In this world, people who are known as "geniuses" always have those special talents and talents that are beyond ordinary people. These talents may have been displayed since childhood, or they may have been discovered only after adulthood. In any case, this latent power is always capable of giving a deep shock. The protagonist of the story we are going to tell today, Haizi, is just such a character. Haizi, who later became a famous poet, did not develop a deep interest in poetry when he was young. He was born in an ordinary family in Anhui Province, and his living conditions were not good. However, he was smart and hardworking, perhaps to improve his family's situation, or perhaps because he recognized the value of studying Xi early on, and at the age of ten, he was accepted into high school with excellent grades. This was undoubtedly a major event worth paying attention to in the local environment at that time. 
Five years later, Haizi was not only admitted to Peking University, but also became an outstanding student there. At that time, it was very rare for a 15-year-old child to be able to go to university, let alone choose to major in law. Therefore, many people believe that Haizi has an extraordinary talent in learning Xi. However, it was during college that Haizi developed a strong interest in poetry. Since then, Haizi has been actively reading books and appreciating poetry. He gradually learned the art of writing poetry and began his own path of poetry creation. In the process, he also met his future best friend Luo Yihe, both of whom had unique insights into poetry, often discussed poetry-related topics together, and eventually became good friends. After graduating from university, Haizi was assigned to the Department of Philosophy at China University of Political Science and Law as a teaching assistant. At that time, the salary of the teaching assistant was very good, so many people were very envious of him. It is believed that as long as Haizi finds someone he loves, he will be able to live a happy and fulfilling life. 
But then, Haizi's choice shocked everyone. Contrary to the lifestyle that people generally expect, he resolutely quit his job and embarked on a journey to a poetry magazine in Hainan in order to pursue his personal ideals and love poetry. In 1984, two poems written by Haizi, "Asian Copper" and "Al's Sun", shone in the public's field of vision, accompanied by the unique pen name "Haizi". However, it is regrettable that despite his dedication to creation, he has not been able to win the recognition of the literary world. Many people disagreed with his work and even belittled it, which hit Haizi hard. During a trip, he meets a self-righteous poet who shares his inner feelings without reservation, only to find that the other party is laughing at him behind his back. This made Haizi miserable. Subsequently, Haizi was influenced by some people with ulterior motives and began to practice Xi qigong. At first, it was not to be obsessed with the strengthening effect of qigong, but to improve energy and make the mind more flexible to create more and more wonderful works. However, surprisingly, during the qigong Xi, he fell into a heavy depression. Haizi, who was already under pressure from the literary world, was even more burdened with a heavy psychological burden at this time, and his condition gradually worsened. In the end, in the face of unbearable pressure, he chose to end his young life at the age of 25 by ending with the train tracks. 
After Haizi's death, there was an atmosphere of shock in society. When people began to read Haizi's works, they deeply appreciated the beauty of his poetry. However, sadly, Haizi had already passed away at this time, and he could no longer witness the beauty of these works with his own eyes. Subsequently, there were different opinions about the cause of Haizi's death, which led to various speculations. Some believe that Haizi chose to commit suicide because he felt frustrated that he could no longer write beautiful poetry. Others pointed out that there might be problems with the qigong he was Xi, which affected his psychological state and led to this tragedy. In addition, some people believe that long-term mental pressure may make Haizi suffer from mental **, and finally chose suicide. Some even claim that Haizi's death may be related to his guilt for his first girlfriend. His first girlfriend was Haizi's younger sister, who was his beloved object, and the two had a close relationship during their love period. However, for some reason the two broke up, and when they met again, she had become a married woman and was cold to Haizi. During a drunken conversation, Haizi is immersed in memories of the past, and dissatisfaction and remorse for her first girlfriend arise spontaneously. 
After sobering up, Haizi asked her colleague if she had ever said anything bad about her first girlfriend, but her colleague denied the claim. However, Haizi always felt that he had said it in his heart, so his remorse for not having his first girlfriend made him choose to commit suicide. In fact, to this day, the real reason for Haizi's suicide remains a mystery. He is no longer alive, but his work continues to shine in people's hearts, and it is a pity that he can no longer witness the joyful sights of his own eyes.