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My name is Li Fang, I am 42 years old and I am a nanny. I was born into an ordinary family, my father was a factory worker, and my mother worked as a clerk in a street office. I have always had excellent grades from elementary school to high school, and everyone says that I am a good and smart kid who will make a difference. We got married after graduating from college. I became a primary school Chinese teacher, and Ma Dong worked as a programmer in a company. I have eaten all the hardships of married life, Ma Dong is lazy all day long, all the housework is handed over to me, and he ignores me when I often work overtime to prepare for classes. Gradually, love faded to the background, and Ma Jun was merry outside all day long, using his home as a meal ticket. I couldn't stand it anymore and divorced him. 
After the divorce, I rented a house and lived alone, working during the day and usually staying at home alone at night. Fortunately, my colleagues cared about me and often asked me to party together so that I didn't feel too lonely. Two years passed without incident, and on my 38th birthday, a friend introduced me to his house as a nanny. I thought about it and agreed, just to change the environment, and I can also make some extra money. The family's surname is Zhang, and they live in an old apartment in the center of the city, with a family of three. Mr. Zhang is a middle-aged man who works for a car companyMrs. Zhang is a few years younger than her husband and is a gentle and virtuous traditional womanThere is also an old man, who should be Mr. Zhang's father, and we all call him Uncle Zhang. When I first arrived, I mainly took care of their 6-year-old son, Xiao Zhang, picking him up and dropping him off at school, taking him to do his homework, playing with him, etc. Xiao Zhang is very clingy to me, maybe I, as a teacher, should get along with him in a good way. Sometimes I also help with household chores, but mainly take care of the children. 
Uncle Zhang is in his 70s, with gray hair and a relatively weak body. I often see him sitting on the old fabric sofa in the living room in a daze, looking a little lonely. Sometimes I would go to chat with him, and he would tell me about the past, and his tone was full of nostalgia and reluctance. I think Uncle Zhang is a very interesting person. He is well-informed and behaves in a proper manner. Unlike Ma Jun, an unconscious man, Uncle Zhang gave me the impression of being easy-going, kind and dignified. Gradually, I would go out of my way to sit with my uncle after work. Sometimes I cook him a nutritious meal or read the newspaper to him. We chatted like old friends and the atmosphere was pleasant. One night, I went to talk to my uncle as usual. He looked a little depressed that day, and I asked him with concern what was wrong. 
Uncle sighed and said, "I went to the hospital today to check my body, and the doctor said that my kidney function has deteriorated so badly that I may not last for a few years." I suddenly felt like I didn't have much left of my life, and I was a little afraid of being alone. I shook my uncle's hand and said, "Uncle, please don't worry too much, your body needs to be adjusted day by day, and I will continue to take good care of you." I will accompany my uncle through this difficult time, and don't feel lonely. Uncle looked up at me, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes: "Ah Fang, I'm much more relieved to talk to you." I'm living at such an age, my children have their own families, and I really need someone by my side. ”
Uncle, I thought about it all night, it's too hard for you to live alone now. Why don't I move in with you?Can take care of your daily life. I said cautiously. "Uncle, don't excuse me, it's empty for me to live alone anyway. You'll be my partner. "The more I talked, the more excited I became. "Hehe, Ah Fang, you kid is really good. Uncle smiled, and the smile was warm. Gradually, I realized that I felt more for my uncle than for my friends or my parents. Every time Uncle laughs, I feel my heart racing;Whenever he was uncomfortable, I was extremely worried. It's like I'm really in love with my uncle. 
Uncle didn't seem to be in a good mood that day, and I asked him with concern what was wrong. Uncle said, "It's nothing, it's just that I feel lonely." I am old, and my children are too busy to take care of themselves. I'm grateful that you're the only one who truly understands me. It's just that I don't have long to live, and I'm always worried that you'll bother me. When I said that, my heart pounded. Uncle looked surprised: "Ah Fang, you are a young girl, in love with me, an old man?."”
Yes, uncle, I know that sounds ridiculous. But I really like you and the time I spend with you. I want to be with you forever, I want to take care of you, I want you to be happy!I plucked up all the courage to pour. "Ah Fang, I don't deserve your love. Uncle sighed, "You are still so young, energetic, beautiful and lovely, you should find a young man who is as good as you and live a happy life." I'm dying old, I won't live for a few years, and I'll just drag you down. "I'm so sad, tears in my eyes** "Uncle, I just want you!."I don't care about the age gap, I love everything about you. I am willing to take care of you and grow old with you. Even if it's only for a few years, being with you is my happiness. "Uncle looked at me with a complicated look in his eyes. After a long while, he sighed and said, "Ah Fang, I'm not as good as you think. I'm also selfish, do you really want to be with me?”