I remember when I was a child, it felt like it was late at nine o'clock, and the ending song of the TV series at that time was like my sleep bell, and whenever it rang, it was time to go into the bed.
At that time, there were no mobile phones, tablets and other electronic products, and the night in my hometown always brought infinite peace and tranquility. There was a bright moon hanging in the night sky, and the stars shimmered like diamonds, casting a veil of mystery over the earth with their faint light.
Lying under the covers, with the windows open, a breeze rustling gently through the leaves. Without the hustle and bustle of the city and the noise of vehicles, everything is quiet and makes people fall asleep quickly.
When I was a child, I always felt that I didn't have the freedom to choose to sleep, and I had to go to bed early, unlike adults who could sleep whenever they wanted.
When I grew up, I realized that going to bed early when I was a child was a luxury, and adults had long lost the freedom to go to bed at nine o'clock.
If you think about it, I don't know if it started when I was a student, or if it became like this after I worked. It's been a long time since I've slept before nine o'clock, and I can't remember exactly how long it was.
Even the friends around me, few of them can go to bed before nine o'clock.
Friend A: He works as a doctor, and he always works a few night shifts a week, and it is impossible for him to go to bed before 10 o'clock, or even stay up all night.
Married friend B: When she got married, she had a child, because she had to take care of the baby, so her sleep was cut to pieces, and her husband often had to take turns in the middle of the night to feed the child and change diapers.
Friend C: Long-term insomnia patients, because of stress and anxiety, Xi habit of taking drugs to fall asleep, even if early ** brewing sleepiness may not be able to fall asleep.
Friend D: A literary and artistic young man who likes to write, he thinks that he is too impetuous during the day, and the night can make people feel calm and inspired, and often chooses night as the creative time, and staying up late is the norm.
As for myself, I don't seem to have so many reasons to be honorable. It's just that after the exhaustion of the day, I said that I wanted to go to bed early, and I washed up early and went to bed, but I couldn't stop as soon as I picked up my mobile phone, and I didn't know it was already late at night.
Sometimes I reflect on myself that this meaningless swiping of my phone is actually a waste of my life, but I can't help but want to prolong the night by playing with my phone. This kind of time may only be short-lived, but it can bring me a rare sense of relaxation and happiness.
In this fast-paced society, it has become even more important to have your own time. Just like my friends, some people just get home at 9 o'clock at night, some people haven't left work until 9 o'clock, some people like to create after 9 o'clock, and some people have to keep waking up after falling asleep.
During the day, we continue to go to work and school, and only at night or even late at night can we usher in our own time.
In a hustle and bustle of the world, everyone craves to find their own moment of peace and freedom, whether it's to think alone, chase dreams, or relax and entertain.
Therefore, Xi is used to "staying up late with revenge" to use the time that was stolen with great difficulty, doing something meaningless to relieve pressure, short but free.
Maybe what I miss is not the specific way of going to bed at 9 o'clock at night when I was a child, but the quiet and relaxed state in the early days.
After all, the sense of control over life when I grow up is gradually being taken away, just like the memory of going to bed early when I was a child, slowly fading.
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