Before going to bed, I received a message from an old classmate that on New Year's Day, she would hold a 70th birthday banquet for her father-in-law in her hometown, and invited me to come over to play.
When I saw the word New Year, I was still in a trance.
Although I look at the calendar every day, there is always the illusion that the New Year is still far away.
In fact, the New Year is only a few days away.
Resignation, fireworks every year, in the blink of an eye three hundred and sixty-five days came to an end. For a while, it was a little sad.
I can't say it, this sadness comes from **, as if I feel a year older, with a few more gray hairs on my head and a few more wrinkles at the corners of my eyes.
Middle-aged people, in the end, are afraid of the New Year.
When I was a child, my mother used to say that only children like the New Year, and adults don't like the New Year.
At that time, I thought it was very strange, the New Year was very good, a new year, a new beginning, a new hope, why would adults not like it.
When I became an adult, I realized that the year was really not so good. The year is a reunion, the year is also busy, and the year is still a lot of money.
That's why now people say that in the adult world, nothing is easy.
The new year always brings some new hope.
Like my new book.
This year, the market is relatively bleak, and affected by the entire environment, the authors of the major platforms are complaining. But no matter how bad the environment is, there will always be someone who comes out on top, which is an indisputable fact.
So, for an author like me, who doesn't have much to achieve, persistence is the only way.
A book, you only know if there is hope until you write it, and if you don't even write it, it is definitely hopeless.
So, I've recently started preparing a new book and want to start at the beginning of the new year.
It's a subject I've never written about before, and it's a subject that fans strongly asked me to write about two years ago. I'm writing it again after two years, and I don't know if the people who strongly asked me to write about this subject are still there.
But no matter if those people are not there, I will still pack my old bags and go to the next trip.
New Year's Day, even if I am middle-aged, I am still full of expectations for the new year.
When people live, they must always find a little light and hope for their future, so that you will feel that all the efforts and efforts are worth it.
If you are always pessimistic and don't give yourself hope, then you will feel that you will not be able to live tomorrow.
In fact, psychological cues sometimes play a very important role in a person's decision.
I often advise myself to keep a normal heart and not rush for quick success. Although sometimes it is inevitable to be impetuous, but recently it has been good, so that I can write some words safely, whether others like it or not, it is from my own heart, and it is sincere.
I have always believed that the most sincere words are the most moving.
Perhaps, what I write every day is trivial things, and they are not even worth mentioning. But life is originally composed of these small daily routines, where anyone loves the sea every day, the wind and the moon are boundless, or the waves are turbulent, the tide rises and falls.
Of course, there are.
For example, the ** of these two days.
Only falling, not rising. How infuriating.
Since then, I have never liked green again, even in the middle of winter.
In the new year, watch new fireworks rise, unfold new stories, and then strive to make the rest of your life what you want.