The loneliness of the night, like an invisible mountain, weighed on my shoulders. I lay on the bed, feeling the silence of the room, reaching out and touching only the cold air.
The loneliness of being unaccompanied kept me awake and I could only shiver under the covers. At this moment, the phone suddenly rang, and it was a message from her: "What are you doing?".
This news suddenly made me feel a little less lonely in my heart, and at least someone was willing to talk to me. I replied to her: "I'm at home, what about you?".
She immediately replied: "I'm downstairs at your house, can you come out for a while?"I subconsciously got up and looked at the time, it was already two o'clock in the morning. My curiosity drove me to put on my coat and go downstairs.
Sure enough, she was standing downstairs, looking a little tired. "What's going on?I asked. She lowered her head and whispered, "Between us, after having a relationship, who is more looking forward to the next time?"
The person who came over gave the answer”。I was stunned, I didn't expect her to ask this question at this time. I replied with some hesitation, "I think maybe the boys will look forward to it more." ”。
She smiled bitterly and added, "Maybe I shouldn't have bothered you, I'm sorry." With that, she turned and left. Looking at her back, I was a little stunned.
The relationship between men and women is always full of misunderstandings and contradictions. I felt powerless and didn't know how to deal with it. I decided to share the relationship with my parents.
They sat beside me and listened to my troubles, and my father looked at me seriously and said, "Son, love is sometimes complicated, but feelings are always based on mutual respect and tolerance.
You should treat your relationship well and don't regret it because of the impulse. Mother also chimed in: "Yes, my father is right.
If there is a conflict between you, you should sit down and communicate well, and don't let the relationship be affected because of a small thing. "Their words made me feel guilty even more, they always longed for me to live happily.
In the face of emotional twists and turns, I seem to be a little overwhelmed. But deep down, I knew that I didn't want to give up no matter what. Perhaps, I should face her more firmly and express my true feelings to her.
I felt the stone in my heart finally fall to the ground, and I gladly agreed to her invitation. The two of them used to be a couple of lovers, but broke up because they had different expectations for each other.
Recently, they met in a café and honestly confessed their hearts to each other, solving the doubts and misunderstandings in their hearts.
However, when he went to find her, her mother raised suspicions about him, fearing that his actions would affect her daughter's future.
Later, he went to her house and found her, but their relationship didn't seem to become any closer. The contradictions and anxieties in his heart were exacerbated, which made his mood low. Now what should he do?
The concern of my family always made me feel irritable. Their interference bothered me and I needed time and space to deal with my own problems.
This family has always been depressing for me, and I often want to run away from it all. The feeling of loneliness accompanied me, like an invisible shackle, leaving me breathless.
In order to get rid of this feeling, I began to actively look for some recreational activities in the hope of distracting myself. Entertainment can really make me forget my inner boredom for a while.
However, the real confusion and contradictions have not been resolved by this. I understand that only by facing up to the inner contradictions and solving the problems in the family and emotions can we fundamentally get rid of the feeling of loneliness.
I don't know if she'll ever forgive me, or if there's still some affection between us. I hope to have a good talk with her, make everything clear, and find an outcome that is acceptable to both parties.
Now I am full of uncertainty about the future and missing her. Family and affection are always full of twists and turns and contradictions. Perhaps, this is also a problem that every couple faces when they get along.
However, I believe that as long as the two sides can communicate sincerely and tolerate and understand, perhaps all problems can be solved. Hopefully the same can be done between us.