My name is Zhao Hui, I am 30 years old and I am a primary school teacher. Every summer vacation, I choose to travel alone. I like the feeling of being on the road and looking at the scenery, uninhibited and free.
That's why I'm still 30 years old and haven't married, and I've only been in love once, even when I was in college. I always felt that with my personality, I might be single for the rest of my life.
It wasn't until that day that I accidentally met that woman that I realized that the feeling of being in love was so beautiful.
This summer, I plan to travel to Qingdao seaside and eat local barbecue by the way. After booking the itinerary and buying the ticket, I embarked on this journey.
It's also strange to say, every time I get in the car, I encounter things that make me extremely embarrassed, and this time although I chose the innermost window position, I still encountered strange things.
Because the girl in the seat next to me has been playing *** with her boyfriend since she got on the bus, and from time to time she will shine on me, which makes me feel disgusted.
Later, I took advantage of the time to go to the bathroom, stood in the carriage for a while, and when I returned to my seat, I found that the girl next to me had fallen asleep on the back of the chair.
I was too embarrassed to wake her up, so I sat down in the vacant seat next to me, and at that time, the position near the corridor was vacant, and no one sat down. I thought to myself that there was no one anyway, so I would just sit here and rest for a while.
Not long after I sat down, the woman next to me in a professional outfit turned her head to chat with me and asked me where I was going to be a ** person.
I chatted with her briefly for a while, and knew that her name was Zhao Rou, I think her temperament and conversation are very unusual, and she has a special business style, but I don't know what people do. After all, I'm not familiar with it, and I'm too embarrassed to ask her directly.
After a while, when it was time for dinner, everyone began to eat, and I brought my own bread and prepared to go back to my seat to eat.
Who knows, I was just about to stand up when I was stopped by Zhao Rou. She smiled and said to me, "If you don't mind, let's go to the dining car in front of you for a bite to eat, I don't like to eat in the seat, it feels awkward, how?".”
I didn't expect that she would take the initiative to invite me, I was a little nervous and a little happy, and after hesitating for a few seconds, I agreed.
There are not many people in the dining car, probably because the lunch box is more expensive, and the most common kind costs 40 yuan. During the meal, Zhao Rou took the initiative to buy two boxes of lunch boxes and handed them to me domineeringly, saying that she invited me to this meal.
I was embarrassed and hurriedly said: "Then what's the matter, this is the first time we've met, so I'll let you break the bank, it's not good like this, that." If you don't mind, you give me WeChat and I'll transfer the money to you, okay?”
But no matter what I said, Zhao Rou didn't agree with me transferring the money to her. She said that we should make friends, after all, it is fate that everyone knows each other, WeChat can be added, but the money does not have to be transferred, let's meet again when we go back, you can invite me to dinner again.
I really didn't expect that Zhao Rou was such a generous woman, I dared to ask her profession, only to know that she was a lawyer, no wonder, her temperament and conversation are different from ordinary people.
During the meal, we got to know each other more and learned that Zhao Rou is 40 years old this year and has been divorced once, because of her profession, she no longer believes in love and marriage. So after the divorce, she has been busy with her work and has not looked for it again.
Now because she wants to make more money, she takes on more cases, and sometimes, she often needs to go on business trips. She told me that in fact, it is quite lonely to go out alone, so sometimes, when she meets someone she thinks she can talk to, she wants to make more friends.
Knowing that I was going to get off the bus in an hour, Zhao Rou told me that if I stayed in Qingdao after her business was done, then she would go to me and play there with me for a few days.
I responded cheerfully to her, "Okay, I don't have anything to do with the summer vacation anyway." You'll come to me then, and I'll treat you to a seafood feast. ”
I originally thought that Zhao Rou was laughing with me, and she couldn't come over. But who would have thought that she really came to me, on the fifth day of my stay in Qingdao, Zhao Rou actually contacted me, saying that she was already on the train to Qingdao and came here at 7 o'clock in the evening.
I was really excited, it was the first time I had felt this way, so desperate to see someone, and it was just a stranger on the train. I think maybe this is love, it doesn't make sense when it comes, and it's very violent.
When I saw Zhao Rou that night, I was so excited that I didn't know what to say, and when I saw her this time, I found that it was different from the last time I was on the train. She is dressed today, extraordinarily gentle and generous, and her state is completely different from her first vigorous and resolute state.
She said that when you work, you have to look like you work, and of course you have to look like you go on vacation. After she finished speaking, she smiled at me, and at that moment, I suddenly felt the urge to rush up and hug her, but I resisted.
I invited Zhao Rou to come to my B&B here, and told her that she didn't need to book another room, my B&B is a two-bedroom apartment, she sleeps in the master bedroom, and I sleep in the second bedroom.
Zhao Rou smiled evilly and said: "Oh, this is not good, we are alone and widowed in the same room, what if you have any bad thoughts about me?"”
Ah, no, Sister Zhao Rou, I'm a decent gentleman, I've been in love once since I grew up, I'm really not the kind of person you think. ”
I explained anxiously, making Zhao Rou laugh, she said that she deliberately teased me, just because she knew what kind of person I was, so she made friends with me, told me not to mind, she just likes to joke.
After tidying up the room, Zhao Rou and I went downstairs to eat together, and after eating, we just went for a walk on the beach. The breeze at night is whistling, especially cool, and the night view by the sea is even more beautiful. I love standing by the sea, looking into the distance, feeling the cool feeling of the sea lapping on my feet.
When we were tired of walking on the beach, we sat down directly, and not far away, there were a few young men and women playing guitars and singing, and we were quietly singing their voices, as if we were back in school again.
Looking at their youthful smiles and beautiful singing, I also recalled some interesting stories from my school days, I told Zhao Rou a lot of previous things, she was fascinated by it, and she always laughed at me from time to time.
Later, the singing stopped, but Zhao Rou still looked at me affectionately, and at that moment, my heart was beating so fast. At this moment, Zhao Rou suddenly approached my ear and said to me gently: "Zhao Hui, I like you, let's be together, right?"If you don't dislike my age.
Don't dislike, don't dislike, Sister Zhao Rou, you are the first person in my life to make my heart move, I like you, I like everything about you!”
Before Zhao Rou finished speaking, I was already anxious to confess to her, and after watching her nod shyly in agreement, I gently hugged her into my arms.
And our sweet love life began here. That time in Qingdao was the happiest time of my life, but unfortunately, that short relationship did not last long.
I woke up one morning and found that Zhao Rou was gone, and when I turned on my phone, I found the message Zhao Rou had sent me.
Zhao Hui, I'm leaving, thank you for this time with you, it's a pity that I can't continue to delay you, I have been divorced and have children, so I don't plan to get married again in the future. So even if we are together, there is no future.
I hope you can meet someone who really likes you and understands you, and as for our feelings, cherish them in the bottom of your heart. Thank you Zhao Hui, forgive me for saying goodbye. ”
Yes, Zhao Rou left, in such a hurry, just like when she came. So suddenly, I was pleasantly surprised. Only this time, I had no surprises, only sadness.
I didn't expect that she would be so resolute in her feelings, without even a trace of nostalgia, maybe it was her, it was her free and easy temperament that attracted me for the first time.
Since this is our destined ending, then I can only wish her and hope that everything will be fine for us in the future. And I will always remember Zhao Rou, the woman who gave me the most happy memories.
I will always remember this relationship with her.