Unconsciously, I entered the prime of my life, and the relationship I once had was like a deep scar in my heart. I tried to forget that painful love, but it followed me and tormented me for years. When I broke free from that failed relationship, I found that the footsteps of youth had gone away, and I had become a tired middle-aged person. Those who were once beautiful now seem to be just cruel memories. 
The woman I once loved is now a wife and living a happy life. And I, still alone, wandering on the journey of life, without a partner, without children, only a heartbroken heart. Looking back, I can't help but feel the ruthlessness of the years. What was once passion and enthusiasm has now turned into boundless indifference and emptiness.
I tried to find a new meaning in life and start anew. I work hard, learn new skills, and make new friends. However, deep down, that desire for love can never be erased. I don't know what kind of variables I will encounter on the road ahead, and whether I will die alone. But I firmly believe that there will always be someone in the world who can see through my indifference and emptiness, and can understand my vulnerability and pain. She will warm my cold heart with endless love and let me regain that passion for life. I know that such a person is worth my wait. 
I'm going to keep going, no matter how difficult the road ahead may be, whether I get hurt again or not. Because I know that only in this way can I find my true self and find my own happiness.
I believe that everyone has their own time zone and that everyone's life trajectory is unique. Although I have been emotionally wounded, I am still hopeful for the future. I know that there will always be someone in the world who can heal my scars, enter my heart, and make me feel the warmth of love again. I will continue to move forward, grow and improve to make myself better. Because I believe that only in this way can I meet better people and have a better future. 
I also understand that I can't afford to lose myself on the path of pursuing love. I want to maintain my independence and individuality, and stick to my principles and beliefs. Only in this way can I truly find my own happiness.
Eventually, I will find the person with whom I can spend my life. We will go through every stage of life together and experience the joys, sorrows and sorrows of life together. We will support each other, grow together, and create a better future together. And those past scars and pains will become precious treasures in our lives.
Documenting my romantic life They teach us how to deal better with emotional problems and how to appreciate the people in front of us more. When we look back, we are grateful to those who have hurt us because they have made us stronger, more mature, and more confident. And those good memories will also shine forever in our hearts.