Chapter 6 The Taste of Heart
It turns out that the fun and uninteresting of an event, whether you feel uncomfortable or comfortable, does not lie in the environment, but in the person who is with you.
Probably because of that meal, or because he felt that Liang Yunzhi's indifference was similar to himself, Fu Xingge was a little Xi to Liang Yunzhi by his side. Most of the two of them would go out and downstairs together in the morning, and when they came back from the laboratory, they would often go the same way.
What made her feel relaxed was that Liang Yunzhi had never talked about topics unrelated to work, at most she would talk about a topic related to dinner, but she was only asked about food, and she was not picky about food, so she was always relaxed in conversation.
If it weren't for the fact that he would see Gu Yanzhi often, Fu Xingge thought that he would probably think about the possibility that he really liked himself because he Xi was used to Liang Yunzhi's existence.
It's a pity that Gu Yanzhi is always waiting downstairs.
Gu Yanzhi was standing under the camphor tree downstairs in the graduate dormitory building, he was wearing a milky white thin sweater, blue jeans, and a handful of pink daisies in his hand, looking fresh and handsome. Seeing Liang Yunzhi and Fu Xingge going downstairs side by side, although he was often stinged by this pair of beautiful people, he still smiled: "Little Fu." Assistant Teacher Liang. ”
Gu Yanzhi approached with a greeting, and suddenly reached out and grabbed Fu Xingge's hand, and stuffed the pink daisy into her hand: "The color of your laboratory is too single, this bouquet of flowers should look good in it." ”
After Gu Yanzhi finished speaking, he left, walking very fast, as if he was afraid that Fu Xingge would throw away his flowers in front of him.
Fu Xingge really wanted to throw the flowers away. But in front of Liang Yunzhi, she felt that she shouldn't let him see her too cold side, although she didn't know why such an idea came up. Then, she actually took the pink daisy to the lab, found a discarded beaker and inserted it.
Fu Xingge was arranging flowers, so he naturally missed Liang Yunzhi's lost eyes.
Even if she saw his loss, she was so slow to emotion at that time, and Liang Yunzhi covered it up too well, she probably wouldn't have any response.
When his father called ** to ask Fu Xingge to meet, Liang Yunzhi knew about it.
Usually, Fu Xingge muted his mobile phone and put it on the table. When her father called, it was Liang Yunzhi who happened to see it.
You seem to have **. Liang Yunzhi glanced at the flashing screen lightly, and reminded her lightly. Fu Xingge's note to his father was his name - Shen Huaibi.
Liang Yunzhi had known her father for a long time, and it was impossible for her to not know her father's name.
If Fu Xingge had been more sensitive at that time, he would probably have been able to guess that he should have a relationship with Liang Yunzhi.
It's a pity that she was extremely stupid at that time, and felt that it was more important to write observation data, not only did she not pay attention to Liang Yunzhi's expression, but she didn't even mean to pick up that ** at all.
* The screen is silent for a while and then comes back on. Fu Xingge still didn't mean to answer **, Liang Yunzhi glanced at his mobile phone, and then at Fu Xingge, who was concentrating on doing things, and the tenderness in his eyes was deeper.
Perhaps the reason why Fu Xingge is more special than other girls is that she is very focused when she does something.
Serious boys are special. Serious girls are even more special. But she didn't know anything special about it. So she didn't know that just standing there and doing things casually and naturally would be able to attract Liang Yunzhi's attention.
When the two of them finished their work and left the laboratory, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening. On the evening of spring, the wind is warm, there is a faint fragrance of flowers in the air, Fu Xingge, who is wearing a plain white dress, and Liang Yunzhi, who is wearing a light beige shirt, walk silently in such a spring breeze intoxicating night, like a pair of beautiful people made in heaven.
Gu Yanzhi waited downstairs in the laboratory again.
Just like every time before, no matter how lonely and depressed he was before seeing Fu Xingge again, the moment he saw Fu Xingge, Gu Yanzhi jumped out with full blood: "Hey, let's go to dinner together!."”
Fu Xingge refused bluntly: "Don't go." ”
Gu Yanzhi seemed to have expected this answer, he was not annoyed, and his smile became brighter: "Then I'll send you back to the dormitory." ”
No. Fu Xingge refused simply.
However, as every time in the past, her refusal had no practical effect on Gu Yanzhi. Gu Yanzhi still followed her as before, and Liang Yunzhi walked through the crowded campus like bodyguards left and right, and sent her downstairs to her dormitory—it used to be a women's dormitory, and now it is a graduate student dormitory.
Many times in the past, when he arrived downstairs in the dormitory, after Fu Xingge went upstairs, Gu Yanzhi would silently turn around and leave. But probably the backs of Fu Xingge and Liang Yunzhi walking upstairs side by side were too dazzling, and Gu Yanzhi suddenly stopped Liang Yunzhi: "Liang Yunzhi." ”
Liang Yun stopped, looked back at Gu Yanzhi, didn't make a sound, and only asked him what was the matter with his eyes.
Gu Yanzhi's words were amazing: "Do you also like Fu Xingge?"”
Liang Yunzhi was stunned.
Fu Xingge also stopped and looked back. However, she didn't look at Liang Yunzhi, but Gu Yanzhi, with a kind of look that this guy was probably crazy.
Gu Yanzhi seemed to understand something instantly, and laughed even more: "I'm joking." Goodbye, little fu, I hope you can dream of me in your dreams tonight. ”
After Gu Yanzhi left, Liang Yunzhi did not give any explanation for Gu Yanzhi's words. Fu Xingge was inexplicably relieved. Fortunately, Liang Yunzhi didn't say anything.
It's just that when Liang Yunzhi opened the door, he asked her: "I'm going to make some noodles for dinner, do you want to eat some?"”
Fu Xingge didn't know why, she suddenly felt a little embarrassed and embarrassed, she replied quickly: "No need, thank you." See you tomorrow and good night. ”
Okay, good night. By the way, your ** rang several times just now, you remember to take a look, maybe something's wrong. Liang Yunzhi's tone was still flat, but there was a little imperceptible tenderness in the blandness, like the fragrance of flowers in the evening breeze.
Ok thanks. Fu Xingge quickly opened the door and entered, and quickly closed the door. When the door closed, she breathed a sigh of relief, unbeknownst to herself.
Great, Liang Yunzhi didn't admit it.
Fu Xingge knew very well what the reason why she didn't want Liang Yunzhi to admit it, she didn't want to break the existing peaceful life, and she didn't want to fall into the emotional vortex that might make her unable to control her life. At that time, she felt that all her emotional needs and relationships were a burden.
There was no food in the room as always, Fu Xingge made a cup of cereal for dinner, and then returned to his father.
My father said that he happened to come here for an academic conference, and the conference was over, and he had half a day to spare, and he wanted to come to the school to see her, or he could go outside to meet.
Fu Xingge is not disgusted with his father, his father has a good Xi of life, an elegant temperament, a smart mind and rich knowledge, and is a very good male elder.
The father said that he had a friend's son who also studied at this school, and if she did not object, he could introduce him to her, and there was no other meaning, just to have a meal together, and if there was any need in the future, he would have a good look.
Fu Xingge wanted to refuse, but his father said again: "Dad knows that you don't like to get along with strangers, but this time it's only half a day, it's in a hurry, and I want to see both of you again." ”
After getting her father's understanding, Fu Xingge felt that she shouldn't be so cold, just a meal, since she could deal with her mother's boyfriend, then the son of her father's friend was her alumnus, and it was okay to see each other.
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That night, Fu Xingge slept well, but he had a dream before getting up, and he didn't dream of him as Gu Yanzhi said, but Liang Yunzhi, who lived next door.
The situation in the dream is very clear, and there is nothing else, that is, Liang Yunzhi told her some of the main points of the latest academic ** that she saw today, just like what Liang Yunzhi told her at noon today.
It's just that Liang Yunzhi in the dream was too close to her, so close that she seemed to smell the breath of the man who belonged to him.
In the dream, her heartbeat accelerated, and when she woke up, the speed of her heartbeat was still not stable.
This dream was a bit inexplicable, Fu Xingge sat on the bed and was stunned for half a minute before getting up and washing.
On the morning of the weekend campus, there is a cherry blossom forest opposite the balcony of the graduate dormitory, and it is April when the flowers are in full bloom, and the cherry blossoms bloom like a pink cloud lying gently on the ground. Fu Xingge opened the door of the balcony and did yoga against the pink mist cherry blossom forest.
Fu Xingge's Xi of doing yoga every morning is developed by his mother, good exercise Xi means good body, as long as the body is not sick, the mood will not become bad for some reason.
This is the most basic reason why Fu Xingge insists on exercising.
When she was doing the last handstand, Liang Yunzhi knocked on the door: "I made an extra breakfast and hung it on your door." ”
After Liang Yunzhi finished speaking, Fu Xingge actually forgot to answer him, she maintained an upside-down posture, her eyes stared at the door, and her ears pricked up, wanting to hear the sound of him walking away.
However, there was no movement outside the door.
Another half minute passed, and there was still no movement outside the door.
Fu Xingge thought that Liang Yunzhi had quietly left, so she turned over lightly and got off the ground, walked over and opened the door.
At this time, Fu Xingge was a little different from usual, her hair that was usually loosened was tied into a high playful ball head, and there was a thin layer of sweat on her delicate and perfect face. A drop of sweat dripped down her beautiful chin and fell on her beautiful collarbone, and there was a beauty that took her heart and soul.
Liang Yunzhi obviously lost his soul for a moment after seeing such a Fu Xingge, and he immediately turned around and went downstairs as if he was running away, but Fu Xingge's thinking was, is he going to be late?
On the doorknob, sure enough, there was a small lunch box.
Fu Xingge didn't start eating breakfast after taking a shower, and when he just took the first bite, someone knocked on the door, it was Gu Yanzhi who was holding a large handful of pink roses: "Good morning." ”
Fu Xingge was still chewing a sandwich in her mouth, her eyes were fixed on Gu Yanzhi, she swallowed the sandwich slowly, then raised her hand and took another bite.
She really didn't understand the meaning of Gu Yanzhi's insistence. Regarding the words of rejection and the attitude of rejection, Fu Xingge felt that he had expressed it clearly enough. So she had nothing to say at the moment, she was not going to let him in, but she didn't know what else to say to him, so she could only watch him while she ate her breakfast—to see what he was going to do.
Fu Xingge's indifferent and out-of-the-way look not only did not make Gu Yanzhi feel hurt, but made him feel cute and smile brighter: "Watching a movie, listening to ** meeting, watching a drama or going to the playground?"”
Fu Xingge looked at Gu Yanzhi like a strange person, she really didn't understand, didn't he understand it until now, she didn't want to have any intersection with him at all?
There is another option, to see the cherry blossoms, do you want to go to Japan?It's too late to buy a ticket. Gu Yanzhi was not affected by Fu Xingge's indifference in the slightest, and was still talking about his plan. If Fu Xingge was a little more careful at this time, he could find that although Gu Yanzhi was smiling, the hope in his eyes was cracking.
First, I have an appointment today;Second, even if I don't have a date today, I won't go out with you. I don't like you, I'm not for you, I don't want to give you any hope. Explicitly rejecting you like this is the most polite thing I can do. So please don't do this again in the future. Good bye. After Fu Xingge said these words calmly, he closed the door in front of Gu Yanzhi.
Oh well, goodbye. Gu Yanzhi also seemed to answer very happily. But Fu Xingge, who was in the house, heard the sound of the door "popping", as if he had been slapped in the face. A trace of fear flashed in Fu Xingge's heart, Gu Yanzhi wouldn't just rush in, right?What is he going to do?No, I'm going to pick up the taekwondo I learned before. Since you have decided to live alone, you must have the ability to protect yourself.
Fortunately, there seemed to be a slight movement on the door after that sound, and then the footsteps outside the door faded away.
Song Song!Song Song!Let's go to the cherry blossom forest for a picnic, will you go?Come on, come on. ”
Someone downstairs was calling Fu Xingge, she poked her head out of the balcony, and saw the three girls in the dormitory standing downstairs, Lu Ruirui beckoned to her: "You can't move away, just leave us alone!."Without you, I'm afraid we wouldn't even be able to graduate from graduate school. Our first-ever beautiful student dormitory may have been destroyed in less than a semester at the hands of the two of us. ”
Xie Anhui echoed with a smile: "Yes, you can't just help us get in, you have to help us graduate." ”
Apparently they weren't going to cut a line with her just because she had moved out of the dormitory.
Fu Xingge thought of some reasons for refusal, but finally decided to go out.
When Fu Xingge went out, he found that there was an extra hook on the door, and there was a delicate rattan basket on the hook, and the bunch of pink roses that Gu Yanzhi was holding just now was placed in the basket.
Fu Xingge was stunned for a moment when he saw the bouquet of pink roses, and he didn't know whether to throw it away or leave it in its place for a while.
Is Gu Yanzhi stupid, or is his brain broken?With this energy, it would be nice to engage in subject research!
Tian Xiaolian took Fu Xingge's arm and told her about Gu Yanzhi who suddenly invited the whole classroom to afternoon tea yesterday: "I dare to guarantee with my life, he just did it to let you drink juice too." Oops, what a big deal. ”
You're the one who wants him to throw his money, but unfortunately, we have to accept the reality. Compared with the previous taciturn, Xie Anhui seems to have become a little poisonous now.
Of course, I know I'm not a celebrity anymore. With my appearance, it's almost like a small flower and grass, how can it still be a red face. Tian Xiaolian is actually very self-aware, probably for this reason, so even if she likes Gu Yanzhi very much, she didn't think about what to do. It's a hopeless thing, so why bother to put in the effort, and the two of them are not a good match.
Love is just an emotional fluctuation that doesn't have much to do with appearance. Fu Xingge's voice was cold, and he gave Tian Xiaolian such a piece of advice. The part of the human brain that controls emotions and instinctive reactions is called the amygdala, and the part that controls logical thinking such as intellect is called the neocortex. Fu Xingge is sure that she is different from them because her brain neocortex is more developed than theirs.
Fu Xingge, do you also believe in love?Everyone can see that Gu Yanzhi loves you very much, but you haven't accepted him, the reason is that you don't love him, right?"Tian Xiaolian is like a curious baby.
Does this need to be said?Gege's condition, of course, will like better people. Xie Anhui is Xi to measuring conditions by inertia.
Ge Ge just said that love has nothing to do with appearance. Lu Ruirui concluded.
Be. Fu Xingge affirmed Lu Ruirui's statement.
A few girls spread blankets on the lawn of the cherry blossom trees and put the snacks they brought, only Fu Xingge didn't take anything, she was a little embarrassed, so she got up and wanted to go to the nearby supermarket to buy something to share with everyone.
Hi. Before Fu Xingge could stand up, Gu Yanzhi walked over to them with two large bags of snacks and snacks in both hands, "It looks like you're going to have a picnic here, can I join?"”
Fu Xingge wanted to say no, but this was a group activity, and it was not something she could decide on her own.
Seeing Fu Xingge's silence, the other three girls mistakenly thought that she was acquiescing, so they happily greeted Gu Yanzhi: "Welcome senior." ”
Gu Yanzhi ignored Fu Xingge's resistant gaze, sat down happily and took out all the snacks and snacks, and enthusiastically let a few girls taste them.
Gu Yanzhi is handsome, has a lively and humorous personality, and there are so many beautiful legends related to him circulating in the school, Fu Xingge's three roommates were amused by him and laughed, and they even began to use his most **mobile phone**, almost ignoring Fu Xingge who was sitting quietly on the side.
Fu Xingge found a way to combat this embarrassment—she began to mentally plan the process of the experiment, consider how to write the experiment report, and set a bibliography for herself to relate to it.
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