Wen Xiaofan emotional
In fact, with a monthly income of more than 10,000 yuan, I used to write drama reviews for the past, but then the traffic was not good, so I gave up drama reviews and started writing others.
Last month's income was 16,800 yuan, of which 1,730 yuan was retirement salary. This was the first month's salary I got. Three days ago, I received my second month's pension.
With this pension, it will not be the same as before, and I will be anxious if the flow of articles is not good, and with this pension, I can at least be given a little security.
If you want to write for a few years, when the traffic is poor, you can earn 100 a month, and when the traffic is good, you can earn more than 20,000 a month. At first, I was coerced by traffic all day long, anxious and worried about data every day, but now it's okay, there is no traffic, and this can be enough for me to eat.
To be honest, it was only this year that I felt like I was living the way I wanted.
First, there is freedom of time, and secondly, freedom of earning money.
The result I have today is inseparable from a decision I made when I was 46 years old.
That year, I worked in a factory, working twelve hours a day, and I was tired like a dog every day.
Anyone who has worked in a textile factory knows that when the car is not working, there is no stop for a shift. A shift is 12 hours long, and one person does not stop all the time, which is really a particularly challenging physical task.
Especially the night shift, I leave work at 7 o'clock in the morning, but every 5 o'clock, my legs can't walk.
However, when people reach middle age, they are under a lot of pressure, and no one has a hard time. As a mother and a daughter, I have responsibilities and obligations that I have to bear.
So, the days went on like that. But inwardly, I've always wanted to escape from this life.
Although I didn't like this kind of life in my heart, the reality forced me to compromise. In the chess game of life, I am not qualified to be hypocritical, I have my responsibilities and obligations that must be fulfilled.
So, although I don't like it in my heart, and even though my body is very tired, that kind of life still goes on day by day.
That's right, I felt like I was staying up, and I remember a champion saying that if you keep going, good times will come. So, when I couldn't hold on, I told myself that I would just get through.
In 2018, my son insisted on doing what he loved, despite my objections. He said to me at the time, ".Person oneThe generation is always stronger than the generation. I don't want to be your age and still working here. ”
My son's words woke me up, and I asked myself, do I want to go on like this for the rest of my life?
At that time, I could even see the end of my life at a glance. I can't do it anymore, go home and become a farmer, that's all.
However, I don't want my life to be like this, I love to read books since I was a child, and I love to read inspirational books even more.
So, when my monthly salary was only 5,000 that year, I spent tens of thousands of dollars to learn to write.
However, learning to write is just a template, the master leads the door, and the practice is personal.
Since 2020, when I was closed and couldn't go out, I fell in love with reading for the first time, and I also loved reading in the previous decades, but I read some literary and artistic books.
Since February 2020, I have been in contact with reference books, and I fell in love with them as soon as I saw them, and I have persevered throughout these years.
Later, when I encountered a bottleneck in writing, I also looked for answers from books, and in this kind of writing and reading day after day, I met many friends with the same frequency. My cognition has gradually been opened, and my writing skills have grown rapidly.
Therefore, reading is really a harmless thing, and reading is also the lowest cost Xi.
I am also glad that my perseverance in the past few years has allowed me to meet a better version of myself at the age of 50.
If you are confused in the future and anxious about life, please be sure to keep a good attitude, read books, Xi, and connect with better people.
The best time to plant a tree is ten years ago, and if we plant the seed and put in the effort consistently, we will surely usher in the moment of flowering.
Salute to everyone who works hard for life!
Thank you 2023