Su Zizi, an art student from Xu Beihong College of Chinese People's University, although her appearance is glamorous, but behind her is a "** model" respected by everyone.
What kind of life journey did she go through before she decided to embark on this path of no return?
Traditionally, women in China should have a conservative and formal attitude. I don't see a little spirit of innovation and breakthrough in them, and more often it's just an old-fashioned image. However, Su Zizi is different, she chooses a path that no one dares to try, and faces her situation with a very calm attitude.
Su Zizi's original name was Wang Yanyun, and her hometown is located in a remote rural village in Hubei.
Due to the family's financial difficulties and the emotional conflict between her parents, she faced the choice of divorce from her parents at a very young age.
Influenced by the concept of masculinism and lovers in the family, as a girl, her parents were unwilling to take care of her, which led to Su Zizi being abandoned by her elderly grandparents.
Grandpa and Grandma cared for her very much because she had no one to take care of her since she was a child, so they chose to raise her even though she lived in poverty**.
Her grandfather and grandmother took special care of her and would not have been like other rural girls who had not been educated.
Her grandfather and grandmother had been supporting Su Zizi for an education, and Su Zizi was a very good person in her own right.
From childhood to adulthood, he has consistently excelled academically and has never been frustrated by the lack of parental love.
Due to the lack of parental care, she may not be in a good environment. Her classmates at school criticized her, laughing at her for having no parents and believing her to be a child who had no one to take care of her.
The rejection she suffered in society filled her heart with regrets, but fortunately, the deep love of her grandparents allowed her to move on.
Although the inferiority complex deep inside has always existed, it has never changed.
I originally thought that there would not be much wind and waves if this kind of life continued like this, but I didn't expect fate to choose the people who suffered.
She has lived in a home with her grandfather and grandmother for many years and is now at risk of being forcibly demolished.
Grandpa and Grandma didn't want their old home to be demolished, so there was a heated argument with the developer.
In the process of their pushing, Su Zizi's grandmother was unfortunately pushed to the ground, leaving her permanently physically disabled, and she had to lie in bed to rest.
Because her grandparents are too old to take on heavy tasks, and Su Zizi still needs to continue her studies, the family's financial situation has become quite difficult.
Unexpectedly, the grandfather still had to stay at home to take care of the grandmother, which led to a further deterioration in the family's financial situation.
At this stage, Su Zizi was still receiving education, so she had no choice but to temporarily suspend her studies and go out to work.
In order to alleviate the financial pressure on her family and her grandmother's hospitalization expenses, she did all kinds of work, whether it was tiring or dirty.
At such a young age, he had already shown the ability to be independent and became a little adult.
Thanks to her tireless efforts and persistence, the family's financial ** has been maintained.
After the incident, she decided to return to school to continue her studies, and because of the financial difficulties of her family, Su Zizi had the idea of using knowledge to change her destiny since she was a child.
Although Su Zizi has experienced a period of dropping out of school and a sharp decline in her studies, her Xi attitude is still very serious and hardworking.
Through unremitting efforts and Xi, he was successfully admitted to the Xu Beihong Art College of Chinese University.
Despite the fact that she was born into a poor family, she became the first student in her village to be admitted to university.
As expected, with hard work and perseverance, people's lives can change.
Although the academic pressure has been reduced after entering the university, the expensive tuition fees and family expenses still need to be borne by Su Zizi alone.
In addition, the grandmother, who has been paralyzed for a long time, also needs to rely on drugs to maintain her life.
In order to alleviate all kinds of pressure, Su Zizi began to look for a variety of part-time jobs.
After entering college, her social circle gradually expanded, not only received all kinds of flyers, but also found a high-paying part-time job - *modeling.
Compared to other part-time jobs, the cost of modeling is indeed higher, and even more expensive than other regular jobs.
But what is embarrassing is that she had to take off all her clothes and pose in various poses for others to photograph, and these ** still need to be posted on the Internet after the shooting.
For many people, this stage is full of challenges and difficulties.
However, Su Zizi was attracted by the lucrative salary, so she got in touch with the boss who was in charge of shooting the ** model.
In the conversation between the two, Su Zizi thought that the boss was not a villain, and the conversation between the two was very harmonious, so she decided to accept the position.
Due to the change in her new identity, she didn't want her part-time job to become a well-known thing, so she chose a stage name for herself Su Zizi.
When she first went on shooting, she seemed rather reserved. She thought that only the boss was filming for her, but to her surprise, in addition to the boss, there were 5 other photographers present.
These photographers will photograph her body from different perspectives.
At this moment, Su Zizi felt deeply ashamed, and she planned to find an excuse to shirk at the critical moment.
However, the lack of funds made her hesitate.
The boss noticed her hesitation and did not urge her, but continued to cheer her up and encourage her to overcome gradually.
Su Zizi finally broke through the defense in her heart and bravely walked out of the bathroom.
Su Zizi took her first step and completely released her former true self.
Under the guidance of the photographer, she began to take a variety of ** postures, allowing the photographer to shoot freely.
This series of photographs lasted a total of 9 days.
During this time, both parties showed a high degree of cooperation, and Su Zizi quickly completed her part-time assignment.
After the incident, the boss also gave her a salary very conditionally.
She felt extremely happy, probably because she experienced the joy of success, and after the first shoot, Su Zizi was still secretly engaged in the profession of ** model.
After a long period of hard work, she managed to solve the problem of huge sums of money.
However, sooner or later, those secret things will be revealed.
Because she often goes out early and returns late when she goes out to shoot, she doesn't rest on time, which causes her to become the focus of heated discussions among her roommates.
In addition, she has been profoundly influenced by ** models in her artistic creation, and gradually shows more courage.
His painting style has evolved from traditional landscape painting to painting with the human body as the main theme.
With the progress of the Internet age, it is surprising that some students have discovered Su Zizi's nudity**.
In a short period of time, Su Zizi became the focus of heated public discussion.
When her classmates and teachers at school criticized her, she also felt so ashamed that she could barely look up.
Because Su Zizi is a ** model, and her lifestyle is always early and late home, and her painting style is also very free-spirited, Su Zizi has been labeled with all kinds of unpleasant labels.
Some people think she's uninhibited, while others think she's playing chicken outside.
As the incident gradually deteriorated, the head teacher specially invited Su Zizi to his office.
When she confronted her teacher, she let down all her guard and confessed her family situation.
The head teacher expressed deep sympathy for her and warned her not to choose to become a ** model in the future, but to learn to get back on track.
Therefore, Su Zizi decided not to engage in the profession of ** model, but devoted herself wholeheartedly to artistic creation.
After becoming a high-profile figure in the school, her career has also undergone a transformation to some extent.
She was born with an excellent talent for painting, coupled with her ** painting skills are quite good, so she chose the artistic path of painting.
However, due to the influence of her past status, she has always struggled to show her talent.
So, she conceived a way to show the public her truest side.
She successfully organized a solo art exhibition called "Who am I".
In the exhibition, in addition to the ** characters drawn by her herself, some of her personal *** are also shown
Her original intention was to use this solo exhibition to show everyone her motivation and helplessness in choosing this path.
Unexpectedly, people uttered unbearable invectives.
Since her solo exhibition could not be successfully held, she organized a press conference again.
This press conference is truly unprecedented.
When the reporter interviewed Su Zizi, she was almost topless.
Due to society's abuse and exposure of her, she chose to expose her exposure to the outside world.
When facing Su Zizi, who was naked, the reporter's gaze was always in a state of avoidance, which made the interview extremely difficult.
Su Zizi showed great courage, she asked reporters: Do you have the courage to look at me directly?
Therefore, the reporter overcame the inner barrier and had an in-depth face-to-face communication with Su Zizi.
Su Zizi said that she initially chose to become a mannequin because of the pressures of life, but as time went on, she gradually realized that "nakedness" did not mean a failure of art.
Real art is full of courage.
Too cautious to take any action will only lead to a drift of art away from it.
In this case, our works of art will always be ahead of other countries, and will always be at the very end.
The discussion about how Su Zizi justified her art made it to the hot search list in a short period of time, which overshadowed the view that Su Zizi was once a ** model.
Her courageous reply won a lot of applause, and her comments about Su Zizi turned from negative to positive in a short period of time.
After that, she was also invited to appear on the Education Channel.
In that show, she shared her bumpy journey under her real name.
Despite the amount of abuse she suffered along this path, she always stood up to her duties and did not do anything against the law.
She has always strived to earn wealth through her hard work, not only in her family but also in her personal life.
Therefore, even if you have been an unbearable ** model, it is possible to regain your brilliance and become a symbol of the success of poor students.
For most people whose families are not in a good financial situation, going astray is something they don't want.
However, few people can stick to their nature like Su Zizi and not be dissatisfied with society.
As a result, she now has the opportunity to become an artist and enjoy a happy family life.