Title My Aunt's Confession Made Me Deeply Remorseful, and I Felt a Lot of Feelings for My Biological Mother Ever Afterward
I'm Liang Wuregret, and I have felt that I am different from other children since I was a child.
I never saw my father's face in my memory, and my mother and I lived at my grandmother's house all the time.
On the way out of school, he scolded me with other classmates, saying that I was a "wild seed" and a girl.
I don't know exactly what they mean by "wild seed", but I know it's not a good word, and it's my favorite mother.
I scolded them like crazy and moved my hands, but I was pressed to the ground by them, spat on my face, and beaten fat.
When I came home in disarray, my mother held me tightly in her arms, and tears poured out like a flood that opened the embankment, trembling all over.
When my mom scrubbed my face with warm water, I asked her, why hasn't Dad come back yet?My mother paused to wipe my face, and then said angrily that he was dead.
I looked at my mom suspiciously, didn't you say my dad worked far, far away?Before, he died in an accident two years ago.
Mom calmed down and said to me.
There is no father, it is a "wild seed", I raised my head and asked my mother with a blurred tearful eye.
Mom hugged me and pressed my head to her chest, and I felt her heart beat faster and her trembling body shook with me.
Repent, don't listen to their nonsense, don't provoke them at school.
I looked at my mother's distressed look and didn't continue to ask, I always felt that my mother had something unspeakable in her heart.
A year later, my mother took me to marry my stepfather, who was 15 miles away, when my mother was 28, my stepfather was 34, and I was 9.
There is a saying: good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles.
In every village in the countryside, there are relatives and acquaintances, and soon I was humiliated by others and became a joke in the eyes of others.
The incident that happened when I was 8 years old has always been hidden in my mind and has become a knot in my heart.
As I grew older, the knot grew as I grew.
I began to hate my mother, hated her for ignoring her shame and doing ugly things, so that I couldn't hold my head up in front of others, and even scolded her in front of her: shameless.
I decisively changed Liang Wurepentance to Song Huihui, Liang is my mother's surname, and Song is my stepfather's surname.
Next, I changed my old ways, didn't do anything at home, didn't talk to her much, threw her clothes, shoes and socks, and asked her for money, what I bought if I hadn't eaten, what clothes were popular to wear, and what I used to ......buy expensive thingsIn the face of all my practices, my mother took it all, she said that she failed to let me enjoy my father's love, owed me a debt, no matter what I did, she still loved me.
I wanted to get out of this house, I wanted to get rid of her, I didn't want to have anything to do with her.
I pinned this hope on reading and Xi.
After graduating from junior high school, I was successfully admitted to the best high school in the county.
During my three years of high school, I rarely went home, even on Sundays and holidays.
My stepfather sent my living expenses to school, and I didn't let my mother go to school or see her.
My stepdad was very nice to me, he gave me the fatherly love I had longed for for years, but there was one thing I couldn't understand why he didn't want children of his own.
However, my hard work will eventually pay off, and I was admitted to a college in another province as I wished in the college entrance examination.
I can finally get rid of that mom who humiliated and hurt me.
In my four years of college, I only went home once, and that was because my mom was hospitalized.
My heart suddenly tightened, I hadn't seen her for a few years, and my mother was obviously much older.
Listening to my mother choke up and say, "No regrets, are you doing well outside?".Mommy misses you so much. ”
Watch as she does her best to raise her arms and wave to me. At that moment, I burst into tears, and somehow I got on the train home that night.
I spent 5 days with my mother in the hospital, I just served tea and water, cooked and fed her medicine, helped her wash and comb her hair, and rarely talked to her.
Whenever she asked me a question, I just bowed my head and replied, "Well, okay, got it." ”
He didn't even want to call her mom.
After my mother was discharged from the hospital, my stepfather praised me for knowing how to take care of people, saying that I was my mother's lucky star, and even the doctor praised her for being so fast.
My mother was already well, and I couldn't stay at home for a day, so I rushed back to school overnight.
After graduating from university, I refused my stepfather's request to return to my hometown to work, and insisted on staying in the city where I was studying and working.
One night, I was preparing for tomorrow's work report in my rental house, and my stepfather called ** to say that my grandmother was sick and in serious condition, and she wanted to see me.
I refused, because in my young memory, I felt that my grandmother had never liked me, and it seemed that my mother didn't like her very much.
I once asked my mother, and she said no, grandma is the kind of person who has something in her heart but doesn't say it.
After hearing me say that I would not go back, my stepfather said that my grandmother wanted to tell me a secret about my background.
Hearing this, I couldn't wait to get on the high-speed train home.
My grandmother was half-lying on the bed and told me, who was sitting on the edge of her bed, what happened to my mother 25 years ago.
Grandma paused three times before telling me the whole process.
After listening to my grandmother's story, I couldn't cry anymore and regretted it.
Grandma was also in tears, stretching out her calloused hands, I held her hand, she said that the most sorry thing in her life was my mother, it was her stupidity and persistence that harmed her own daughter.
She didn't have the courage to say it before, but now she doesn't have much time to do, and she knows that her stepfather is very good to both my mother and me, and she is relieved.
She was worried that I still held a grudge against my mom and continued to torment her and hurt her heart.
She said that if it weren't for my mother's desperate attempt to keep me, my life would have been gone!How could it be my turn to stab her in the heart with a knife now!She told me to hate her if I wanted to, as long as I could let go, I could beat her and scold her.
I fell to my grandmother's chest and cried loudly, slapping myself in the face.
At the end of the 80s of the last century, the financially minded grandmother and grandfather took advantage of the traffic arteries next to their village to build a few simple houses and run restaurants.
In the beginning, business was good, but then many villagers opened roadside restaurants, leading to fierce competition.
In order to retain the guests, the grandmother used the beauty trick to let the beautiful-looking, gentle and lovely daughter ** often come to the car transport captain.
However, the convoy went high and flew high, leaving the grandmother's daughter alone with the child.
Grandma forced her to kill the baby, but she decided to insist and gave birth to me.
Because it was not allowed to fall in love without the consent of the parents in that era, especially a single young woman who gave birth to a child who did not know whose father was, she has always been criticized and disliked.
Although my mother was good-looking, gentle and virtuous, many people were reluctant to accept her because of her background.
It wasn't until I came home crying that my mom realized how much an incomplete home had hurt me.
So she married her stepfather, a decision that was made after much careful consideration.
The stepfather is a responsible person, his previous marriage was his divorce, because the wife could not get pregnant in the three-year marriage, after a doctor's examination, the stepfather suffered from congenital infertility, and the wife was unwilling to *** She wanted to have biological children, so the stepfather filed for divorce, fearless of the influence of society, and helped my mother wholeheartedly.
As it turned out, Mom made a good choice at the time.
I threw myself into my mother's arms and felt very ashamed.
Actually, I've enjoyed my mother's double love since I was a child, but I never knew it.
I brought disaster in my mother's life, constantly consuming her life force, like a parasite, piercing my mother's heart all the time.
As a senior editor, I will reply to the rephrased content.
Here's the reworded article: I just had to call "Mommy" and ask for everything from her with impunity, yet she tied me up with the same "Mommy" and gave everything for me without complaint.
After learning the truth, I did not hesitate to quit a job in the rising stage of my career, refused to be retained by my boss and colleagues, and resolutely returned to my mother.
I bought a house in my hometown county, got a job, and let my mother and stepfather move in with me, and our family of three lived happily together.
Now that I'm married and have a daughter, my mom and stepdad hang around my daughter all day and are so happy.
I don't have any worries anymore and my career is thriving!You are very welcome to leave a comment in the comment area, pay attention to ten likes and collect ten **, and see you next time.