When Zhou Zhigang was playing chess with his grandson, his eyes suddenly went black and he fainted to the ground. Bingkun was frightened, and immediately sent Zhou Zhigang to the hospital with a cart with Fa Xiao. The doctor told Bingkun that Zhou Zhigang's body had reached its limit, so prepare for the future in advance!
Bingkun's mind was blank, he never thought that his father's departure would be so sudden. Fortunately, Zhou Zhigang gradually woke up from his coma, and his consciousness became clearer. He took Bingkun's hand and said: Go back, go home!
As soon as he spoke, it was like exhausting Zhou Zhigang's whole body energy, Bingkun sent his father home, and his father was sleepy. Li Suhua leaned on the kang and held Zhou Zhigang tightly. She wanted to feel his temperature at all times and never take another step away from him. When it was almost dusk, Zhou Zhigang woke up again. He smoked the cigarette that Bingkun personally handled, gradually regained his spirit, and told Li Suhua, wife, it's better to go home!
As soon as Zhou Zhi finished speaking, Bingyi pushed the door in, and then Zhou Rong came again. The family sleeps on a kang and tells tender thoughts in the dark.
Bingkun proposed to Zhou Zhigang who of the three children in his mind was the best?Zhou Zhigang smiled: Your sister and brother are not at home, so I will say that Bingkun is the best. Your brother and you are not at home. I'll tell you sister, you're the best. Your father is an old fox, all three of you are little foxes, and your mother is a fox.
The three children laughed to their hearts when they heard this. Only Li Suhua was behind them, silently crying. She doesn't cry, her body doesn't tremble with sobbing. Tears fell from the corners of his eyes, but they couldn't come out anyway. In the dead of night, the three children had already fallen asleep, Li Suhua listened to Zhou Zhigang's wheezing sound weakening, turned his head to look at the old wife who had accompanied him all his life, and made some determinations.
The next day, just after dawn, the family learned that Zhou Zhigang had died in the evening. Li Suhua did not cry loudly, and did not tell the children about the past between himself and Zhou Zhigang, even if it was a tear.
She held a thick quilt to spread Zhou Zhigang's body, and calmly told Zhou Rong, don't cry, look at how stretched your father's face is. Any idea why?With such a good child as you, he is relieved, and his mother is also relieved.
None of the three children of the Zhou family noticed anything abnormal in Li Suhua's words, before Zhou Zhigang's death, he did say something proud of his three children, he thought that Li Suhua said this, just to comfort them not to be too sad, but he didn't know that Li Suhua said this, and he also said goodbye to them.
That night, there were 3 children sitting outside the door discussing Zhou Zhigang's funeral, and Li Suhua persuaded him: Why are you outside?It's so cold, what's going on to come into the house to discuss!Your father was an old Communist Party member, and he didn't keep his spirits. Winter is so cold, if you get frozen, Daddy should complain about me!
The three children went back to the house to discuss the problem, but they were too tired to discuss and fell asleep. I don't know how long later, Zhou Bingyi suddenly woke up and saw that Li Suhua was not resting on the hospital bed, so he shouted: Where is Mom?Where's Mom?
The three children came outside the room and saw Li Suhua sitting in the mourning shed holding Zhou Zhigang's hand and passed away. Before leaving, she did not give the children any last words, just like Zhou Zhigang was very satisfied with these three children. Looking at the farther her her children crossed, her steps were calm and calm.
The first time I saw this scene, I was in tears on the screen. What kind of deep affection does it take between her and Zhou Zhigang to be able to accompany Zhou Zhigang after Zhou Zhigang's death!On Huangquan Road, is she afraid that he will be lonely, no one will speak, and no one will care?But her body is still very tough, how can she be willing to leave her 3 children and leave this world?
Rereading this scene today, my eyes are still red from crying, but I suddenly understand the reason why Li Suhua chose to leave Zhou Zhigang and has not yet entered the ground, and the reason why Zhou Zhigang was said to be an old fox back then, Li Suhua was born as a fox, although Li Suhua suffered from cerebral thrombosis and forgot many things, but her heart is more thorough than everyone.
Zhou Zhigang is one of the backbones.
As soon as Li Suhua appeared, he was already middle-aged, and he had neither the ability of Zhou Zhigang to earn money to support his family, nor did he study, so he became an intellectual. She is like most ordinary and ordinary mothers, who only know to go around the house and on the stove every day. The Zhou family has 3 children, taking care of them every day for food and clothing, occupying the best time of her youth.
Fortunately, she worked hard for half her life to make her three children famous. Zhou Bingyi came to the Construction Corps to be an educated youth, although the conditions here are very poor, but as long as he does a good job, he will make great achievements in the future. Although Zhou Rong has only studied in junior high school, she has excellent grades and pure appearance, and she can be regarded as a talented woman second to none in photon films. Although the third Zhou Bingkun's grades are poor, he is honest and honest, and he knows her best and thoughtfully.
Although Zhou Zhigang has a bit of machismo, he never dislikes Li Suhua for being uneducated and does not think that women have to work hard for the family, but he knows what it is like to think about his wife and care about his wife than ordinary husbands. For Li Suhua, the two live in a dilapidated photon film, but the family is warm and harmonious, and there is a seemingly simple but the warmest happiness. It's just that the times are changing, and the fate of the Zhou family will change at any time.
Photon Tablets leave only one child at home in each family, and the rest of the children must go to the countryside to become educated youth. Originally, Li Suhua wanted to get Bingkun to the countryside, while Zhou Rong stayed at home, after all, it was insecure for a girl to go out. Who knew that Zhou Zhigang and Zhou Bingyi's front feet had just left, and Zhou Rong carried the whole family to Guizhou.
By the time her family learned about it, she boarded a train to Guizhou and found Feng Huacheng, a Beijing poet with whom she often communicated. Zhou Rong, the only daughter of the Zhou family, the pearl of Zhou Zhigang and his wife, now she left her hometown, for a person she had never met, abandoned her parents, the more Zhou Zhigang thought about it, the more angry he became, and he was unwilling to recognize Zhou Rong as his daughter.
It has been three years since Zhou Rong arrived in Guizhou, and she rarely wrote to her family in the past three years, and many times Li Suhua wanted Zhou Rong to cry, but she didn't know what to do except cry
Zhou Zhigang is the pillar of this family - whatever the Zhou family says, it is what it is. Li Suhua, like most wives, just eats and drinks at home, and whatever big ideas the family has to make depend on Zhou Zhigang. Li Suhua had long been Xi to obeying Zhou Zhigang's arrangement, so Zhou Zhigang did not allow Zhou Rong to come again, and she did not dare to quietly get in touch with Zhou Rong and ask Zhou Rong to return home.
During the Spring Festival, Zhou Zhigang was supposed to return to China to reunite with Li Suhua, but he was still relieved that Zhou Rong would arrive and come to Guizhou. Li Suhua received the letter written by Zhou Rong and was so excited that she cried bitterly. Zhou Rong is a piece of meat that fell from his body, even if Zhou Zhigang doesn't recognize his daughter, he will remember himself in his heart, but this memory can only be remembered, now that Zhou Zhigang has taken Zhou Rong and Feng Huacheng together, he can also bring his daughter to the house openly.
Li Suhua's inner excitement just reflects the position in Zhou Zhigang's heart. She is afraid of disobeying her husband's words, even if she knows that her husband has done something wrong, even if she has any opinions in her heart, she must support her husband to make a decision. Zhou Zhigang is the backbone of her heart and the core of her life.
Li Suhua suffered from cerebral thrombosis and was in a coma for several years. In the past few years, Zhou Zhigang has rarely taken care of her and rarely appeared by her side, so when she woke up, in addition to thinking of Bingkun and relying on Zheng Juan, she felt very strange about the surrounding environment.
During the Spring Festival, Zhou Zhigang returned from abroad, and Zheng Juan specially brought a family photo to introduce the characters in ** to her one by one, so that she remembered what Zhou Zhigang was like. Li Suhua looked at the picture with a smile, unable to think of anything in her heart.
At dusk, Zhou Zhigang returned and opened the bedroom curtain, Li Suhua was startled, then slowly stood up, and shouted with a gentle smile on his face: His father!
Li Suhua recognized Zhou Zhigang!Li Suhua's illness made her forget many people and things, but at that moment, she remembered Zhou Zhigang - the lover who held hands with her for half her life and snuggled up to each other. Zhou Zhigang was surprised and delighted, and tears were sprinkled on Li Suhua's shoulders like a bead with a broken thread.
A deep love for him. Li Suhua likes Zhou Zhigang like this, it's easy to like someone, but it's hard to forget someone he loves deeply. Even he didn't realize that Zhou Zhigang had already been engraved in his bones, becoming an existence that he wanted to forget but couldn't forget.
Zhou Zhigang, as the backbone of Li Suhua, is the hope and strength that supports her to survive. She knew that Zhou Zhigang knew everything, and it could even be said that he just said a few digressions casually. It is precisely because he understands that when Zhou Zhigang chatted with the three children before his death, the children thought that their father was fine, so they began to play with laughter, only Li Suhua understood in his heart that Zhou Zhigang was strong to support his body and finished talking about the end of his life - I want to say.
Although Zhou Zhigang did not have a long talk with Li Suhua before his death, she also understood what Buxuan said verbally. Zhou Zhi has just passed away, she does not want to live extravagantly, she has been in love for life, she was born under the coffin and died in the coffin!
Li Suhua's death vividly rendered her love with Zhou Zhigang. But few people know what Li Suhua thought when he didn't sleep on the eve of his death. She chose to run away, not only for love, but also for her children.
Zhou Bingkun is Li Suhua's heart disease.
Li Suhua has three children, and the three children have their own skills, but for Li Suhua, Bingkun is a unique existence.
Bingkun has poor grades in Xi since he was a child, so he always looks up at home. In the process of growing up, Zhou Bingyi was admitted to Peking University and became the governor's son-in-law, Zhou Rong was also admitted to Peking University, married the famous poet Feng Huacheng, and became an associate professor after graduation, with a bright future, but Zhou Bingkun was unremarkable and failed to achieve anything, and married a widow with children as his wife.
Bingkun grew up with low self-esteem, and his greatest wish was to get his father's affirmation, but Zhou Zhigang never praised himself, every New Year's holiday, Zhou Zhigang took his family out to pay New Year's greetings, just praised Zhou Rong and Bingyi for making his face bright, Bingkun took care of Li Suhua at home for several years, and did not get a word of praise.
Bingkun went to the train station to see off Zhou Zhigang, but he was also severely counted by Zhou Zhigang, Zhou Zhigang persuaded him to stop deceiving himself, stop thinking that he should care about his mother, and raise children for Zhou Rong.
This sentence is a word that kills people's hearts, and every sentence makes Bingkun's heart panic. After that, Bingkun vowed not to engage in fame and never correspond with his father.
In Zhou Zhigang's mind, only by being admitted to university and bringing honor to his family can he fulfill his filial piety. But this is not the case for Li Suhua. At that time, the family was all educated young people in the countryside, and she and Bingkun were the only ones in the family. Bingkun goes out day and night, goes home to accompany her to nag, deal with the big and small things in the family for her, and also spend time to tease her, if it weren't for Bingkun's thoughtfulness and heartache for her, how hard it would have been for her to be at home without her husband for a few days!
Although Bingkun has poor grades in Xi, he treats people kindly. When Zhou Rong returned from the Spring Festival, Bingkun specially bought a large skewer of pork. At that time, pork was available every festival. Bingkun spent the money on meat, but he was reluctant to take a bite, so he wrapped it up and kept it for Zhou Rong.
Li Suhua was heartbroken that his son was so sensible, so he cooked several pieces of braised pork for Bingkun, Bingkun's gluttonous saliva flowed, and he also left a few pieces for his mother to taste. A few children have eaten a good meal, do you remember to give it to their mother?It was Bingkun's seemingly simple and ordinary behavior that moved Li Suhua.
So Li Suhua, who had been in a coma for many years, woke up and heard Bingkun crying: Mom, don't you want me?
Only then did she redden: Impossible, you are your mother's old pimple, Bingkun.
Bingkun always has no sense of existence at home, and it is Li Suhua's affirmation of Bingkun that makes Bingkun full of confidence. She told Bingkun: Bingkun, you are more powerful than your brother and sister. After your brother and sister left in 1969, my mother thought that they had really left and would never be able to go home. Isn't it all your hard work?With you, mom feels very down-to-earth and can be very stable.
It was Li Suhua's words that said Bingkun's heart, she believed in Bingkun's preciousness at home, and also believed in Bingkun's silent dedication for so many years, so Bingkun was determined to become a man who nourished his mouth and body and made his parents feel happy.
Zhou Zhigang and Li Suhua, who hope that their son Jackie Chan, just want their children to be safe, healthy, and raise children to prevent old age. They have different requirements, so the children they like are not the same, but for Li Suhua, she knows Bingkun better and loves him more.
Until Zhou Zhigang passed away, Bingkun asked Zhou Zhigang which child he recognized the most, proving that Zhou Zhigang always had a knot in his heart to uncover. However, Zhou Zhigang happened to avoid the topic and did not give Bingkun a positive response. But all this is irrelevant, Zhou Zhigang defended Bingkun in front of Bingyi and Zhou Rong, and he has already proved that he affirms Bingkun and loves Bingkun.
Li Suhua is thoughtful, of course she understands what Bingkun's words mean, in the past few years, it is Bingkun who owes her children the most. After Zhou Zhigang finished confessing, he remembered that he had lived in his later years, and when he was older, he would be even more confused in the future, and he couldn't even take care of himself after eating, drinking, and Lazar, so he had to be taken care of. At that time, will she be able to leave as peacefully as Zhou Zhigang?
It's better to walk decently if it's a burden.
As the eldest son in the family, Bingyi should have shouldered the responsibility of taking care of his parents, but after marriage, he lived in Dongmei's house, and treated Dongmei's parents better than his own parents. On the first day of the Lunar New Year, he had a meal at home and left, and he didn't even go home in the second year of junior high school, Zhou Zhigang only stayed at home for a few days and continued to go out to workBesides, the two are not too far apart. But he didn't go home until his junior year.
Bingkun angrily blamed Bingyi for having no conscience, but Bingyi couldn't get away on the grounds that Dongmei's house was entertaining, Bingkun blamed: Can't you have no conscience?Their families would not have been possible without you in the past?Or simply unwilling to go?Yes, the governor's son-in-law is a top priority, and the governor's son-in-law is supreme.
Bingyi is not angry, and kicks Bingkun fiercely. If it weren't for Bingkun's reminder, maybe he hadn't used his own identity to play on the topic, and he wouldn't have gone home to see before Zhou Zhi left by train. Bingyi was still alive when Zhou Zhigang and Li Suhua were healthy, if Li Suhua was really lying on the hospital bed, how could he expect Bingyi's care?Maybe it would be good for him to come back to see her in a few months.
Zhou Rong is not busy with work, but she is still a daughter after all, at that time, it was rare to have children and have daughters to support the elderly, plus Zhou Rong is pampered, lives out of herself, and does not know how to empathize with others. If her eating, drinking, and Lazar had to be taken care of, would Zhou Rong be able to afford this hardship?There is no filial son in bed after being sick for a long time, and a thankless girl like Zhou Rong cannot be a filial son.
The only thing she can look forward to is Zheng Juan. In the years when she was in a coma, it was Zheng Juan who served feces, urine, and acupoints to herself every day, so that she woke up and could come down for a walk again. On Li Suhua's body, it was Zheng Juan who massaged every day and caused the deformation of his hands.
When Li Suhua first lay in the hospital bed, Zhou Zhigang tried to take care of her all night, and the next day the house was in a mess of porridge, with the bowl smashed, the urinal spilled, and the bedding wet. Zhou Zhigang had no choice but to recognize Zheng Juan as his daughter-in-law and asked her to take care of Li Suhua all the time.
Li Suhua knows in his heart that Zheng Juan is the one who dedicates the most to the family. So Li Suhua found Zheng Juan and Bingkun to make a conflict, and then said with his heart and lungs: Juan'er, before, your father and I were the most unpleasant to see Bingkun, his younger brothers and sisters have been excellent in Xi since primary school, and it took him a lot of effort to pass the exam, I often wonder, is it because I was too tired and lacked nutrition when I was pregnant with him?Your father said that the two children in the family can be good, which one can be on top?But unexpectedly, when he was old, he still had to help. Mom's heart is like a mirror, Mom has his help, Mom has your help!
Zheng Juan's life is too painful, and the trust of youth is not and she is pregnant unmarried. After meeting Bingkun, he also had to take care of Li Suhua, Zhou Rong and his children, and now her life is just a little over, the children are older, but she is older. In the future, when I think of Zheng Juan still having to run before and after serving herself, I feel very uncomfortable!
Since they have been living all the time, they are destined to be a burden to the children, so it is better to easily walk away before they have added a burden to them. When the three children grow up, they each have their own lives and futures, and she firmly believes that if they are not dragged by themselves, the children will definitely be able to go further.
After Li Suhua's death, Zheng Juan cried the most moved. After she and Bingkun got married, they almost circled around Li Suhua, and now that Li Suhua is not around, she feels empty in her heart and seems to have lost a very important thing. But for Li Suhua, there is value in doing so.
The wishes of parents in this life are roughly like a sentence: youth, don't drag your precious son back;When you reach old age, you will not be held back from birth. There is no greater success than this.
Li Suhua knew that she had dragged Zheng Juan for most of her life, and she couldn't continue to drag her back, otherwise she would be very uneasy. Birth, old age, sickness, and death are human nature, and her graceful departure is the best gift for her children.
Maupassant said: We love our parents almost unconsciously, because this love is as natural as human beings live in the world, and it is not until the moment of final parting that we realize how deep the roots of this emotion are.
I think this is the truth that "The World" wants to convey, life is short, time always flies too fast, and we realize it too late. On the road of growth, you must know how to cherish and cherish the man who loves you the most on the road of life, because if you lose it, it is irreparable regret.