Today is the winter solstice. A friend came over for dinner. He was my childhood friend. We talked a lot about my childhood. When reminiscing about the past when I was a child. All the way in my mind is the shadow of swords and swords.
The air in my childhood was fresh and pleasant, and I was nostalgic. At that time, the pace of life was slow, and everyone got together and enjoyed the time of innocence. We ran hard for who ran to that tree first, and we showed off to each other for who ate the precious Water Margin Hero Card from instant noodles. There was not much entertainment at that time, but there was a lot of fun.
When I was a child, I was hungry for ice cream in the summer. Once in a while, I can eat a small pudding, and I can't be happy. Now you can eat all kinds of ice cream in spring and summer, but even Xue Zhonggao can no longer eat the happiness he used to have. In the past, I was shy in my pocket, and happiness was available everywhere, but now my pockets are bulging, and it is difficult to buy happiness.
When I was a child, I loved watching Water Margin, whether it was a TV series or **, I was addicted to it. At that time, my dream was to become a person like Song Jiang, practice justice, and change the world. However, the reality hit me everywhere, and my dreams ran aground.
Later I wanted to be a poet. I stupidly wrote poems for more than half a year, but I didn't even earn money for a pack of cigarettes. It's kind of funny. Am I going to be spiritually rich, or am I going to be a poor person with money?I couldn't figure it out at the time. Anyway, as soon as my heart was crossed, I never wrote poetry again. I can't even solve the problem of survival, and talking about the building of spiritual civilization is a bit of a luxury for me.
Childhood. I feel that friends are warm to each other. When I grew up, I suddenly realized. Everybody is out to sell. It is often said that good people do not live long, but evil people live for a thousand years. However, am I a good person or a bad person?I don't have the answer myself. Sometimes I'm kind like a dog, sometimes I'm cruel like a wolf.
I have been immersed in countless dreams, but many of them have gradually come to naught. But every time, when one dream is shattered, I can always rekindle the spark of another. I was born to be reluctant to serve others, I don't like to be someone else's employee, I think most people think so, but I don't know how many people can say this.
Everyone has their own ambitions, and I don't want everyone to be like me. Sometimes when I pass by some state-owned enterprises and see some people going in and out of them, I suddenly feel a sense of envy. Three or five hours of work a day, taking care of food and housing, having nothing to do to hold a sports meeting, reading poetry, and talking about Wang Ba calf or something. It's pretty good, too.
Childhood. It's not our fault that we eat, wear, and live worse than others.
It's just that when we grow up, our food, clothing, and housing are worse than others, and that can only be our fault.
I'm a person who loves to toss. This road doesn't lead to the other way. There are many things that we have tried to know the answer.
A man's life will be from poor to rich. Loved. Loved over. It's complete.
Happy Winter Solstice Everyone.