I was born because my brother needed a bone marrow transplant.
My family didn't love me, they even hated me.
Every time my parents took me into the city, it was because my brother was sick.
Mom couldn't see me doing well.
She said, "What your brother doesn't have, why do you have?" ”
I ran away from home, and on the day I became famous, she showed up in a nightmare.
Crying and begging me to save my brother.
On his seventeenth birthday.
I ran home happily and expectantly, and my mom said she would make me Coke chicken wings tonight.
But as soon as I entered the door, I met my brother's eyes full of disgust.
My smile paused on my face and slowly withdrew.
He sat on the sofa with a pale face, looking much weaker than in the morning.
I'm a little scared of him.
Brother....I stumbled at him.
He sneered at me.
Yang Sheng, are you so happy? ”
Why are you so happy? Why aren't you the one who gets sick? Why? ”
When he saw that I didn't react, his eyes were horizontal: "Do you believe it or not, I made you unable to celebrate your birthday." ”
Faith, I believe it too much.
Every time he deliberately finds fault, no matter how clumsy his acting skills are.
My parents took all the orders, and I was the only one who was scolded and beaten in the end.
It's not that I made him sick, and he was unreasonable.
I took two steps back and made a standard ninety-degree bow.
I'm sorry, brother. ”
Only then can he stop a little.
I want to celebrate my birthday in peace.
A child without sugar can only be submissive.
When my parents came back from grocery shopping, I looked at the shopping bag with some anticipation.
Dad said, "Your brother can't smell Coke, so I'll do it next time." ”
He didn't apologize in the slightest, it wasn't a consultation, it was a notice.
I Xi the usual oh sound.
My brother looked at me triumphantly.
And I lip-synced "I won".
It's naïve, I gave him a blank look.
He suddenly began to breathe rapidly, as if he couldn't breathe.
Mom and Dad hurried to catch up.
Xiao Xuan, what's wrong with you? ”
I, I don't, it's uncomfortable....”
Get to the hospital. ”
Dad picked up his brother and ran out.
Mom was holding on from behind.
They didn't even look at me the whole time.
But his performance was too fake.
Before leaving, he smiled at me, and his smile was full of success.
When the family of three left, I was relieved.
Then came a full sense of loss.
Birthdays can't be made again.
Mom and Dad haven't been back for two days.
Not even a **.
Or did my grandmother call ** and say, "Xiao Sheng, did you eat noodles on your birthday, are your parents good to you?" ”
I didn't want the little old lady to worry, so I held back my tears and said "very good".
There is nothing to eat at home.
Mom and Dad didn't keep any money.
I stole a pack of instant noodles under my brother's bed.
Actually, he can't eat these things.
But he would rather hide it than give it to me.
The noodles are fragrant. I'm about to eat it.
Mom is back.
She was stunned for a moment when she saw me.
I saw the noodles on the table.
Then his face changed.
He went crazy and asked me loudly: "You dead child, what happened to your brother, you are still eating at home, you still have the face to eat?" ”
She picked up the bowl and poured the hot soup all over my thigh.
I was so hot that I rolled on the floor.
She was still angry.
Kick me hard. I'll let you eat, little white-eyed wolf, I'll let you eat. ”
It hurts so much that I can't stand it.
I stood up and jerked her away.
She was a little shocked at my resistance.
Stared at me with wide eyes: "You white-eyed wolf, do you want to rebel?" ”
Is it my fault that he Yang Xuan is sick? Can't you see what he's pretending to be every day? Have you cared about me once in all these years? I finally promised to have a birthday, and I couldn't see you for two days in a row, since I hate me so much, why did you give birth to me? ”
My eyes were filled with tears, not because of the burning wound.
It was so many years of grievances that broke out all at once.
Obviously living in his own home, but he is cautious as if he is under the fence.
She stood up and grabbed me by the hair and slammed it against the wall, "You think we want to have you?" If it weren't for your brother's need for your bone marrow, would we have given birth to you, a white-eyed wolf? ”
My head felt like it was going to crack, and I couldn't hear what she was saying.
After a while, she got tired and kicked me out of the house.
Every time.
When she comes back from outside, she always has a grievance to vent on her.
I stood up against the wall and walked persistently towards the stall.
Grandma said that you must eat a bowl of longevity noodles on your birthday.
The sun is poisonous.
The footsteps are getting heavier and heavier.
The view was blurry.
Finally, I fell to the ground.
When I woke up, my head was already bandaged.
But it still hurts.
Struggling to sit up.
A pair of hands put a pillow behind me and helped me sit up.
I turned back. It's her.
The newly moved flower-armed woman.
She brought me a glass of water.
I reflexively dodged.
No one poured me water at home, and if there was, it would definitely splash it in my face in the next second.
She chuckled, "What, still afraid of your savior?" ”
I was afraid that he would misunderstand, so I immediately shook my head.
Not afraid of you, you're a good person. ”
How do you know I'm a good person? She was intrigued by my words.
He shook his arm.
You see, I'm tattooed, aren't you afraid? ”
I don't look like a bad person at all.
Your tattoo is fake. ”
She was taken aback.
I quickly checked my arm and saw no flaws.
What do you kid say, how can it be fake, I've been tattooing it for years. ”
I said calmly: "Aunt Wang, who sells vegetables, said that she saw that your tattoo was peeling." ”
Her secret is revealed, and she makes a grim face.
Slowly approached me, ** said, "Aren't you afraid that I will kill you?" ”
I knew she was teasing me: "Afraid, don't kill me." ”
She "cut" and returned to her normal appearance.
It's really boring, you kid is not very old, how can you be lifeless. ”
How could you faint on the street with so much blood on your head. ”
I moved my legs.
A heart-piercing pain came from his left leg.
She stopped me in a hurry: "Your leg is burned, the doctor has bandaged it, don't move." ”
I apologized and said, "Thank you, how much money was spent, and I paid you back." ”
She didn't speak, and I looked up and saw that she was staring at me.
After staring at each other for a few seconds, she said word by word: "If you are subjected to domestic violence, you can call the police." ”
I didn't speak. The stomach gurgled, and the silence of the room was very real.
I'm a little embarrassed.
She sighed.
What do you want to eat? ”
I hesitated and said, "Noodles." ”
Within minutes, she brought me a bowl of steaming noodles.
My nose was sore and I shed tears while eating.
She quipped, "My noodles don't taste good?" Crying when it's unpalatable? ”
I quickly shook my head: "It's so delicious, thank you so much." ”
Outsiders would give me a bowl of noodles, but my mother wouldn't even give me a look of pity.
Cough. She coughed uncomfortably, "Just don't tell me my secret." ”
I looked at her and nodded heavily.
He lay in her house for three days.
I found her to be really a nice person.
Appliqué arm tattoos are meant to scare scoundrels who want to take advantage of small advantages.
She is a jade carver.
An untidy piece of jade, under her design carving, can come out of a lifelike phoenix.
She reminded me it was time to go home.
I was silent and didn't speak.
Within minutes, my mother broke into the shop with two policemen.
The mother pointed at the woman viciously: "It's her, she kidnapped my son, and she beat my son's injuries." ”
She stood up to theorize.
I stood in front of her and said to the police, "Uncle policeman, she's lying, she saved me, took me in for a few days, and my mother is going to beat me to death." ”
This is confusing to change the police.
At first, they thought it was a juvenile trafficking incident.
My mother's face turned pale: "Dead child, what do you say?" You've just been taught badly, hurry up and go home with your mother. ”
There was a hint of menace in her eyes.
A thin layer of sweat broke out on my clenched hands.
Hesitation. Take out the voice recorder that you have been preparing for a long time.
I let out the voice of her beating me and insulting me that day.
Several people in front of me looked at me sympathetically.
It was my mother, on the other hand, her expression became more and more hideous.
If you come up, you're going to hit me again.
The police rushed to control her.
She also scolded in her mouth: "You little bastard, wolf-hearted dog-lung, you are so big for nothing." ”
At that moment, I exploded.
Have you ever raised me for a day? If it weren't for my grandmother, I would have starved to death, locked a five-year-old child in my house for three whole days without anything to eat, do you know how I survived? ”
I'm so small, you forced me to press me on the operating table, did you ask me if I wanted to? ”
What are you looking for me for? Is Yang Xuan's illness again? ”
I tell you, he deserves it, he died by himself, and what he can't eat, he has to eat it secretly, and let me pay for him again and again. ”
You say I don't have a conscience, do you have a conscience? ”
vented such a long paragraph in one breath.
Several people were frightened by my actions.
After saying that, I couldn't stand anymore.
The woman held me up behind me, who was about to fall.
"His burns were severe, and the possibility of parental abuse could not be ruled out," she said. ”
My mom received warnings from the police.
Full of emptiness.
took a sip: "Phew, you little bastard, love can't go back, I don't care if I die outside." ”
With that, she fled.
When I woke up again, the flower-armed girl sat next to me and drew the design.
I apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't know my mom would do that." ”
She didn't react and continued to draw, not knowing what she was thinking.
I'm a little embarrassed, she won't want to chase me away.
Also, whoever encounters such a ** annoyance, it is already good if he does not sweep the floor and go out.
I, I'll move out tomorrow....”
My name is Han Yan. ”
Well? "I was interrupted by her words, and I didn't understand what she meant.
If you want, you can live with me, and there happens to be an extra room. ”
I didn't hesitate and nodded my head busily.
Okay, I do, I do, I'm seventeen, a year is fine, I'll be in college right away. ”
I'll give you rent, but the money is at home, I'm going back to get it. ”
The voice became smaller and quieter, I was a little selfish, and she understood: "You want me to accompany you back to pick up things?" ”
Well? She laughed out loud and moved her wrist twice: "I went back to your house like this and took your things away, it's more like kidnapping a teenager, hahaha." ”
I was sincere and said, "No, you're a good person." ”
Are you so staying, can you get into college? ”
I can! "And you have to go to university.
I deliberately picked one that they were supposed to be in the hospital to go home to.
Take out the key that you put under the carpet.
The door lock opened with a twist.
Come into my room.
It's a mess inside.
All the clothes were drenched in dirt, and several of my favorites were cut.
There was a pile of ketchup squeezed on the bed.
I found the small box where the bank card was placed.
It was empty.
They must have done it.
I turned around. I saw Yang Xuan leaning against the door frame.
* And a sick look.
I understood in an instant.
What do you mean? You made all my stuff, didn't you? ”
He was noncommittal.
took out a bank card from his pocket: "Yo, the family's money is used to treat me, and my brother still has private money." ”
I went up to grab it: "You pay me back, this is what my grandmother gave me, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
He turned: "It's mine in my house, what do you think you are?" ”
That's the money my grandmother gave me, and it's money that I won't touch until I have to.
I went up and pushed him down.
Hold him down. Grabbed him by the neck.
You still haven't paid me back? ”
He was somewhat shocked by my reaction.
The mouth is still hard.
Nope....Still. ”
I stepped up my hand.
Suddenly, a flower arm appeared in front of me and grabbed my arm.
Yang Sheng let go. ”
I slowly came back to my senses.
glanced at her.
Slowly let go.
Han Yan picked up the bank card that Yang Xuan threw to the ground.
As soon as I saw her, my nose was sour.
A little aggrieved said: "My clothes are stained by him, and I can't wear them anymore." ”
She pulled me to her side and inspected the place that had just been scratched by Yang Xuan.
He's so ruthless, his jaw is still bleeding.
Out of breath, don't get dirty. "Pull me and walk out.
Yang Xuan was hysterical in the back: "Why Yang Sheng, why has someone always protected you?" Why don't you die! ”
Han Yan covered my ears and pulled me out with all her might.
It was already a long way before she let me go.
I felt a little sorry: "A lot of clothes can still be worn, wasted." ”
She waved her hand: "I saw what kind of clothes you used to have, and my sister took you to the shopping mall with blood." ”
I bought several clothes before and after.
She nodded with satisfaction: "Little boys should dress handsomely." ”
I looked at myself in the mirror and couldn't believe that I could have such a side.
The clothes he wore before were all Yang Xuan's unwanted.
There are a lot of them that are already broken.
When I was a child, I also asked my parents for new clothes.
What they say: "You look at your brother's good clothes, you are not sick, and healthy people don't need to wear good clothes." ”
When I was emotional, I wanted to cry again.
There hasn't been such a big emotion before.
Han Yan mentioned it.
I have thousands of grievances to vent in front of her.
She wiped away my tears.
You can't cry often, you often cry that your life is bad and your wealth is ruined. ”
I quickly stopped crying.
wiped two handfuls indiscriminately: "Really, then I won't cry." ”
She saw how quickly I had changed.
smiled and said, "Oh, the child is not big, and he is quite a fan of money." ”
With Han Yan by my side, I spent the entire senior year of high school safely.
The people around me said it was quite ugly.
said that I was Han Yan's child husband.
She doesn't care, and I don't have any qualifications to care.
I never took the initiative to ask about her background.
On the day of the college entrance examination, my mother suddenly came to see me off enthusiastically.
I reluctantly hid behind Han Yan.
My mom immediately pulled a face.
I just want to bring you breakfast, don't you even recognize me as my own mother? ”
It's almost late.
Han Yan took the water from her hand.
Okay, can we go? ”
A sly smile crossed my mom's face.
Stared at me and entered the exam room.
The small blisters in the water kept rising.
It's clear that there's a problem.
I threw them all away.
After the exam.
I told the people around here that I didn't do well in the exam.
Han Yan asked me why I did it.
I told her that there was a problem with the water on the day of the exam.
She couldn't believe it: "How can there be such a mother in the world!" ”
There are such mothers in the world.
They never cared what I was thinking.
Moreover, I couldn't have fared better than my brother.
Xi is not good.
Remember that winter.
I got my first perfect score.
Put the test paper in front of them.
Yang Xuan was reluctant.
They tore up my exam papers.
Beat me up hard.
It wasn't until Yang Xuan was satisfied that they locked me up in a windowless storage room.
It took two whole days for the teacher to find the house before they released me.
Since then, I have never dared to get a high score again.
Go to the vegetable market in the evening to buy groceries.
I met Yang Xuan and my mother.
The mother and son talked and laughed.
I turned around and wanted to leave.
Yang Xuan saw me one step ahead of me.
shouted loudly: "Yang Sheng! ”
I stopped, my fist clenched.
My mother asked me proudly, "Yang Sheng, how did you do in the exam?" I heard you didn't do well in the exam? ”
Yang Xuan didn't wait for me to speak, immediately raised his head and said loudly: "Brother, it's not that my brother said that you, you lived with a bad woman before you became an adult, and you deserve to fail the test." ”
Article ** Since Old Ford, the article "The Flower Arm Girl is Good to Me".