily household chores with him. If he doesn't love you, then we can give up everything and find another way to start a new life. Therefore, by virtue of your respective abilities, you have built a warm home, and you have the fruits of love, and you will be together for the rest of your life until your hair is gray.
Rather than two people from different backgrounds suddenly deciding to live together, every little detail needs to be adapted and adjusted to each other, from the décor style of the house to the choice of color of the bed linens, which can spark conflict and argument.
It is better to choose a marriage of low quality, because a high-quality single life may make a person's life more colorful.
Bai Yuting has spent her life with **, her love is pure, her life is also exquisite, sit down and watch the clouds roll up, idle listening to the play, how beautiful, how handsome, how desirable.
Throughout her life, she lived a life of abundance, freedom and fulfillment, and in her youth she loved affectionately and courageously pursued it;When you are old, you should be calm and serene, face everything in your life calmly, face yourself and the world calmly, and spend the best years of your life calmly.
In the middle of life, stop rationally, don't get entangled, and don't regret it;In her old age, she fell in love with her son and daughter again. In her old age, that deep love was still with her. She is a gentle and strong woman whose heart will never be hurt. In the depths of her heart, no one can destroy her love, and no one can take it away.