When it comes to the feelings of the ** period, many people may think of unreliable, abusive feelings, and it is not worth it at all. Many people can't escape from the love that should or shouldn't be in the relationship, these loves have exhausted endless hearts in our lives, but in the future married life, they have become a chicken feather, Shen Congwen once confessed to his wife: I have traveled many bridges, seen clouds in many places, drank many kinds of wine, but only loved one of the best people. When Shen Congwen pursued his wife Zhang Zhaohe, he grabbed a lot of such sentences.
In 1924, Shen Congwen was hired by Hu Shi as a teacher at Wusong China Public School, teaching first-year literature classes. In class, he fell in love with the sweet-looking female student Zhang Zhaohe at a glance. That year, Zhang Zhaohe was only 18 years old, sweet-looking, and born in a famous family. Shen Congwen is just a teacher, poor and white, and silent. This kind of pursuit was ridiculed by many people at the time, "I think it is" Leper ** wants to eat swan meat. Although he is poor, Shen Congwen can still be poor clearly, can recognize his limitations, and he uses himself"Profound literary skills, wrote more than 800 love letters in four years, and finally moved his poor female student Zhang Zhaohe. A few random sentences from these love letters make people blush. "We love each other for a lifetime, it's still too short. "I love not only your soul, but also your body. "If I love you, your misfortune will last as long as my life. ”
If you don't agree, you will give up a long time ago. Shen Congwen relied on his own persistence to appear tirelessly by Zhang Zhaohe's side, in the diary. In the end, even Zhang Zhaohe wrote in his diary: "Although I don't think he is cute, he is also pitiful and respectable." Looking at his diary in the past few years, Shen Congwen's name appeared in every diary. Even Zhang Zhaohe's family began to match the two of them, and finally Zhang Zhaohe accepted Shen Congwen, and the two got married in 1933.
After the sweet life of marriage, the contradictions shown by the two people because of different living environments and different life Xi are also increasing, and the two people often quarrel constantly for some trivial things, and their love has been Shen Congwen has been insisting on it from the beginning, because one person's persistence finally brought two people's loneliness. In 1935, Shen Congwen met Gao Qingzi, and when they met for the second time, Gao Qingzi imitated him ** The protagonist of "Fourth" wore a green yellow satin jacket, with a touch of purple behind the sleeves.
Zhang Zhaohe was not stupid, and immediately questioned Shen Congwen after knowing it. Shen Congwen replied: "There are so many people in this world, I can write whoever I want, and everyone is my character." Although Zhang Zhaohe forgave Shen Congwen in the end, he may not really understand him psychologically.
In 1937, Shen Congwen left Beiping in the '77 Incident', Zhang Zhaohe did not move forward together, and the two began a long life in a different place. The cracks in the marriage are also getting bigger and bigger. The pressure of politics, family, and career is increasing, and Shen Congwen once thought of committing suicide, and was finally killed by Zhang Zhaohe's cousin. In their later years, the two relied on letters to communicate. In this relationship, Shen Congwen knows that it has always been unequal.