My name is Wang Zhiming, I am 75 years old this year, I was a bank clerk before I retired, and my wife and I have two sons, the eldest son is named Wang Gang, and the younger son is called Wang Qiang. My family has always been in good condition, and I have provided a good education for both of my two sons, both of whom have been admitted to prestigious universities, and after graduation, they have worked in other places, married and had children. After my wife and I retired, we had a pension of more than 5,000 yuan per month, plus the family's savings, our life was very rich and free, and we often traveled to enjoy our old age.
However, my wife suddenly had a heart attack last year and was admitted to the hospital, and I asked my sons for money, but they all said that they had a lot of work pressure and high living expenses, so they couldn't give me money. I had no choice but to use my family's savings, but my wife's illness became more and more serious, and in the end, she could not recover and passed away. After my wife left, I felt that my life had no meaning, and my savings were gone, leaving me with only a monthly pension, barely making ends meet.
I wanted my sons to pick me up and go to live with them, but they all said that their house was too small and there was no room to spare, so I was left to live in my hometown. I was very sad and felt that my sons were not filial and did not care about me, I was alone at home, with no one to accompany me and no one to take care of me, and I felt very lonely. I think every day about why I gave birth to them, why they did this to me, what hope I had for more, what joy I had left.
One day, when I was cooking at home, I accidentally splashed my hand with oil, and I screamed in pain, I picked up my phone and called my sons, wanting them to come and see me, but they all said that they were very busy and had no time. I was so angry that I threw my phone on the ground, thinking to myself, I raised them so hard, but they treated me like this, I might as well die.
I had an idea, and I sent a text message to my sons saying that I had sold the family house and used the money to buy myself an insurance policy, and if I died, they would get a share of the money. As soon as I finished texting, I turned off my phone and lay on my bed, waiting for their reaction. I thought to myself, they must be frightened by my news, they must regret it, they must immediately run to me to beg for forgiveness, they must take good care of me.
Unexpectedly, the next day, I saw my two sons running over, and when they saw me, they cried, saying that they were sorry for me and asked me to forgive them, and they would definitely take good care of me in the future. As soon as I looked at them, I knew that they had been tricked by me, and they didn't really care about me at all, they just wanted my money. I sneered and said, "You're late, I've already sold the house, and the money has been donated to charity, you won't get anything, you better go, don't bother me." ”
When they heard this, they were all stunned, they couldn't believe that what I said was true, they asked me why I did it, and I said, "I do this so that you can know how cruel, how unfilial, and how unworthy of my love is for everything you have done to me." You think I'm your ATM, you think I'm your ornament, you think I'm a burden to you, you're wrong, I'm your father, I'm your relative, I'm your benefactor. You don't know how to be grateful, you don't know how to respect, you don't know how to love, you only know how to use, you only know how to take, you only know how to hurt. You don't deserve my money, you don't deserve my love, you don't deserve my forgiveness. Go away, I don't know you from now on, and don't come to me again, I don't want to see you again. ”
When they heard this, they all cried, they said they knew they were wrong, they said they were willing to change, they said they really loved me, they said they didn't want my money, just my love, they said they were willing to live with me, live together, and be with me. They said a lot, but I didn't listen, I pushed them away, let them go, I said, "I don't believe what you say, I don't forget what you do, I see through your hearts, I hate your faces." Go ahead, go as far as possible, don't come back, don't bother me again, I don't need you, I don't want you, I don't love you. ”
They have nothing to say when they see me like this, they have to leave in a huff, they are gone, I don't look back, I don't have nostalgia, I don't regret it, I only feel relaxed, I only feel relieved, I only feel free. I am alone at home, no one to accompany me, no one to take care of, but I don't feel lonely, I don't feel lonely, I don't feel sad, I only feel calm, I only feel peaceful, I only feel happy. I know, I made the right decision, I know, I taught them a lesson, I know, I gave myself a chance, I know, I gave the world a contribution. I have no regrets, I have no resentment, I have no fear, I only have hope, I only have faith, I only have courage. I am waiting for death to come, I believe that death will bring me a better life, I believe that death will reunite me with my wife, and I believe that death will give me true love.