Introduction: As we all know, Chang'e of Guanghan Palace not only has outstanding appearance and the ability to live immortality, but also lives a carefree single aristocratic life like a paradise, but few people understand her deep troubles and unhappiness
Chang'e finally couldn't bear it anymore and made such a voice: "I don't want to live like this anymore, I want to return to the world, I want to find my husband - to live an ordinary life!".Why did I exile his wife to the moon?It's not fair, it's not fair!”
1. When Chang'e recalled the past in the world, her tears fell like a downpour.
A long, long time ago, there were ten suns in the sky, and they scorched the earth and caused hardship to the people. In order to survive, many animals choose to hide in caves, preferring to starve to death rather than become "fresh roasted meat" as soon as they walk out of the hole.
Hou Yi is a master of archery and has amazing strength. Faced with this situation, he bravely stepped forward and shot down nine suns, but in the end only one sun was left for people to heat and light. He also took his sons into the sky to fly, allowing them to soar freely above the blue sky. Only in this way can people have the opportunity to multiply and make all things prosperous.
Because of Hou Yi's outstanding contributions to Hitachi, he won the high respect and deep affection of the people, and it was not long before he married a beautiful and kind wife, whose name was Chang'e. She is slim and beautiful, and she is the most capable girl in the sky. Everyone is envious of this loving couple who are both talented and beautiful.
One day, Hou Yi traveled to Kunlun Mountain to visit a friend and ask for advice, where he met the Queen Mother and received a package of miraculous elixir from her. The Queen Mother of the West told him that this medicine could make people immortal. It is rumored that after taking this drug, one can quickly ascend to the heavenly realm and become an immortal. Despite this, Hou Yi didn't want to leave his wife, so he chose to temporarily give the elixir of immortality to Chang'e for safekeeping. On this day, she was playing in the palace and accidentally saw a jade box and wanted to open it. Chang'e hid the medicine in the treasure box on the dresser, but she didn't expect to be discovered by Pengmeng.
Three days later, Hou Yi went out hunting, and the ill-intentioned Pengmeng pretended to be sick and chose to stay. When Chang'e learned about this, she was very angry. Shortly after Hou Yi left, Peng Meng rushed into the backyard of the inner house with his sword in hand, forcing Chang'e to hand over the elixir of immortality.
Chang'e realized that she couldn't match Pengmeng, and at the critical moment, she made a quick decision, turned around and opened the treasure box, and quickly swallowed the elixir of immortality. There is a medicine bag in the treasure box, which contains a fairy peach. After Chang'e took the drug, her body immediately floated out of the ground, broke through the window, and flew into the sky. Chang'e flew very fast in the sky, and at night she flew to the ground again, and she thought, this day has finally come. Because Chang'e misses her husband deeply, she chooses to fly to the nearest moon to this world and become an immortal there.
Chang'e recalls the good times she spent with her husband, Hou Yi, and feels like she has been cut with a knife. After years of separation, has Hou Yi forgotten his past feelings and found a new partner?Do you already have a lovely daughter?Do they already have a fair-skinned, plump "Xiao Houyi?".”
2. The pain and suffering experienced by single women.
If it weren't for dancing at the Pan Tao Conference that day and being unexpectedly molested by Marshal Tianpeng, I would almost forget that I was a "woman." But this gathering made me truly appreciate the weight of the saying "women don't have to be men to look good". After so many years, people only know that I am "Chang'e", but they forget that I am still a "woman." ”
In the mirror, I still seem to have the same appearance as before, young and beautiful, and my face is like a blooming flower. But I have long lost my former charm and vitality, and I am busy with life every day, and I have no time to enjoy the happiness and warmth under the sun. Sadly, I was left alone in my shadow every day. Every day, I walk alone on the street. I have neither friends nor best girlfriends, so I can't find anyone willing to have a cup of tea and talk to. I don't like to exercise, let alone anything, let alone fitness. The idea of going out shopping together is even more unimaginable, not to mention that there is really nothing, nothing on the street.
Although Guanyin Bodhisattva is alone and lonely, at least she still has her own career to do, that is, to hang a pot to help the world and purify all sentient beings. She deserves this. In addition, there are two young children around her, and when she gets bored, there will be at least those two cute children playing in front of her lap and enjoying the warmth of the family.
As for me, what do I have?It's just a physical ailment. Many people may not know that in this world, women can enter menopause around the age of 50, but I have an immortal body. From the first to the fifth day of each month, I would experience constant abdominal pain, fatigue, and lethargy.
Therefore, during those days, the rabbits were not even fed, but the lights were turned off early and went to sleep. In the evening, I walked in the yard with my friends. Therefore, the moon was not bright in those days. What can I do about it?In desperation, I hope that everyone can understand and understand each other, because everyone has had a "life on earth." I'm the same, I just have a lot of insomnia at night. I also consulted the prescription of the heavenly doctor before, and the heavenly doctor explained: "This is caused by the "palace cold", it is recommended to drink more red dates and ginger syrup, which helps to warm the uterus, but there is no really effective ** method yet." ”
Oh my God, from this point of view, my "Gong Han" symptoms are unavoidable. The word "cold" is originally a disease name. "Guang" represents a profound and lasting meaning, and hasn't my body really become "Guanghan Palace"?
Alas, no more words, too many words are tears, no matter how painful, no one to comfort them, no one to accompany them, let alone pour me a hot water bag.
3. You also have to endure all kinds of false rumors, slander and suspicion.
It's not enough to just endure physical discomfort, but more importantly, there is a huge amount of psychological stress on a psychological and emotional level. In real life, some people are often bothered by something inexplicable. Inexplicably spread all kinds of rumors. Say something "Your child is mentally ill?".Not surprising, after all: "There is always a lot of right and wrong in front of the widow's door", and of course, I am no exception.
Immortals who have wives don't dare to come to me, for fear of causing trouble, and they will be scratched by their wives when they go back, and immortals who don't have wives don't dare to come, for fear that they will have a "bad record" after coming to me. This is one of the crimes of the "gods" in my place!The worst act is to "dig up the grave and slip through the widow's door", so there is no need to come to me and cause trouble needlesslyMy current wife is not around, and she is also a "homeless".My wife and I are also very good together, but I don't fit in, and I don't like people to say that I am a "loser". After some chaos, it was difficult to find a suitable wife again.
You should definitely not mistakenly think that immortals are not allowed to get married, because if marriage is not allowed, how can there be such a thing as "fairy couples"?That's because we have never had a god in our lives. We are immortals, not Buddhas. When they are not married, the great gods are there, and when they are not married, they come to them. If you don't choose to get married, where do those little immortals come from?Then let's put the "fairy couple" first'Let's tell you the story!Did you know?We are all immortals, but you are different - we are all mortals, and we are all fighting for our own happiness!As immortals, we also need to have a "** person!".
The annual Pan Tao Conference is the most unbearable for me, I was invited to dance for all the immortals, I was originally wholeheartedly, only fascinated by dancing. Unexpectedly, the chicken thief amused us. Have you noticed the Queen Mother's cunning eyes?His husband's "fiery eyes"?Sometimes he looked at me, sometimes at his husband, and repeatedly glanced between us, deeply afraid that there would be eye contact, eye contact, and other emotions between us.
If we really think like that, can you accept it?What do we look at?Can you observe which period of time?Do you know where my temper comes from?If that really happened, why would we show it off in plain sight?In my Guanghan Palace, there is such a huge courtyard that almost nothing can be done in the shadows?
Her eyes hurt my self-esteem deeply, and her doubts and doubts about me were actually an insult to my divinity!I'm very angry. Do you think I'll be willing to dance?Can you dance if you want?He put in a lot of effort but was not well received, he didn't even pay the appearance fee, and he was often teased by the male gods with groping!I don't want to talk to him because he's so domineering!I don't really want to show myself in public, I'm just afraid of your husband's authority.
I'm really tired of a place like this, and I'd rather go back to the world and live for a century than be here forever young. I know that there is only one person in this world who can live for a thousand years, and that is God, and he is me. The God in my heart looked into the distance and thought what difference was between living for one year and living for ten thousand yearsMy soul, like my body, has to go through the test of life and death, but when I die, I lie there like a dead fish, expressionless. It's just a pool of stagnant water!
In addition, I began to miss my husband, his tenderness and embrace, and the faint aroma of tobacco that emanated from him. My husband is a strong and tall man, and there must be many women pursuing him. If I don't go back, my husband may really change his feelings for him.
Whenever I think of this, my heart is filled with hatred: even the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl can enjoy family leave every year and have the opportunity to reunite with the Cowherd on the Qixi Festival, but what about me?You can only visit your family on this evening. The Jade Emperor and the Queen Mother have never arranged a family reunion vacation for me alone!
I plan to return to the world, find my husband, first give birth to a little Houyi for him, and then marry a second child. My husband is a man with brains, and he can think of a lot more ways than I do. Now, the two-child policy has been fully relaxed, so you no longer need to pay a fine for giving birth to a second child. My husband and I have children by luck. Even though I had less than a hundred years to live, I accepted it.
As a human being, when you grow old, you get old, and when you die, you die, and only when you die can you get reincarnation. What's the point of someone like me just living like someone who "never gets old"?I lost a loved one in an accident, my parents, siblings, and children all left me one after another, and I was sent to the hospital to receive **, but I left the world forever!I have lost my relatives and lovers, even my own children, and I have lived for 10,000 years without quality and connotation, so it is not worth nostalgia!I've been living in the world for seven or eight years, and I want to die, but I haven't had time yet. If the Jade Emperor does not agree to my return to the world, I will choose to resign from my position.