"There are only two kinds of people in the world, one is the one who decides the fate of others, and the other is the one whose fate is decided by others. ”Just when Chi Dawei was staying in the office to death, a female colleague who usually played well introduced him to a girlfriend named Qu Wenqin.
Her mother was a high school teacher, and her father was a deputy commissioner for a district who died in a car accident while she was a junior in college. Since then, she has changed her invincible temper, and she has become much more low-key.
But it also made her take power too seriously, and often pressed him with men's responsibilities, telling him not to be willful and think about the future of the family. Therefore, she did everything possible to let Chi Dawei please Director Ma and his wife, and even made something out of nothing. This made Chi Dawei unbearable, until he became disgusted later.
Chi Dawei was as sad about his survival and prospects as an intellectual, just as Qu Yuanzhong was chased back then. In Chi Dawei's view, Confucius said that benevolent people love people, and "benevolence" literally means "two people", and if you want to be benevolent, you must first love others.
And in fact, now everyone starts from their own interests, not to be themselves, but the world has prescribed a good state for you. If he doesn't do a good job of the role that the world imposes on him, he will become the second Yan Zhihe in the hall, and he will not even be as good as him.
Yan Zhihe used his failed life experience to tell him:Don't learn from me, my lifelong experience is not to be blind, to see things clearly, not to be deaf, to hear information to hear, but to be dumb, see and hear the heart of the know, but don't say anything, as soon as you say it, it's wrong. Because the truth is like the dough in their hands, no matter how you knead it, it makes sense
But Chi Dawei still couldn't hold back, and finally went down to the Chinese Medicine Association to sit on the cold bench for 6 years, as if he had lost his relationship with the world. Girlfriend Qu Wenqin left him as expectedIn Chi Dawei's view, she is pursuing the nobility brought by her status, and she also wants to restore her former glory, which is one of her most important expectations for marriage. But Chi Dawei still wanted to stick to the nobility of the commoner, and he couldn't give her the status she wanted.
Later, Chi Dawei met his second girlfriend hospital** Dong Liu, and the reason why he liked it was because of her simplicity, which was the type he wanted. Later, the days were as plain as water, so naturally we talked about it and got married. Dong Liu is a person who is very good at living, she is content with the status quo, she doesn't want any good future at all, and she doesn't care about Chi Dawei's embarrassing living situation at all.
They used to be careless, but since she became pregnant, everything has changed, and what they think is difficult, others have it at their fingertips, but they are struggling. Because he was afraid of getting into trouble because he was squeezing the bus to and from work, Chi Dawei looked for someone to transfer Dong Liu closer to home, but he ran into walls everywhere.
wanted his mother-in-law to help take care of the children, because there was only one room, he went to the section chief to ask for an empty house, but the other party refused in every way, and finally gave the house to Ding Xiaohuai, the nemesis of the previous office (already a section-level cadre).
As the due date approached, Dongliu Unit Hospital died of a pregnant woman due to heavy bleeding, and there was a medical case. The hospital asked her to go to other hospitals to give birth, and the money was advanced by her, and the hospital account was empty, and she would report it later, but they couldn't come up with the 1,000 yuan they needed.
In the end, he took the money of Ren Zhiqiang, Dong Liu's sister's boyfriend, whom he despised the most. In his eyes, Ren Zhiqiang is a speculative and clever man.
After giving birth to a son, Dong Liu is like a different person, he is usually reluctant to eat and wear, but he does not want his son to suffer a little wrong, so he buys original imported milk powder, clothes, diapers, cribs, etc.
But in this way, it is overstretched, and money is needed everywhere, which also makes Chi Dawei realize:There is nothing in the world that is shallower than money, but there is nothing deeper than money.
The most embarrassing thing is to live with my mother-in-law's family of four, and I can't even play my husband and wife life, and the old man is woken up by an occasional noise, and he is so scared that he can't do it in the end. Just because he has no power or power, no matter how many empty houses there are, he will not have a share.
However, Ding Xiaohuai later moved into a new two-bedroom house with joy and hugs. Ren Zhiqiang also has his own car, and every time the horn of the car comes to the car, he is afraid that others will not know that he has a car.
Chi Dawei also understands in his heartMany things are not as difficult as I imagined, the problem is that I have to put my face down, stretch out my hand, do it, and have enough psychological endurance.
Chi Dawei, who has been a good person like his father all his life, faced these cruel realities, and his pretentiousness and self-appreciation were slowly shattered by the world, and soon Ding Xiaohuai, who had always looked down on him, was promoted to deputy director again.
Dong Liu took advantage of this topic and said:It's okay if we go to the dark in this life, but we can't help but flutter for the sake of our children. Those people want everything, just shameless;Eat everything, just don't suffer. You can't cherish your feathers more than your children.
Next, his son was going to go to the provincial ** kindergarten, and Chi Dawei used all the relationships to get it done, but he never thought that he would be dealt with by the despised Ren Zhiqiang.
Chi Dawei is more and more aware that he can't understand this society, he has persevered for so many years, he doesn't know what persistence is, where is the value, and how many 6 years of life are wasted?
For so many years, I am not only sorry for myself, but also sorry for my beloved family for letting them suffer with me, and I am the only youngest graduate student in this hall. But apart from this title, he is still useless.
Just when Chi Dawei was in a mental crisis, the classmates of the University of Chinese Medicine had a reunion in Beijing. Xu Xiaoman, the first love school flower of the year, came to pick him up, and she was already the director of the North Division. Seeing Dawei's situation, and also seeing Dawei's worldly contempt for her, she said something like this:
"No one lives in the clouds and suddenly falls into the world, who doesn't have a little psychological barrier at the beginning?Those of us who don't have a little pride?But with this bit of pride, I am reluctant to wronged myself, so what should I do?If you want the world to adapt to itself, that can't be. ”
And most of the male classmates are already successful people in this officialdom, and they don't hesitate to spend ** and talk about meat jokes unscrupulously, and finally come to a conclusion:When hypocrisy becomes a rule, people will no longer have a sense of hypocrisy, nor will they have psychological pressure, but just do things according to the rules.
So, will this party touch Chi Dawei and finally go completely black?For more exciting content, please read the original work of Yan Zhen's "The Water of the Waves", and you can continue to pay attention to my interpretation!