Huang Xinying announced a full comeback!In the early morning of December 22, a number of ** in Hong Kong released Huang Xinying's interview content at the same time. In the interview, she shed tears and talked about the loss of her father not long ago and the "peace of mind incident" four years ago.
Huang Xinying said that the outside world has always believed that she has never apologized to the victims of the "peace of mind incident" (Zheng Xiuwen and Ma Guoming), but in fact, she has sent messages privately, but the other party has not responded.
At the time, I didn't think about whether the other person would forgive me, I just wanted to apologize. Even though it's been said that I never did it, I did, and I don't think there's any need to make a big deal about ......it”
Now, with the support of her newlywed husband Li Wanhong, she even has the courage to apologize to Sammi Cheng and Ma Guoming in person. "I've got enough courage at the moment that it took me a long time to be interviewed, just to get ready.
I need to be mature enough to handle it all, and maybe I'll really apologize myself, but it takes time to take it slowly. ”。That's a good thing, does Sammi Zheng still need such an apology now?
Every time she appeared in public, she never accused Huang Xinying, but persuaded the reporter to "look forward", this attitude was obviously a release of goodwill to Huang Xinying.
The "peace of mind incident" is a thing of the past, and it doesn't matter whether Sammi Cheng replied to Huang Xinying's apology message, but if Huang Xinying really apologized in person, would it be considered a secondary injury?
Huang Xinying "cheated", Ma Guoming chose to break up, she felt that this was normal, "From his point of view, maybe we won't be together again." If there were no problems, it would not have developed to this point, not together, I understand, and never considered compounding. ”。
After Huang Xinying fell into trouble, TVB did not expel her, and even invited her to return, but Huang Xinying herself said that she was not ready to meet the audience, and finally dragged it until the end of the contract with TVB.
After meeting her husband Li Wanhong, Huang Xinying made up her mind to become an independent singer, she paid for the production of ** out of her own pocket, and recently launched her third new song "isleep".
Huang Xinying's career as a singer is destined to be challenging, even if she is the most popular, she may not attract attention, not to mention that she is only a "former TVB artist" now.
Huang Xinying said that after experiencing the "peace of mind incident", she learned to consider the consequences of being a person and doing things, and she is willing to take responsibility for her actions. Huang Xinying said that she is mentally prepared to face all kinds of negative comments, and now she knows how to deal with negative emotions.
Huang Xinying found that although she was abused by many people on the Internet, she had never been abused by passers-by in real life, which made her still have good expectations for the world.
"I want to tell everyone that if you get a lot of abuse online, you can go out and you'll find people who are still very kind," she said. Because most of the people I met would say cheer to me, and everyone's concern for me made me feel more confident in humanity.
In order to promote her new song, Huang Xinying once again mentioned the "peace of mind incident", although this has some whitewashing, but she believes that she can never be whitewashed: "After making mistakes, I try to change, and I don't need to be whitewashed at all."
In fact, I can't get rid of my past mistakes. It's best to remember the mistakes you've made. If someone asks me to play the role of a bad woman, I can accept it. I shouldn't care what other people think of me.
In the whole thing, Huang Xinying felt that the person she was most sorry for was her father. Huang's father is a well-known Chinese medicine practitioner, and after he was ill for a period of time, he witnessed Huang Xinying die of illness after getting married.
Huang Xinying said: "After the 'peace of mind incident' broke out, my father felt sad and disappointed. I am a self-disciplined person who has never let my parents worry about it since I was a child. My parents also trust me. But after what happened, they began to reflect on whether they hadn't taught me enough
Huang's father was the first to severely criticize Huang Xinying. Huang Xinying recalled that her father bluntly said that she had made mistakes: "He would not comfort me, he would say that I was wrong, and he had to know why he made mistakes." He told me to think about the consequences before I did anything.
You can't just do ...... because you feel like you canThe whole thing involves too many people. During that time, Huang Xinying experienced a lot of warm and cold feelings. A behind-the-scenes friend sent her a message through someone else, saying, "You're finished, don't come back."
She was also betrayed by a friend in the circle, and when ** couldn't find her, that friend texted her, and her reply was immediately reported. Of course, there were also people who reached out to her when she was in trouble.
The host Lin Shengbin (A Bob) not only did not stay away from her after her accident, but also reached out to her and asked her if she needed help. Huang Xinying is still grateful.
Before the "peace of mind incident" happened, Huang Xinying was a flower girl supported by TVB, and she had the opportunity to try different roles, and there was also a "peerless good man" Ma Guoming by her side.
At that time, she and Li Wanhong were just ordinary friends, the latter was divorced and served as a drummer in the band, and his appearance and economic strength were average. From the eyes of the world, Huang Xinying should not have a good impression of Li Wanhong. The love story of Huang Xinying and Li Wanhong is full of drama.
Although Huang Xinying was once criticized, she was deeply impressed by Li Wanhong's two words of encouragement on social platforms. The two started chatting and got to know each other better because they had a dog together, which eventually developed into a couple.
Huang Xinying described her husband as "down-to-earth", giving her a sense of security when she was feeling down, and calming her heart with warm words.
More than a year later, Li Wanhong proposed to her, and although the speed surprised her, she accepted it because she believed that the two could live the future together. After 3 years of getting along, the two finally got married.
Li Wanhong's family also expressed their acceptance and love for Huang Xinying, which made her feel very touched and gratified. In the most difficult days, although Huang Xinying was unemployed, she was still grateful, believing that it was a precious experience in life.
Even after the incident, she still pays attention to the people who are related to her, including the marriage of Ma Guoming and Tang Luowen.
During the shutdown, she sold her property and received a payment for the end of her TVB contract, which allowed her to support herself and even produce her own records.
After being newly married for more than a month, she felt that her life had not changed much, because the two had lived together before, and the only difference was the change of title. Due to her age, she hopes to have a child as soon as possible, and they both plan to take care of the child themselves and do not plan to hand it over to a nanny.
Financially, she has already spent TVB's remuneration and now needs to use her savings, so she began to plan for the future.