In the year of the college entrance examination, I was ruined by the gangsters in the village.
My mother rushed to the house in a menacing manner, and in front of the neighbors, my mother forced me to describe the whole process of the matter, and asked for a price with great fanfare:
My daughter is still a virgin!Just let your son spoil it, and marry my daughter without spending 300,000 financial resources, this matter is not over!”
My self-esteem was trampled on by my mom repeatedly, and I couldn't hold my head up.
The Chen family couldn't stand my mother's sprinkling, and really gave my mother a bride price of 300,000 yuan, so that I could marry a heinous scumbag!
Suddenly, I felt that my eyes were dark, and my future was dim......
Losing money?Is that a nice name?My parents got it for me.
Just because they want a son.
The hospital didn't tell them the sex of the fetus, but they concluded that I was a boy based on the shape of the pregnant belly and my mother's diet Xi.
My mother was already considered an advanced maternal age at that time, so my mother took a lot of supplements during pregnancy.
They were full of anticipation and spent a lot of money to welcome me, until the moment I was born, their love for me came to an abrupt end.
I was a girl, but I was born into a patriarchal family.
When I settled down, my mother told me to lose money, but the aunt who settled down thought that I shouldn't be called this name as a girl, so she changed it to Pei Qianqian.
My mother made a fuss for more than an hour, and my aunt said that I should change my name, but my mother was unwilling, so she had to compensate, so she blackmailed my aunt 2,000 yuan.
Before leaving, my aunt also told my mother to be kind to me, and my daughter will be productive when she grows up.
But my mother didn't listen to it at all, and went home with the money satisfied.
Within a few years, my mom disliked me and threw me away.
My parents never liked me, they just wanted a son.
While they were still fertile, they worked hard again, and my mother successfully became pregnant again, and at this time, my mother was already forty years old.
The family's economic conditions are not good, and now that they have the hope of having a son, they are naturally reluctant to have my daughter.
So, when I was six years old, my mom threw me at a crowded market.
I was weak and I looked particularly helpless in the adult pile, I cried out, crying and looking for my mother, the people around me looked at me in surprise, and some well-wishers said to help me find it, but I didn't know that my mother went to **.
Finally, the neighbor's family saw me and took me home.
I still remember my mother's look at me with great disgust.
You're back?I don't know if the child is lost?The neighbor's aunt looked at my mother with disdain.
I didn't beg you to bring the child back!Nosy!My mother glared at my aunt angrily.
Hey!Be kind enough to help you, you don't have a thank you, and you say I'm nosy!"The neighbor's aunt has a very pungent temperament, and when she heard my mother say this, she was immediately angry and wanted to find my mother to reason properly.
My mom gave her a blank look, dragged me into the house, and closed the door.
As soon as I entered the house, my mom kicked me to the ground, "Who told you to come back!".Lose money, it looks like I'll have to throw you away next time!”
My heart thumped, I bit my lower lip, and I endured the pain in my ass and abdomen, and I was very aggrieved.
It was my mother who took the initiative to abandon my ......
Tears were dripping from Douda, and I didn't know what I had done wrong, but I was going to be thrown away by my mother.
The neighbor's aunt didn't leave the door, she really listened, knocked on the door, almost smashed my door, "What's the matter with you?".I'm going to throw the kid away, believe it or not, I'm going to call the police!”
She knocked on the door for a long time, and my mother didn't pay attention to her, and finally she gritted her teeth and said, "If I can't see your girl one day, I will call the police directly, and you won't be able to do well!."”
My mom was still thinking about how to throw me away, but when she heard that her neighbor was going to call the police, her face immediately fell.
She didn't want to be in jail, she had her unborn son in her belly.
She could only endure her anger and leave me behind, with a gloomy face, and scolded me with a slap on her head.
But no matter how much she scolded me, she was always my mother, and when I was young, I just thought that I was doing something wrong, which angered my mother, so I cautiously stepped forward and hugged my mother's thigh, and said to my mother with the most innocent smile, "Mom, I will listen to you in the future, and I will definitely not make you angry, Mom, don't want me, okay?"”
I tried my best to please her, but all I got was her cold eyes, "You lose money, it's all your fault!."If only you were a boy!It has to be a girl!”
At that moment, I wished I was a boy, so that my mother would not be angry.
Soon, my younger brother was born, and I, who was supposed to be in the first grade, was told by my mother that I didn't have to go again.
I asked my mother why
Mom said, "You little girl**, what's the use of going to school!."Wouldn't it be nice to save some money for your brother?”
I heard that the girl in the west of the village, when she was three or four years old, knew that she would go up to the mountains to dig wild vegetables to subsidize the family, and from tomorrow, you should go too!”
Your brother will have a lot of money in the future!The responsibility of raising your brother is left to you!”
Although I am ignorant, a voice sounded in my heart, why?
Just because I'm a girl, don't I even have the qualifications to go to school?
No, I want to go to school, I can also dig wild vegetables to make money when I go to school, beg my mother, let me go to school, okay?I sat on the side of the bed and looked at my mother pitifully.
Ever since I was a child, I've heard a saying that reading is rewarding, so I have to read, and I don't want to live here forever.
What to go to!Don't you know what conditions are at home?The poor can't afford to eat, so we can't treat your brother badly!Do whatever you want you to do!My mom glared at me viciously.
Then do me a disgrace......
Before leaving home, the eldest sister also mentioned to me that she must study, and you can't live without culture.
I kept it firmly in my mind, and this time, I said nothing I would say yes.
I hid in a tiny room and went on a hunger strike ** my parents' decision.
When my eldest sister heard that my parents didn't let me go to school, she rushed back non-stop.
The eldest sister Pei Zhaodi is already an adult, she can make money to support her family, and she has been working hard outside since graduating from junior high school, sending money home.
She was so angry for my sake that she couldn't take her breath, "Nine years of compulsory education don't cost tuition at all, and you can't spend a lot of money, you can't bear it?"”
You were just a child at that time, and you went to school, but now the conditions don't allow it, everything has to be for your brother's sake!"My mom was right, and she didn't think she was wrong at all.
How old is he?It's still a ** child!You don't have to go to school, why don't you let shallow go to school!When I come back this time, I must let Asa go to school, or I will sue you!"My eldest sister protected me behind her, and I didn't know the confidence of **, so I yelled at my mother.
I hugged my eldest sister's legs, shivering, and looked at my mother timidly.
Even the eldest sister has read books, and I don't want to be an uneducated child.
Pei Zhaodi!You can stand it when you go out to work, right?Dare to sue your own mother?Come, let me hear what you're going to sue me!”
Don't think I don't know, why didn't the second sister go, but you threw it away, you belong to abandonment, it's a crime, as long as I go to sue, you will definitely go to jail!The eldest sister widened her eyes and told the secret she had suppressed in her heart for more than ten years.
Little me, big shock, grabbed the little hand of the eldest sister's trouser leg and used a little more strength.
It turns out that I still have a second sister, who was also thrown away by my mother.
But that day, my mother was going to throw me away ......
For a while, the tip of my nose was sour, and I looked at my eldest sister aggrievedly.
My mom was just right, and she was instantly deflated.
My mother had to agree to let me go to school under the threat of my eldest sister, and before leaving, my eldest sister threw me two hundred dollars and told me to steal flowers.
In this family, probably only the eldest sister is sincere to me.
My results in the high school entrance examination are very good, and I am among the top few in the city.
was also interviewed by reporters, which made my mother full of glory.
She didn't want me to study, she wanted me to be like my eldest sister, and I would go to work and make money after graduating from junior high school, but I didn't expect that my grades made her feel decent, so I went to high school.
But I was admitted to a key high school, but in order to save money, my mother let me study the closest to home, which is also the most broken high school in the local area.
The school waived tuition and fees for me because of my high school entrance examination results, and I also had a scholarship to receive.
But my mother didn't want to pay the accommodation fee and let me go to school.
I wanted to live in high school, but the idea of leaving home was shattered.
The school is not far away, but every day I have to get up early and go to school at night.
I didn't have any money, and it took me at least an hour to walk to school.
My mom didn't give up any opportunity to make money, even at such an important stage of my life as high school, my mom still let me go to work during the holidays, and didn't give me any rest time at all.
I gritted my teeth and persevered, even if I worked late every day, I would study Xi and do my homework seriously, just to get out of the exam and leave this nightmarish place.
What about the money!Hurry up and get it!”
I came back from work, and as soon as I entered, my mom was waiting for me at the door.
I gave her the money I earned from my part-time job, and I was exhausted and wanted to go back to my room to rest, but my mother grabbed me again, "Wait a minute, I remember you just finished your exam last week, and you got a scholarship!."”
The scholarship was earned through hard work!Do you want it too?I frowned, looking at her a little annoyed.
It was my earnings, it was supposed to be a reward for me, the only money ...... I could have at my disposal
There was a snap and a slap in the face.
As long as you get the money, it's all earned for your brother, so hurry up and get it!”
My face was hot and painful, I pursed my mouth aggrievedly, and looked at her resentfully, "Qian Qian Qian, you know Qian and my brother in your eyes, have you ever considered me?"I'm also your own child!”
My classmates all have money in their hands, and they can buy what they like when they see it, what do I have?I don't have a penny, and I don't have money to buy a pen when I run out of ink!Why!”
I don't dare to expect too much, I just want to get a little respect from her, even if she cares about me.
But she was even more annoyed, "Phew!."You are a money-loser, you have grown up, your wings are hard, and you dare to yell at the old lady!”
My mom slapped me in the face, as if she wished she had never had me as a daughter.
With all my strength, I broke free of her hand and locked myself in the room.
My mother didn't give up, banging on the door and scolding me viciously.
The tears in my eyes could no longer be suppressed, and I curled up in a ball and began to cry.
Perhaps, in her eyes, I have never been ......
In the two days of the college entrance examination, I played well.
Running home happily.
I'm finally, finally able to get out of here!
Suddenly, a hand grabbed me, and several people dragged me to the ground.
I was terrified and kept shouting for help, but it was still far from the village, and there was no one at all.
I struggled to the death, but I was no match for a few people.
I recognize the person at the head of the group, it is the well-known gangster in our village, Chen Qiang.
They held me down, immobilized, and watched Chen Qiang ...... me
Afterwards, Chen Qiang proudly took his younger brothers away.
And I lost my innocence, and hugged myself tightly in horror and loneliness.
Why!Why me?
I haven't done anything, I've been honest, I've never provoked any of them, so why do you have to spoil me?
The wind in the night was so desolate that it made me shiver.
I couldn't accept the fact that I cried for a long, long time before I managed to calm down.
I wiped away my tears and tidied up my clothes.
My mom must not know, otherwise, she may not know what she will do.
At the very least, I should put up with it until I go to college......
But somehow, everyone in the village knew, and it was spread all the time, and there were all kinds of versions.
It must be Chen Qiang's ghost!
Before I could settle accounts with Chen Qiang, the matter reached my mother's ears.
In the morning, my mother came to my room and tore off the quilt on her body, "Lose money, you did that kind of thing, why don't you say it!."Shame on me when you go out!”
I was caught off guard and tugged at the corners of the quilt desperately, trying to cover up the marks on my body that had not yet faded.
But I was still seen by my mother, she was angry and her face was red and her neck was thick, and she scolded me for anything dirty, saying that I was a cheap and vixen, and I was embarrassed for her.
My mother dragged me out of bed and rushed to Chen's house in a menacing manner.
My mother smashed the door of the Chen family and shouted violently: "Chen San, ** come out for the old lady, how do you be a father, no matter how good your son is, my good yellow flower girl will be ruined by your son, hurry up and give an explanation!."”
After a while, all the neighbors were called out to see the excitement by my mother's movement.
My mom was standing in the doorway, babbling and saying all the dirty words that came out, as ugly as she could hear.
As the protagonist of the incident, I bowed my head in shame.
My face seemed to be trampled under my mother's feet, rubbing it repeatedly, and everyone was pointing and poking my backbone behind my back.
The atmosphere was so oppressive that I couldn't breathe and couldn't lift my head.
What do you mean!My son is usually a bit of a jerk, but he would never do such a thing, don't spray people with blood!Chen San leaned over and opened the door and came out, his face full of anger.
It's spread all over the village, and you still protect Chen Qiang?My daughter's name is gone!Tell me, how to deal with this!"My mom was furious.
It's all from someone else's mouth, and your daughter didn't admit it herself, who knows if it's true or not!Chen San didn't want to admit it.
My mom was anxious and pushed me out, "You say!".You admit it!Tell everything that happened, and see what else they can say about the Chen family!”
I was stunned by her, and looked timidly at the neighbors, pursing my lips.
What do I say?Do you want me to tell Chen Qiang how to ** my process?I can't tell!
There was a snap, and a heavy slap was slapped on my face, "Say!."”
Suddenly, my face was burning with pain, and I looked up and met the eyes around me, naked, as if they wanted to see through me.
An endless sense of humiliation swept through the body.
I shook my head, reluctant to speak.
My mom was so angry that she was going to pull my clothes, and I struggled, "Mom, what are you doing!".”
However, my strength was not as good as hers, revealing a large area of snow-white skin, and the bruises on my shoulders and collarbones that had not gone away were all left by Chen Qiang.
My mother's heart blossomed, and she forced a smile and pretended to be annoyed and angry, "Look!This is the trace left by your good son, the evidence is here, how can you quibble!”
The neighbors sighed.
In the midst of everyone's condemnation, I put on my clothes in a panic, and the tip of my nose was sore.
My mother grabbed Chen San's collar even more violently and yelled, "My daughter is still a place!."Just let your son spoil it!If you don't take out 300,000 bride price to marry my daughter, this matter is not over!”
I looked at my mom in shock, and the neighbors were all stunned.
Who is Chen Qiang?The village is a well-known gangster, gnawing at the old, loving to bully, and not doing his job, who wants to marry his daughter to someone like him?
But my mother is willing, and the 300,000 yuan she asks for seems to have been thought of a long time ago.
Mom?What are you doing?I'm not married!I'm going to college!"I immediately spoke out to stop my mom's behavior.
I still have unfinished studies, I will have a happy family in the future, and I must not marry Chen Qiang, that bastard!
What college to go to!You are all adults, anyway, you were ruined by Chen Qiang, it is better to marry directly, save it later, and you will not find it in the future, and you will be left at home!My mom glared at me, not giving me room to maneuver at all.
She's afraid that I'll stay at home, so I'm probably even more afraid of the 300,000 I got to fly, right?
I want to marry you, but I won't marry anyway!"I aired.
I was as sad and disheartened as I was, and the last bit of hope I had for my mother was completely gone.
It doesn't matter if you say it, listen to me!My mother completely ignored my thoughts, only thinking about the 300,000, "Chen San, my daughter is a good prospective college student, and she was harmed by your son, either she married my daughter, or, our mother will die for you today!."”
My mom suddenly pinched her chin desperately, pulled out the dichlorvos she had prepared for a long time, and was about to pour it into my mouth.
I struggled desperately, and the neighbors couldn't stand it anymore, so they came over and pulled my mother, "Ouch, what are you doing!".You can't die for this!”
Under the persecution of my mother to die or live, and the persuasion of the neighbors, Chen San finally agreed to my mother's request.
For the rest of my life, I sat on the ground retching for a while, tears welling up in my eyes, but I couldn't hold back from crying, my fingers sank into the mud and sand, clutched fiercely, and looked at my mother with resentment.
I won't get married in this marriage, I must run away!
My mom got cheap and locked me in my room, "Lose money, don't think I don't know what you're thinking, I won't let you get away with it!."If you don't want to get married, you have to tie the knot for me!”
Afraid that I would run away from marriage, she and my brother took turns staring at me.
Sister, don't think about it, Mom said, when the bride price money arrives, buy me the latest fruit mobile phone, the money is mine, I won't let you go!My brother was playing with his phone at the door, and he said mockingly.
Even if I exchange my happiness for 300,000, my mother still won't give me a point, it's all my brother's.
In her eyes, there is only her younger brother ......
I'm so disappointed with this home!
On the day of the wedding, my mother stared at me the whole time, not giving me the slightest chance to escape.
When I arrived at the door of Chen's house, there was a quilt on the ground, I don't know what it was for, they asked me to walk over.
The moment I stepped on my feet, a lot of men came out of the man's side, came up and hugged me, and pushed me to the ground.
What for!Don't touch me!"I struggled desperately, screaming.
I was scared and angry at the same time when I touched my body, my eyes were scarlet, and I was about to burst into flames.
But those guests were full of joy.
!"I resisted hysterically, and whoever touched me, I would slap him back.
All of a sudden, no one was moving.
Chen San's face was ugly, and he said to my mother, "You girl, who are you looking at with a stinky face!."Today is a day of great joy, according to our Xi, it is necessary to make such a fuss in order to have children and grandchildren!”
When my mother heard this, she smiled and came up to give me a slap.
Today is your big day, you are not an innocent body, what are you afraid of!No matter what happened today, you put up with me!My mom glared at me viciously.
I covered half of my beaten face and laughed sarcastically.
When they saw that I had stopped, they pounced on me again, and even tore my clothes.
Even if I die here today, I can't let them insult me in public!I struggled so hard that I bit out one of them's ear.
This wedding was successfully messed up by me, which caused all kinds of dissatisfaction among the man's guests.
My mother laughed and scolded me, and finally locked me in the marriage room and wouldn't let me out.
At night, I sat in bed and was distracted.
Because I couldn't escape, countless pairs of eyes were staring at me outside the window.
Stinky **!Today's big day, what are you making trouble!I lost face in front of my relatives and friends!"Chen Qiang came back in stink, grabbed my hair and questioned me.
I glared at him resentfully, "Bastard!."Let go of me, what a happy day, I was forced by you to marry, do you think I was willing?I'm just going to make trouble, so don't you all think about it!”
Damn scumbag, if it weren't for him, there wouldn't be where we are today.
I thought that after the college entrance examination, I would be able to usher in the dawn of happiness in life, but I didn't expect to fall into another abyss......
I hate, I hate this group of people!
Who are you showing Zhenyeol's appearance?Would I marry you?If it weren't for your mother's trouble, my family would have spent 300,000 yuanI think you're a, underwhelmed!Chen Qiang was enraged by my words, grabbed my hair, and slammed it against the wall.
I was instantly dizzy from the blow to my head, and the pain in my forehead made me scream in pain.
Bastard!Scum!Chen Qiang, that's all you have in your life, you're nothing outside!"I riveted my strength, broke free of his hand, and slapped him in the face with my backhand.
He glanced at me in a daze, and suddenly became angry, "Stinky **, dare to hit me!."Look at you kneeling and begging for mercy if I don't fight today!”
Chen Qiang's strength is very strong, even if I use all my strength, I can't resist his fists.
I was tortured by him all night until I was completely unconscious.
In my sleep, I seemed to be back to the night when I was ** by Chen Qiang, my stomach churned, and I was very nauseous.
Pei Qianqian, you must not accept your fate, the value of your life is not here!
I have to run, I have to get out of here!
Article ** Since the old Ford, the article "Losing money".