My name is Xiao Ming, I am 28 years old, and I work as a programmer in an Internet company. Xiaohong, my girlfriend I met in college, broke up after a year of dating.
Xiaohong is my college classmate, she has a sweet appearance and a very likable personality. In the days together, we often interlocked our fingers to go shopping, strolling around the campus and chatting and talking, every day is sweet. But the good times didn't last long, and Xiaohong said that her feelings for me had changed, and she broke up with me in an earth-shattering way. I was very sad and lost, having spent the difficult years alone.
After the breakup, my whole body fell into a trough, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep well, and I looked depressed. My classmates around me advised me to cheer up, but I really couldn't forget Xiaohong, who would cry down when I lay on the bed in the dormitory at night. After living alone for a year, I finally came out of the shadows and started a new life.
Just yesterday, my normal life was suddenly shattered. On the way home from grocery shopping after work, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of me. "Xiao Ming, is that you?Little Red looked at me with teary eyes. I was shocked: "Xiaohong, why are you here?".Xiao Hong choked up and said, "Xiao Ming, I really regret it, I've had a bad time this year, and I think about you every day." I know you work for this company, so I mustered up the courage to come to you, I really want to get back together, are we okay together?I was caught off guard by her words and stammered, "This, this, I need time to think about it." ”
Xiaohong cried even more fiercely, grabbed my hand and begged me in a low voice: "Xiao Ming, I know that I was very irresponsible to you at the time, but I really regret it every day this year. You're such a good person, but I'll let you go. I regret dying and only now realize how much you mean to me. Please give me a chance to make amends, okay?"I have mixed feelings in my heart, and I can't help but soften when I think of the bits and pieces of our past. But immediately I forced myself to calm down again: "Xiaohong, after so many incidents, I have worked hard to start a new life, how can you suddenly run and say that you are back together?."”
Xiaohong cried miserably, hugged my arm and said, "I know it's selfish, but I really regret it." Now I understand that you are the person I love the most. I've had a hard year, please give me a chance. "Seeing her in so much pain, I was also very soft-hearted. After all, we used to be sweet, and I couldn't bear to refuse her like that. But it was impossible to get back together immediately, so I hesitated, so I said, "Xiaohong, let's talk about this slowly, I still need time to think about it." Don't cry yet, let's go back today. Xiaohong wiped her tears and kept nodding: "Then, you think about it." I'll wait for you. ”
Looking at the back of Xiaohong leaving, my heart couldn't calm down for a long time. It's been over a year since we've been apart, and I thought I had let go, but I didn't expect her to suddenly come back and say that she was going to get back together, which upset my heart. Looking at her departing figure, my memories go back to the time we spent together. Her smile was sweet and gentle, and the bird's appearance once made me fall in love. Every time I went on a date, she would hold my arm and affectionately call me "Xiao Mingming". Thinking about this, my heart beat a little faster. But when I think about it, she didn't leave me cruelly, she hasn't been in touch for so long, and now her change of heart is inevitably too sudden. I looked up at the sky with mixed feelings.
Back home, I still couldn't calm down. My mind is full of bits and pieces with Xiaohong. Scenes of the past are replayed like a movie. We were so sweet too, I thought we would be together forever. "Ding Dong", the doorbell suddenly rang, waking me up from my memories. I looked at the time, it was late, who could it be?
When I opened the door, Xiaohong stood outside the door, as if she had been waiting for a long time. "Xiaohong, why are you here again?"."I'm a little helpless. "Xiao Ming, I really can't leave, can you just let me go in and sit for a while?""The little red circles are red again. Seeing how embarrassed she was, I hesitated for a moment and finally let her in. "Xiaohong, I said it takes time to think about it. You're going to make it hard for me to do that. I tried to dissuade her. "No!I have to get your answer today!Xiaohong suddenly became tough, "I didn't sleep well last night." Xiao Ming, I am determined to save you, you must give me a chance!"I was surprised by her reaction, obviously she didn't give me time to think about it, and it was hard for me to accept such a tough attitude. We argued, and I insisted that I needed time to think about it, but Xiaohong clinged to my hand and refused to leave.
Looking at Xiaohong's way of holding on to me, my mind suddenly appeared with the injuries and discomforts I had suffered in the past year.
Xiaohong, do you know how much pain I had after the breakup?You just left casually, do you know how many days I cried?My emotions suddenly got out of control, and I yelled at Xiaohong.
Little Red was frightened by my anger and looked at me with tears in her eyes.
Breaking up may be simple for you, but it affects me too much. Did you really love me?If you love someone, how can you abandon him so ruthlessly!I asked angrily.
Now you think of me because you think of me?Why are you so selfish!"I couldn't contain the anger in my heart.
Little Red burst into tears, but this time her tears could only make me feel pathetic. She was so irresponsible, too selfish.
I'm sorry Xiao Ming, leaving you at that time was the worst decision I've ever made in my life!Xiaohong cried.
At that time, my parents strongly opposed us being together, and I chose to leave because of my weak personality. Later, I followed my parents' arrangement to go on a blind date, but no one can compare to you!”
Every day I came back from a blind date, I regretted it, how could I listen to my parents?Every day I think about you!”
The parents disagreed then, but now they are reconsidering. Yesterday I mustered up all the courage to have a big fight with my parents and came to you. Please give me this chance to make amends!”
Xiaohong couldn't cry, I saw that she seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and I couldn't bear it, but I still shook my head firmly: "I know that your parents' opposition has brought you great pressure, but you shouldn't leave me without saying hello." It hurt me too much. ”
Seeing Xiaohong so painful and regretful, my tone softened: "Xiaohong, I understand that this is not easy for you either. But it was all too sudden. It takes two hearts to get back together, and now I still have a pimple in my heart that needs time to digest. ”
I can't say. I sighed, "But not in a hurry." You need to take your time. I'm not sure if I still have the courage to regain it. ”
I looked at her with mixed feelings. After all, we have missed it, and we can't go back to the past.