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Xiao Li said shyly.
Thank you!I happily took his hand, "Let's go to the movies!""It's been 5 years since we graduated from university, and now Xiao Li works as a programmer in a foreign company, and I am a freelancer.
It's just that during this time, there seems to be less sweetness between me and Xiao Li, Xiao Li is busy with work, and I have to take care of children and work part-time, so the communication between us has obviously decreased.
One day, by chance, I met Xiao Zhang.
That was when I took my kids to the playground to play, and Xiao Zhang was a playground worker.
My scarf accidentally fell on the roller coaster that day, and Xiao Zhang helped me pick it up.
Give, your scarf. ”
Xiao Zhang smiled and returned the scarf to me.
Thank you so much!"I'm a little embarrassed.
You're welcome, your little one is cute. ”
Xiao Zhang waved at me and went to work on something else.
I looked at his distant back, and a trace of warmth swelled up in my heart.
Later, I would take my children to the playground from time to time to play, and I would also talk to Xiao Zhang.
I gradually discovered that Xiao Zhang was a talkative and lively person, and unlike my husband Xiao Li, Xiao Li became more and more reticent.
Until one day, Xiao Zhang asked me to go to a café in the suburbs for tea.
I wanted to shirk it, but I went anyway.
At the end of last year, my wife and I divorced, and she ran away with someone. ”
Xiao Zhang's smile revealed a hint of loneliness.
I sighed, somehow remembering the increasingly cold relationship between me and my husband.
yes, I'm pretty lonely right now. ”
Xiao Zhang stared at me, "After meeting you, I have the motivation to live again." ”
I was shocked by his sudden confession, and the teacup in my hand fell on the table with a "click".
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. ”
Seeing my reaction, Xiao Zhang was a little embarrassed.
During this time, Xiao Zhang and I have maintained this illicit relationship for nearly three years.
During these three years, I have been cautious for fear of being discovered by my husband.
Xiao Li has been busy with work and rarely cares about what I am doing.
How has your husband been working overtime lately?"Occasionally, when I eat with Xiao Zhang, I ask with concern.
Still busy with work as always. ”
Xiao Zhang smiled helplessly, "What about you, did your husband find anything?""Not yet.
Every time I come out, I tell him that he's going out shopping with his girlfriends or something. ”
I said with some trepidation.
Xiao Zhang sighed, "You still have to be careful, I don't want to destroy your family." ”
I also know very well that sooner or later my husband will find out if this continues, and the consequences will be unimaginable.
However, the joy and satisfaction of being with Xiao Zhang made me unable to give up.
Just a few days ago, I was horrified to find that my husband seemed to have found some clues.
That day, I said as usual that I was going shopping with my girlfriend, but I received my husband's ** halfway.
Are you in **?I happen to be there on a business trip, can I meet you guys at the mall?The husband's voice was calm and cold.
I looked around in a panic and found that the café I was at was right next to the mall that my husband was talking about!"Really?It's good. ”
I answered quickly and then hung up in a hurry.
I sat down in a chair in horror, and Xiao Zhang came over and patted my hand: "It's okay, maybe he just asked."
I nodded reluctantly.
When I got home, I kept an eye on my husband's every move, but he was no different than usual, and he still worked late into the night.
A few days later, when I told my husband again that he was going out, he just gave a cold "um" and didn't even look up.
Confused by his reaction, I walked out the door in a flutter.
However, when I happily finished eating with Xiao Zhang and went home happily humming a song, I was greeted by a dark room.
My husband actually moved to the living room to sleep!I panicked and turned on the light in the living room, my husband gave me a blank look, and silently went into the bathroom.
I suddenly realized that my husband was taking revenge on me!
Since that day, Xiao Li has carried out an act known as "cold violence" on me.
He hardly stopped talking nonsense with me, rarely ate with me, and stubbornly slept in the living room at night.
When I tried to talk to him, he either responded with a cold "um" or simply ignored me.
The sudden change left me helpless.
I knew it was all my own choice, and I cheated first.
But I never thought that Xiao Li, who has always been known for being gentle and introverted, would put pressure on me in such an extreme way.
He already knows about us. ”
The problem is really big. ”
Xiao Zhang frowned, "Is he going to divorce you?""I cried out in pain, but I knew in my heart that I had brought it all upon myself.
If I could do it all over again, I would never do anything to hurt Xiao Li.
I'm sorry, I hurt you. ”
No, it's not your fault. ”
I wiped away my tears and smiled reluctantly.
I have to take responsibility for my choices. ”
Back home, Xiao Li still had a cold attitude.
I plucked up the courage to talk to him, but he turned away and barely looked back.
Just as I was thinking about this, a huge turning point happened.
One day, when I indicated that I was going out as usual, Xiao Li suddenly stopped typing on the keyboard, stared at me coldly and said, "Are you going to blatantly go to see that third party?"."I was stunned and stammered speechless.
Well, there you go. ”
Xiao Li sneered, "I also have my plan." ”
I suddenly had a bad feeling.
In the days that followed, I waited anxiously for Xiao Li's counterattack.
I had a sense that his counterattack could happen at any moment, but I didn't know what action he would take.
Such anxious days kept me awake all night, and it also affected my mood when I met Xiao Zhang.
He seemed to be plotting a plan for revenge, and I was scared. ”
I cried to Xiao Zhang.
Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”
Xiao Zhang hugged me and tried to comfort me.
Have you considered parting peacefully with him?I shook my head: "He doesn't even want to talk to me right now.
I feel like he's hating me more and more. ”
At that time, someone suddenly broke the news of Xiao Zhang's derailment, and there were a lot of malicious **and** on some of his social accounts, which attracted countless onlookers.
This revelation caused an uproar overnight, and ** one-sidedly condemned Xiao Zhang as a scumbag.
Seeing the sudden revelations, my heart sank.
This is obviously done by Xiao Li!"I'm sorry, it's because I implicated you!I cried and said to Xiao Zhang.
It's almost like a public smear against a person in society.
Looking at Xiao Zhang, whose face was full of distress, my heart twisted painfully.
Don't blame yourself, I deserve it. ”
Xiao Zhang reluctantly comforted me, "It's you, be careful of Xiao Li, his methods are so vicious, you have to pay attention to safety." ”
I nodded, tears streaming down my face.
I finally saw my husband, who had always been gentle to me, a vindictive man.
He will erase anyone who is good to me in society.
I'm really scared of what he's going to do to me next.
After this incident, I didn't dare to see Xiao Zhang anymore, for fear that Xiao Li would hurt him.
I began to think about whether I should find an opportunity to have a sincere conversation with Xiao Li to see if I could resolve this crisis.
However, I underestimated Xiao Li's vindictive mentality.
One night, when I said that I was going to the supermarket to shop as usual, Xiao Li suddenly stopped me: "Aren't you afraid that I will also post your cheating ** on the Internet?"."I've already packed *** and camera in your bag. ”
Xiao Li smiled coldly and said, "In the past three years, I have been collecting evidence of your ambiguous relationship with Xiao Zhang.
Now that the evidence is complete, you can be discredited at any time. ”
I sat weakly on the couch, my whole body limp.
It turned out that I had been carefully covering up for three years, and it was all just self-deception.
Xiao Li has long been secretly laying a net and mastering all my handles.
You're kidding!Xiao Li sneered, "I worked hard to support my family, but you have betrayed me outside for three years, and you must make you pay!.""It's too late!Xiao Li dropped this sentence, turned around and went upstairs to the bedroom.
The next week was the hell of my life.
Xiao Li first posted my ambiguous **and** with Xiao Zhang on the forum, and also fabricated that I have a lot of lovers outside;Then it was fabricated that I was abusing my credit card and owed a large amount of debt.
I was horrified to find that the news and rumors spread so quickly that my reputation was ruined almost overnight.
Even my family and company cut off contact with me, and even the circle of friends quickly drew a line with me.
I was in the hospital for a month, physically and mentally exhausted, and I couldn't lift my spirits anymore.
My life has been completely ruined by the constant harassment** and cyberattacks caused by the revelations.
Xiao Li issued a statement on social **, saying that he couldn't stand my cheating behavior for three years and had reached an agreement to divorce me.
Many people came down to comfort and support him.
I was powerless to defend myself, so I had to bear it all in silence.
Finally, one day, little Daniel Zhang dared to come to the hospital to see me.
He clenched my cold hand: "Wait for you to ** some, I will help you start again." ”
I know he still loves me, but I don't have the strength to love anyone anymore.
Having lost my reputation and my life, I have become a walking corpse.
Soon, Xiao Li took all my belongings with him.
I painfully signed a divorce agreement with him.
He gave me a cold glance and turned away, never looking back.
A month later, I was finally discharged from the hospital and moved into a dilapidated rental house.
I couldn't find a job, I was urged to pay rent by my landlord, and I had to rely on my savings to support myself.
Gradually, I fell into severe depression and felt that life was hopeless.
I think back to the sweet old days with Xiao Li, those happy laughter when we were together;I also recalled the excitement of the tryst with Xiao Zhang.
Once upon a time, I had the opportunity to love and be loved, and I could have chosen to cherish it, but in the end I destroyed everything with my own hands.
In countless nights that seemed to be discarded, I realized again and again that the word "three" was destined to ruin my life.
Perhaps, I will be trapped forever in the painful memories of betrayal and betrayal.
This is the ending of my own choosing.
As the days passed, my mental state deteriorated.
Sometimes, I feel like Li and Zhang are right in front of me and ask me why I made those mistakes.
I would confess to them with tears and beg for forgiveness.
But when I opened my eyes, there was no one around.
One day, I couldn't bear the self-blame and pain in my heart, and decided to go to Xiao Li, even if it was just kneeling in front of him to admit my mistake.
I came downstairs to his company and saw Xiao Li leave alone after work from a distance.
I wanted to walk over, but suddenly I saw a beautiful young girl throw herself into Xiao Li's arms.
It turned out that Xiao Li already had a new relationship.
Looking at the sweet and happy smile on his face, I realized that he really didn't intend to forgive me.
He has started a whole new life.
I turned away with tears streaming down my face.
I regret my actions immensely, and at the same time, I feel sad for the good past I have with Xiao Li.
If I can go back to the past, I will definitely cherish Xiao Li and not let my feelings suffer any harm.
Even if life is ordinary, as long as we are together, it is the greatest happiness.
However, belated regret has become useless.
From that day on, I indulged myself even more.
Indulge in pain all day long, numbing yourself with alcohol and drugs.
I understood that I was dying, but I didn't have the courage or reason to continue living.
After struggling in despair for months, I finally couldn't take it anymore and decided to end my life.
I wrote a letter to Xiao Zhang to express my remorse to him;Then come to the church where Xiao Li was married, and stay for a long time in the place where we took the oath;Finally walk to the lake and sink yourself into the water.
I don't know how long it took me to feel someone rescue me in the chaos.
When I opened my eyes, I saw Xiao Zhang's anxious face.
It turned out that Xiao Zhang found my suicide note when he came to my house to look for me because I suddenly lost contact.
He quickly contacted the police and after searching everywhere, he finally found me by the lake.
Maybe my relationship with Xiao Li has faded, but I still have to live well.
Because I owe Xiao Zhang, and because I owe myself.
What I have lost, I will slowly pursue in my future life;I still have time to make up for the wrong choice.
I firmly believe that the path of finding meaning in life will eventually lead me to the light.
With Xiao Zhang's help, I gradually got rid of the shadow of depression.
I got a grassroots job and started a new life.
At first, I was under tremendous pressure to rebuild my career and start my life anew, and I often woke up in the middle of the night.
I kept reminiscing about the past and couldn't sleep all night.
Sometimes, I couldn't bear it and would send messages to Xiao Li and my family to try to explain, but I didn't get a response.
These words of apology and repentance are never heard.
After struggling in pain for more than a year, I finally truly understood the truth of "practice every day and pass the test".
I began to learn to face reality and live honestly in the moment instead of running away from the shadow of my mistakes forever.
I also learned to tolerate my mistakes and stop blaming myself all the time.
One day at work, I saw a mother leading a little girl to play in the park, and they were laughing happily.
This scene touched me, and I suddenly missed my children very much.
Since my divorce from Xiao Li, I haven't seen my daughter for more than two years.
After work, I plucked up my courage and went to Xiao Li's residence.
I hesitated at the door for a long time, and finally rang the doorbell after silently saying "I'm sorry" countless times in my heart.
The door opened, and Xiao Li glanced at me coldly: "What are you doing here?""She's doing well right now and doesn't need you to mess with her life!Let's go!Xiao Li raised his hand to close the door.
Just then, my lovely daughter heard the movement and ran over.
After seeing that it was me, she excitedly threw herself into my arms: "Mom!".I was so excited that I couldn't speak, and I hugged her tightly.
I couldn't stop crying, and for a moment I had forgotten that there was Xiao Li who was standing on the side and watching us.
It's really the last side. ”
I don't know how long later, Xiao Li's calm voice sounded in my ears, "I will explain it clearly to my daughter." ”
I reluctantly let go of my daughter and raised my hand to wipe away my tears.
I know that this is Xiao Li's last kindness, and I have no right to ask for more for myself.
I endured the heartache and smiled with relief: "Mommy will always love you, Star." ”
I turned away, and this time, I didn't look back.
I know that this is the perfect ending to my threesome story.
After a brief reunion with my daughter, I rediscovered my motivation to live.
I started working actively, trying to earn money, and joined a number of non-profit groups as volunteers, trying to make up for my mistakes by helping others.
In a rescue activity for victims of domestic violence, I met Xiaoyang, who understood and accepted me.
He had experienced painful feelings and was as eager to start over as I was.
The days with Xiaoyang were very pleasant.
Even though I sometimes feel sad when I think of my past with Xiao Zhang and Xiao Li, I have learned to stop losses at the right time and not to resentment and regret too much.
I can't live forever in the shadows of the past.
My relationship with Xiaoyang is getting better and better.
Three years later, we registered our marriage.
After I got married, I went back to visit my daughter again.
Watching her grow up, I had mixed feelings.
I know I will never make up for what I owe her, but I will always protect her.
Then, with the help of my friends, I reinvigorated myself and started a well-known clothing store.
As the days passed, the pain of the past faded away, and I rebuilt a warm home in the city.
Life is like this, even after experiencing the pain of betrayal and being betrayed, time will dilute the mistakes of the past.
I regained my exposure to the sun and learned to truly forgive myself.
I have a happy life again, and I have learned to be grateful for what I have.
Some may criticize threesomes as a betrayal of marriage, but love and marriage are never black and white.
Behind those intricate emotional entanglements, there is also an intolerable violence and an uncommunicative gap.
I finally understood that feelings need to be cultivated by both parties, and they need to be understood, and they need to be tolerant.
It also requires courage to face problems, to communicate, to forgive.
That's what I want to share with you.
No matter you or me, we will fall, but bravely choosing to get back up is the answer to the fullness of our lives.