Today, I took advantage of a rare rest and went to a nearby park to play, thinking that I would relax and adjust my stateUnexpectedly, I lost control and shed tears!
The sun was shining very well today, although it was still very cold, it couldn't stop me from playing alone, and at one o'clock in the afternoon, I just entered the park gate and saw a couple taking wedding photos from a distance.
Although I am alone, I am still very happy to see that my lover will eventually become a family, bless them, and think about it to be happy!
The scenery is beautiful, I walked around again, and after a while, when I passed a pavilion path, I met a couple of newlyweds taking wedding photos, and it was a talented and beautiful couple.
At this time, my mood began to be a little resistant, after all, I saw one couple after another, I was lonely, and my heart became a little low. I deceptively comforted myself: It's okay, maybe my fate hasn't arrived!
But before I could finish comforting myself, not far away, I saw a couple taking wedding photos ......
This is obviously a park, not a wedding photography location, and I have no objection to it, nor do I have the right to object to them taking pictures here.
It's just that at this time, I can no longer control my emotions, thinking of my nearly 30-year-old person, still alone, and thinking that I may not be able to get married for the rest of my life. As soon as my heart was sour, tears couldn't stop flowing down ......
Who doesn't want to grow old with their other half and have both children?I'm also very married, but my family has been poor since I was a child, and my father died early, so I can't remember what he looked like!
The economic pillar of the family is gone, and the dead father is left with only a small house that has not been fully capped, and whenever it rains, the hall is full of rain!
My mother didn't remarry and worked hard to raise me, but because there was no money for me to go to school, I only had a junior high school education, and I didn't have any great skills, so I always worked in a factory!
I didn't come out, I worked for nearly ten years, I still didn't achieve anything, only called 200,000 to my mother to build the leaky old house into two floors, renovated the inside, the exterior wall was not decorated, and I don't plan to decorate!
So I didn't have a deposit!No car!There is no room!I'm a three-no-no man！In addition, I am about to run for the third year, I am no longer young, and the door of marriage has been closed to me!
I also talked about two girlfriends in the early years, but I always felt that I was not capable of getting married, even if there was a girl who was willing to follow me for the rest of my life, I would often ask myself: what else can I give her besides giving her more love?