Our love can be said to be fairytale-like happiness. When I was in college, Wang Jun was a top student majoring in information engineering, and I was the language representative of the liberal arts class. At a social gathering, Wang Jun's witty humor attracted me, and we fell in love at first sight and soon came together. Wang Jun was very attentive to me, waiting for me at the door of my classroom every morning and eating breakfast with me. I also often prepare bento boxes and snacks for him, and we are as sweet as every couple of lovers.
After getting married, Wang Jun held me in the palm of his hand and tried to make time for me. Even if you work overtime and come home late, they will send me a goodnight message. Every year on my wedding anniversary, he would carefully prepare gifts and arrange surprises for me. I also try my best to be a good wife, take care of the housework, take care of my parents-in-law. Every morning, I would say "good morning, I love you" to Wang Jun, and every night, we would sleep warmly. I felt like I had found true love and thought we were going to grow old together.
However, the good times did not last long, and just three years after we got married, there was a crack in our marriage. After Wang Jun was promoted and raised, his business became busy, often working overtime until late, sometimes even all night. I understand the importance of work, but I also hope that he can spend more time with his family. I told him a few times, but Wang Jun always said that you have to go all out for big projects, and you should wait until you are done.
This was the trigger for our divorce. Later, after many heated arguments, we finally agreed to divorce. My heart was cut like a knife, and I was in great pain. Although Wang Jun agreed to the divorce, he also had red eyes and tears, and it could be seen that he was also sad. We used to love each other so much, but we came to the point of breaking up, and I really had a hard time accepting it.
Our divorce hit me hard. During the day, I was always absent-minded;I always burst into tears when I ate alone at night. I called Wang Jun a few times, but he told me very briefly that he was busy at work, and then hung up. I know he still loves me, but his cold attitude makes me sad.
My best friend Xiaofang is my bosom friend, and she often comes to visit me and talk to me. One day, she persuaded me again to try to contact Wang Jun: "Xiaomei, it's not a way for you to go on like this, you have to try to redeem it." ”
But he doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't answer when I call him, and he only replies one or two sentences when he sends a message. I said with tears in my eyes.
He must still love you, just as a man's self-esteem. You just ask him directly, if you want to get back to your wife, and give your love a chance. ”
You have a point. I'll send him a message tonight to see what he has to say. ”
That night, I mustered up all my courage and sent a message to Wang Jun: "Jun, I had a bad time after our divorce, and I know you are the same. We really loved each other at the beginning, can we give our feelings a chance to get back together?I swear I'll correct my previous mistakes, make you work less overtime, and give you space. I really still love you, would you like to go back to you?”
Xiaomei, I don't want to give you any more hope. Divorce is good for us, don't contact me again, we'll leave it at that. After saying that, he hung up directly.
I sat on my knees and wept bitterly, and my heart was cut like a knife. Xiaofang hurriedly came over to accompany me and comforted me that this is not good, I must cheer up.
He must have a new woman, otherwise how could he be so decisive!"I couldn't stop crying.
You've only been divorced for a long time, and he won't have a new love so soon. Xiaomei, you must cheer up, for yourself!Xiao Fang hugged me.
I really want to get back to his wife, even if Wang Jun doesn't love me now, I want to regain his heart!So I started to make a plan and try to get close to Wang Jun.
I began to carry out the plan to save the king's army. Every day after work, I would go downstairs to his company and wait for him to bring him a warm meal or coffee. At first, Wang Jun always took it with a cold face and left, but I was not discouraged.
Once, he worked late hours, and I waited until two o'clock in the morning at the door of the company, and finally waited for him to get off work.
Don't come again, we can't get back together. Wang Jun's face was very bad.
You've lost weight lately, and you've worked so hard, I just want to take care of you. "I took out the supper I had prepared.
We're divorced, and you don't need to take care of me anymore. ”
I know you still love me, and you're sad, but you're just too stubborn to admit it. I said with red eyes.
Wang Jun was silent, took the food and turned to leave.
I knew that his indifference was only superficial and that I had to keep trying. So I would go to his frequented course on the weekends and "meet him" with a sports drink at the ready;I also give him gifts and handwritten greeting cards on his birthday.
Once I dressed up as a courier and delivered a gift directly to his house. Wang Jun opened the door and saw that it was me, his face was ugly: "Xiaomei, don't pester me anymore!."I already have a new girlfriend!”
I was speechless and tears welled up in my eyes. It turned out that my biggest fear came true, he really has a new love!
At this point, I was completely devastated, and I even had thoughts of suicide. In the darkest moment of my life, my mother's call saved me.
Xiaomei, it was your choice to marry Wang Jun at the beginning, and divorce was also your choice, and you have to be responsible for your own life. Don't give up on life because of a man, you have a better way out. ”
My mother's words woke me up. Yes, I can't just give up, I want to pick myself up, get out of the pain and start over!
From that day on, I didn't bother Wang Jun anymore. I put all my heart into my work, often working overtime to prepare for classes, and the kids at school liked me. I also reconnected with old friends and actively attended the party. I signed up for many interest classes and tried to enrich my life. Gradually, the smile returned to my face.