I feel from the bottom of my heart that although the love between Zhou Bingkun and Zheng Juan has encountered obstacles, it is full of unspeakable bitterness.
Zheng Juan has a big heart and a kind heart. She doesn't care what others think of her. In Bingkun, the most important thing is a heart. In the eyes of others, she is a well-educated, cultivated, far-sighted, hard-working, and dedicated woman. She never begged for a burst of luxury and sympathy.
In Taiping Hutong, her "little-known" secret is heart-wrenching. Initially, Zhou Bingkun found her home with the money, and his face was angry, because he developed a strong hostility towards the "enemy" associated with Tu Zhiqiang.
A strange man suddenly sent an unknown item, which made Zheng Juan feel deeply ashamed. She gave him the money, but he didn't ask for it back. Money is precious, not something that can be obtained by giving it casually. She thought she should tell him all about it. Zhou Bingkun's sudden appearance broke her inner peace. Her heart began to stir. She seems lost at first, with a sense of distance.
She doesn't understand how much money is really worth?This is not allowed due to gifts from others without conclusive evidence. However, Zheng Juan's indifferent face will eventually be deeply moved. After the death of Zheng's mother, Nan Nan lost the opportunity to become a ** fan, and her life became helpless, but Zhou Bingkun always gave her warm care.
In the original work "The World", it describes the time when the Zhou family was in distress and Zheng Juan lived in the Zhou family, and their lives were like walking on thin ice. "My home is in the country, and I have to stay here for a few days every day, and my heart will be as lonely as this land. The gossip and gossip of her neighbors is everywhere, and she is still busy taking care of people of all ages in her family.
She's a good person!"Zheng Juan has qualities of kindness and compassion, which makes her destined to be treated unfairly, and she will not reveal anything to the outside world when she has something on her mind. During the six months of her imprisonment, Zhou Bingkun showed her benevolence and righteousness, and she Xi learned massage methods from Chunyan, so that Feng Yue was cared for like her own child.
Zheng Juan always thinks from the perspective of others, no matter how difficult it is, she will bear it alone. She is a kind, strong and optimistic woman. Although fate did not have deep feelings for her, it still gave her a deep friendship. In the relationship between the Debao couple, Zhou Bingkun's friend learned about the deep affection between her and Bingkun, but he didn't care about her, regarded the affairs of the Zhou family as his own private matter, and was full of respect for her.
1Do not expect any form of return, come in person, and maintain a humble posture in order to repay the kindness.
Zhou Rong and Feng Hua became the brilliant experience of the two, and Zhou Bingkun told Zhou's mother all this without omission after listening to Guo Cheng's description. He believes that after hearing such an incident, the mother should remain calm as usual and avoid sudden cerebral hemorrhage and loss of consciousness. Originally, they were here to discuss coping strategies together, because after all, they are family members, and in the face of a huge crisis, it is natural that they need to find solutions together.
Zhou Bingkun became very nervous, if he had known this earlier, he should not have talked more. Before his father and co-workers left, he warned them not to divulge any information. His father was an honest farmer, and his son had also been a soldier in the army for many years, but now he was discharged from the army and returned to his hometown, but he did not find a good job and became a veritable "iron man". The huge changes that had taken place in his family made him feel depressed in an instant.
My father's body is so fragile!He was the pillar of the Zhou family, an eight-foot-tall man, and the sudden change made him feel suffocated. His heart ached like a knife. When his mother was sick and lying in bed, it actually caused him a brief period of worry. He thought, if there is something big in the factory these days, just call him to take a look!In those few days, Bingkun thought repeatedly and couldn't stay out of it. He asked for leave from the factory, and the entire staff seemed very depressed.
He is inextricably linked to his mother's serious illness. The next day, he took his granddaughter Yueyue out for a walk and met Zheng Juan. Zheng Juan was full of worry when she saw the man she loved so haggard. She expressed this opinion:
I do have a solution, not sure if it works?
The way she spoke was subtle, and she was worried that it wouldn't be appropriate. Thanks to her efforts, he finally found a suitable job, but it did not surprise him. At this moment, Zhou Bingkun's deep family has been torn apart, and he decided to bear it all alone.
Are you here to do ideological work for me?After experiencing an inner struggle and the resolute refusal of his friend's sister, he knocked on Zheng Juan's door again. Perhaps this is a fateful promise, when Zheng Juanyi refused the request for "rework" without hesitation, Zhou Bingkun felt very embarrassed, so he casually expressed his opinion:
When you go to take care of two children and a sick person, how should Nan Nan be, the cardboard box will definitely not stick. You can buy me two cartons!Let me pay for you.
The two shared the past as they talked, and Zheng Juan's words of gratitude and sincere eyes provided an early warning to Zhou Bingkun, and it was completely reasonable for her to visit Zhou's house. She is not afraid of gossip from the outside world, what she is really worried about is whether her appearance can provide the necessary support for the Zhou family. Her mother was a kind and responsible woman. He didn't expect anything in return, and came alone to fulfill his filial piety for the second son of the Zhou family. "Come to my house!Every word Zheng Juan said made Zhou Bingkun moved to tears.
I feel like you owe it to our family. For Zheng Juan, "putting down her face" and going to Zhou's house is her way to repay her kindness. "I'm a good man!In the TV series, Zheng Juan shows a more resilient attitude to life than in the original book, and she dares to express her emotions, whether it is love or hate. Over the next six months, she showed her traditional virtues and was meticulous in her care and attention to Zhou's mother.
It was really touching that two groups of men who loved each other got through it.
Before Zhou Bingkun was put in prison, he had confessed everything that could have happened. He said that his life in prison was difficult, mainly due to mental torture and physical pain. Such a state of mind is described in the original:
He gently hugged her tightly into his arms. He hadn't shown any tenderness to her for a long time, and felt her body tremble gently in his arms, feeling as if he were his husband who was about to go away, and she was indeed his beloved wife.
Zheng Juan believes that Bingkun was able to accept her as a nanny in the Zhou family, which was a rare good fortune in her previous life. Since he was a child, he has loved to eat sugar gourds and popsicles. In the past, when the adoptive mother was still alive, the younger brother and his younger brother would sell popsicles and sugar gourds from morning till night.
At that time, they were all little dolls, and there was no financial ** at home. The Zhou family is here now, and there is no sense of oppression at all. Both of them like to raise flowers and plants, listen to stories, and often go for walks and chat together. Why is there such a unique emotion?
The first thing to mention is that Zhou Bingkun finally found her, hoping that she doesn't have to bear that kindness anymore. It's clear that Zheng Juan is completely immersed in this fun.
In that era, if a woman's child could not obtain a "black hukou", then the Zhou family could only make a helpless choice when faced with a family that might insult the family. Since no kind-hearted people are willing to lend a helping hand to solve their pressing problems, Zheng Juan has touched Chunyan and those villagers who only know words with her kind deeds.
Her kindness and sincerity touched their hearts and made them feel a kind of warmth and love. In the days when Bingkun was not at home, all the family chores fell on this woman who was thin but full of beauty in her heart, and she was full of deep respect.
Moreover, for the sake of the person he loves, he is willing to show himself under the gaze of everyone, and he is willing. Again, she can sacrifice everything she has, including her life, for the sake of her lover. She didn't want Zhou Bingkun to fall into a passive situation.
The place where Zheng Juan and Zheng Guangming lived, Taiping Hutong was completely isolated from the outside world. Their parents were ordinary farmers. Children born in this place basically do not have a hukou. Both parents are farmers who make a living from farming, and the children can only eat and drink at home. Life is challenging, and as long as there is enough food and warm clothing, there is no need to think about long-term survival.
My mother was an old revolutionary who had worked for the party all her life. Zheng Juan recalls that in the last moments of her mother's life, she instructed her children to be entrusted to others, and if the children could not make ends meet, she would make arrangements in advance. What she meant was to give her son a place to belong. In Zhou Bingkun's home, in order to help a family in distress, she did not hesitate to say every word.
With slight uneasiness and sincerity, she made the right choice. In the eyes of **, she is a powerful and talented woman, but she is considered a "widow".In this society, her fate is also destined to be devoid of men. No matter what the outside world thinks of "widowhood", she stood up to solve Zhou Bingkun's dilemma and expressed her opinions in the public comment area. In her opinion, this is just the beginning. Clearly, in her fragile consciousness, this choice had been tested by the heart.
I really didn't expect that during Zhou Bingkun's absence, Zheng Juan endured so much criticismShe said she was a very assertive woman, but it wasn't the style I wanted. In her wise mind, there is a hidden selfless love for all members of the Zhou family. Behind her boldness, there is a woman's great wisdom. Although Zhou Bingkun is very flexible in appearance, no one can be her strong backing and support when she is not at home.
Her home is her own nest. Gradually, she revealed her "predicament" and did everything she could to improve the situation. Her home is in the countryside and she has no money and no car. Zhou Bingkun was about to go home, but time passed really slowly, and she waited anxiously, as if she had experienced a century.
Zheng Juan was neither angry nor resentful. Her mind is only at home. There was a lively discussion about the neighbors of the light word piece, who did not care about her "identity and status". She said her home was right on her doorstep. She displays an attitude of indifference, and her goal is to restore the Zhou family to its former tranquility, and when Zhou's mother wakes up, the whole family becomes harmonious. After Zhou Bingkun's return, the family was able to communicate with each other normally.
3 The feelings spent together in difficult situations are eternal, and they are lucky in this life.
In the original work "The World", Liang Xiaosheng uses rich daily words to describe the "sad" days that Zheng Juan experienced in the Zhou family. Here, she does not have the simple gentleness and delicacy of the past, but seems so stubborn and strong, she wants to prove her independence and self-confidence. This woman, who is destined to be cared for and cared for, is like a straw supporting half of the sky.
She is kind-hearted and never feels that she has done unfair things for the Zhou family, but feels that it is reasonable. She knows very well that no matter how tired and painful she is, she will eventually usher in the moment when Zhou Bingkun will go home. In front of him, she is a gentle, virtuous, considerate and considerate wife. From beginning to end, her noble soul made the hearts of the men who loved her deeply.
Zhou Bingkun made it clear in front of all his friends: Except for Zheng Juan, he would not marry her, because she was the benefactor of the Zhou family. In the past six months, Zheng Juan did not use the passbook provided by Bingkun, but used the money given to her by her adoptive mother before her death. Her adoptive mother died when she was very young, and she and her father were dependent on each other, and now, she is getting married again, and she is marrying well. Look at the women who know how to live.
In the original work, in order to dispel Zhou Zhigang's doubts, Zheng Juan disguised himself as Bingkun and wrote a letter, claiming that it was for the safety of Taiping. Zheng Juan told Bingkun that every fund of your Zhou family should be used reasonably, because my money is to repay your past kindness.
It is often said that only effort can be rewarded, and there are always gains and losses in life, but if expectations of others are too high, there may be bad feedback. Each of us is constantly trying, but we can't get what we want, which is why we don't value our lives.
From the moment we are born, deciding to spend our lives with that person is actually a matter of fate and fate. In this process, we must learn to give up, not to be swayed by our own interests, and not to let the other party get benefits. Those who are barely obtained but not reciprocated, and who are maliciously plundered, will sooner or later become empty words.
Zheng Juan is a woman full of self-respect and dignity. She loves him because she thinks he is gentle, considerate, and lovely. She doesn't have "malicious" feelings for anyone, she doesn't pursue too much, but deep down she wants to take care of Zhou Bingkun wholeheartedly. Regarding whether Zhou Bingkun can enter the palace of marriage with her, this is completely fate, and destiny determines whether they will be together.