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Dad stubbornly resisted the disease for several years, and finally no longer had the energy and stamina to continue fighting, and finally gave up the will and belief to defeat the disease. My father, who had worked all his life, finally reluctantly left everything behind and prepared to rest.
Under the erosion of the disease, my father was extremely weak. The father on the hospital bed tried his best to gather his ethereal eyes and stare at every relative in front of the hospital bed, one or two ......I look so seriously, I look so carefully, I want to engrave the faces of my relatives deeply in my memory. Dad's lips moved, as if he had a lot to say, but the disease had eaten up all of Dad's energy, and he had no strength to speak. However, Dad inhaled hard, his brows furrowed, and the wrinkles on his forehead were squeezed together, Dad was clearly gathering strength, Dad's hand actually moved, slowly, slowly lifting up, Dad seemed to be struggling, but still working hard, persevering, lifting up, lifting ......, dad ......The tearful eldest brother held his father's hand tightly. Dad took another breath, his brow furrowed again, and the wrinkles on his forehead gathered again. Daddy's throat moved, his mouth was open, his lips were moving ......Dad obviously wanted to speak, Dad tried, tried hard, and finally spit out the breath he was holding and made a sound: "Don't sleep lazy, let the child recognize a few more words", and then stared at the eldest brother tightly. , dad ......The eldest brother and I, who tried to hold back the crying, promised while crying, "Dad, don't worry, I will." Dad closed his eyes serenely when he heard our promise. My hand suddenly sank, "Dad.......""My heart is sinking, sinking ......
Dad left us with his concern for his loved ones, with bitter memories of his past life, and with nostalgia for this wonderful world. Dad still remembered "literacy" at the end of his life, and he was still thinking about the schooling of his children and grandchildren
Dad's last words woke up the memory in the depths of my soul: it was still in front of the hospital bed, it was still grandpa holding Dad's hand, it was still grandpa's intermittent voice, and it was still the same words: "Don't sleep lazy, let the child recognize a few more words". How important it is to read and write in the minds of the elderly!Because they have personally experienced the pain of illiteracy and the difficulty of being illiterate, they have the last instructions of Cui Ren's tears, and they have the tireless pursuit of making future generations literate.
In my memory, since my grandfather died, my father never slept again, got up early and greedy for darkness, was busy, worked hard, and my father couldn't stop, because of the family's living expenses, several of our expensive tuition fees fell on my father's shoulders, and my father only gritted his teeth, worked hard, earned money by penny, and saved money dime. The eldest brother went to school with the crumpled money, but the father's forehead was full of wrinkles;My sister went to school with the crumpled money, but my father's hair was dyed with autumn frost - it turned white;I went to school with my crumpled money, but my father's waist couldn't stand upright, and my father looked very haggard and sad old due to overwork.
Every time I see my father working hard with his body on his back, my heart aches and hurts. The high cost of tuition bent my father's body, crushed my father's health, and his health deteriorated. I clearly remember that when the eldest brother proposed to drop out of school to help my father work, the father, who had never been angry, was furious without waiting for the eldest brother to finish speaking, and yelled: "No, give me good read", my father had a gloomy face, and he didn't speak for a while, but his face changed dramatically, as if he was recalling a very painful past. Dad stared at my eldest brother and said, "Your grandfather can't read, and I can't read a few words, it's hard, and I've had enough, I don't want to see you all blind like me!."Even if you are tired to death, you must know how to read. After listening to my father's words, my eldest brother didn't say a word, pulled me and walked towards the school, and never mentioned dropping out of school again.
Dad has inconvenienced life due to illiteracy, has painful personal experiences, and has vivid memories. I no longer want to let the tragedy happen to future generations, and I no longer want future generations to be blind, so no matter how bitter it is, no matter how tired it is, I am willing to bear it on one shoulder. Dad's love is so selfless, so broad, what do we repay for Dad's kindness, but now Dad's departure is from us.
Let future generations be literate" is already an old topic, and a heavy one. Because in the poor mountainous areas, it is still an ideal for everyone to go to school, and it is an indisputable fact that it is still difficult for children in the mountainous areas to go to school. However, the lack of knowledge leads to poorer rural areas and more ignorance, which is even more terrifying.
In his own strength, Dad stubbornly avoided the phenomenon of our brothers being "blind." However, to change the "blind eyes" of mountain villages, it will take the joint efforts of many people to turn this simple ideal into reality. A harmonious mountain village also needs knowledge to consolidate it, and a mountain village without knowledge is pale and without vitality.
Fortunately, I have a father who does not admit defeat, and I am fortunate that I have a father who does not bow to fate, with his firm arms and broad mind, he has supported a rainless sky for us, cared for us, and supported us as a bridge to another realm, and learned knowledge. What can I do to thank my dearest father!
"More literacy" is my father's lifelong pursuit, but in my father's time due to various reasons did not realize, but my father pinned this pursuit on his children and grandchildren, my eldest brother, sister and I lived up to my father's expectations, and completed his old man's unfulfilled long-cherished wish - graduating from college, finding a job, and believing that life will be better.
My dad is gone, but what my dad left behind will benefit me for the rest of my life.