There are very serious secular concepts in our country's ideology, especially for girls, who need to bear overwhelming pressure to lose their innocence.
But 12 years ago, a college student at Renmin University was interviewed by a reporter naked, and bluntly said to the male reporter who interviewed her: "Do you dare to look at me directly?"”
And this female student was also attacked by a sea of ** on the Internet, and netizens hung a series of labels on her, such as "bad morals", "mannequin", "shameless" and so on.
Why would a youthful college student be interviewed by reporters naked?Is she really like what the label put on her by netizens said?What was her experience like?
Su Zizi walked into the classroom on an ordinary day, but it was not the greetings of her classmates that greeted her, and even from the moment she walked into the classroom, a large number of eyes were focused on her.
And the students are also communicating with each other, "It looks pitiful, I didn't expect to play so much behind it", "Look at the hero in ** is here", "It's shameless, go to be a nude model" and so on.
It wasn't until the arrival of the teacher that the classmates stopped the behavior of talking to each other, but even though they were in class, they still felt the whispers of the classmates, and Su Zizi also knew that the matter was exposed after all.
Su Zizi is her stage name, formerly known as Wang Yanyun, a sophomore at the Xu Beihong Art College of Renmin University, who had to embark on the road of mannequins because of some family reasons.
Wang Yanyun was born in Hubei in 1991, although the family is not very rich, but her father has a stable car job, and is currently taking care of life at home, thinking that a happy life will continue.
But at the age of three, her parents chose to divorce for some reason, and accompanied her parents to form a new family, and the young Wang Yanyun became the most redundant.
Therefore, his childhood was actually spent at his grandfather's and grandmother's house, but in this family, although his grandparents still took care of themselves, the environment of the whole family is difficult to describe.
First of all, in this family, there is no stability except for her grandmother's pension, and Wang Yanyun's grandfather often wanders around the mahjong stalls all year round and forgets to go home, and Wang Yanyun has a task to overturn her grandfather's mahjong table.
The gambler in this family is not only her grandfather, but also her uncle is busy with people is also a strange person, and he did not hesitate to choose a gambling machine when his wife asked whether to choose a son or a gambling machine.
There is also an even more bizarre uncle, who does not work all year round, and when facing Wang Yanyun, who was crying and looking for her grandmother, she actually inserted chopsticks into Wang Yanyun's face in order to stop crying.
So much so that she later tried to go to the hospital to get rid of the mole, but the doctor told her that it was a scar.
However, these bad memories were all shielded by Wang Yanyun's subconscious, and it was only after the memories of the people around her that she remembered this painful memory.
Wang Yanyun, who grew up in this environment, was not a good thing in junior high school, not only did her grades be very poor, but she also smoked, drank, and fought.
It is said that there is even the behavior of running away from home, and after returning home, it is natural to have a meal that opens the skin, high school is the biggest change for Wang Yanyun, and she can't see the hope of college at all because of her messy grades.
Fortunately, there was such a way as an art student at that time, and among many art majors, she chose art as her stepping stone, but things would not have gone so smoothly.
In 07, because she refused to be a nail household for demolition, her grandmother, who took care of her, unfortunately suffered a cerebral hemorrhage during the demolition, and Wang Yanyun thought that it was because of the demolition personnel who caused all this, and even went to the demolition site to make a fuss.
But in fact, it was because of his grandmother's quarrel with the demolition, and unfortunately high blood pressure caused a cerebral hemorrhage, and this incident had a great impact on Wang Yanyun.
After that, because of paralysis, Wang Yanyun began to work part-time, washing dishes, distributing leaflets, and being a staff member in a work-study hotel to relieve the pressure at home, but the income was only less than 500 yuan.
It wasn't until two years later that Wang Yanyun took the art exam, but when she came back, she was faced with her miserable results in cultural classes, and Renmin University had only one enrollment quota in Hubei that year.
In order to change this situation, Wang Yanyun began to study Xi desperately, only resting for three hours a day, and in order not to let herself have more time to study Xi, she even chose to kneel on the washboard to promote her Xi through pain.
For this only way out for herself, Wang Yanyun obviously decided to fight hard, but in fact, the final result was as she wished, she became the only lucky person in Hubei.
originally thought that she had finally gotten to her ideal university as she wished, but her university life was not as comfortable as she imagined.
So she began to earn various expenses through part-time work, and at the beginning of the semester, she began to work as a graphic model after being introduced by her teacher, and also received a part of the income.
But the claim that she later started working as a mannequin and nude model was because of the high tuition fees and the deterioration of her grandmother's condition, and she had to think that she would take this path in order to make a living.
In the process of working as a graphic model, she met a videographer and introduced her to a higher-paying job, that is, "nude model", but at first she chose to refuse, and Su Zizi's one was chosen by her from this time.
With the increasing economic pressure, but in the end he still embarked on this road, despite the multifaceted psychological construction, Su Zizi still couldn't let go in the face of the presence of the staff.
In the end, under the guidance of the staff, Su Zizi overcame her heart and began to show her figure in the studio.
This lasted for about a month, and although the Internet was not as developed as it is today, paper could not contain the fire after all, and soon rumors about her spread.
So there was this scene at the beginning, and the news quickly spread to the teacher, who did not choose to look at her with strange eyes like others, but encouraged mannequins to be actually a profession and taught her more knowledge.
Nude models are not her fault, as long as she sticks to her heart, does not embark on a crooked path, and has to be brave to look directly at her future, with the encouragement of the teacher, Su Zizi also has a new understanding of nude models.
And Su Zizi also decided to use her body to create for Su Zizi, so there was a ** that later received more than 30 million hits on the Internet.
Even at the end of the same year, Su Zizi held a solo exhibition, the main works of which were the creations she made for Su Zizi with her body, although the school removed some of the overly leaky ** in order to protect her privacy.
But some human works were still uploaded to the Internet by people with intentions, and many people posted their comments below at that time, and there was no doubt that they were all attacks on Su Zizi.
Ignoring the fact that things don't take you to ferment, Su Zizi is also aware of her daughter's behavior, and has carried out all kinds of ugly duties on Su Zizi.
But this did not change Su Zizi, on the contrary, the next thing once again pushed her to the limelight, in the face of the overwhelming **, and the reporter repeatedly emphasized her identity as a "naked model", Su Zizi made a bold decision.
In 2011, Su Zizi was interviewed by reporters in a naked posture, and the reporter never dared to face Su Zizi in the interview, and the first thing Su Zizi said was: I dare to look at you, do you dare?
I believe that Su Zizi is really for art, and this incident also made Su Zizi the focus of ** again, and then Su Zizi has made many creations dedicated to art.
But then she didn't continue in the business, and when she was twenty-one years old, she met a man who was 22 years older than herself, and this man happened to be the same age as she went to her grandmother's house, 43 years old.
Although the two were initially married because they fell in love, they still ended up in a sloppy end, and the two separated only a few years later.
Soon after, Su Zizi started her second marriage, which was also a man in her twenties older than herself, and the two also had the crystallization of love in their marriage, the daughter they shared together.
But in the end, it was still a separation, although there were successive frustrations in love, but in terms of family affection, Su Zizi also succeeded in reconciling her mother, and the two raised Su Zizi's daughter together.
Wang Yanyun, a problem student who was once loved by no one, a "model" who was attacked by netizens, and dedicated herself to Su Zizi, finally became a child, had her own safe haven, and sat back to Wang Yanyun.
In this process, Wang Yanyun embarked on a new journey and began to study and Xi architecture, and now Wang Yanyun has found her passion in architecture, and I believe that she can also achieve success in this area.
I believe that Wang Yanyun, who is now shining in a new field, will definitely be able to heal the pain she has suffered in the past through the new field.
Each of us has our own different views on art, we don't know Wang Yanyun's past, and we don't want to evaluate her behavior too much, just like the saying don't love or hurt.
In Wang Yanyun's experience, there is too much helplessness, believing that becoming the existence of being talked about is not her real will, if she had other choices at that time, she may not want to be discussed.
Although Su Zizi's experience was controversial, she also made contributions to art and even went to the world stage, I don't know what you think of her.