As a retired worker, he has a pension of 6,000 yuan per month, and his living conditions can be said to be very good. With a retirement income like Uncle Qin, you can live a very decent life in our small town. What's even more enviable is that Uncle Qin owns two sets of self-produced properties, one of which has been sold for his wife's treatment, but he still has one that he can live in. In addition, his children are also married, and he has added several grandchildren. 
Uncle Qin, who should have enjoyed the joy of family, seems to have the greatest comfort in life: a generous pension, real estate in hand, and both children and daughters. It stands to reason that he has already achieved fame and should live a carefree old age when he enters old age. But what is unbelievable is that Uncle Qin's life is not satisfactory, but has a very bitter taste. Many people may think that he already has good living conditions and should have nothing to worry about. However, the truth of life is often beyond our imagination. Over the years, Uncle Qin has had an extremely difficult life, and even had the idea of ending his life several times. Behind the seemingly good life, there is unspeakable pain and despair hidden in him. That year, Uncle Qin was 65 years old and in his second year of retirement at home. He and his wife are enjoying a happy and happy old age. Suddenly, one day, my wife had a physical problem, and after an examination, she was diagnosed with terminal stomach cancer. 
Uncle Qin sent his wife to a good hospital. He did not hesitate to pay high medical bills and sold a property to save his beloved wife's life. However, after a few months, his wife still failed to get cancer and finally passed away. The news of his wife's death was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for Uncle Qin. He was extremely sad to lose his long-lived partner. What's more, the old father-in-law that his wife has been taking care of is now unattended, and this burden falls on Uncle Qin's shoulders alone. In order to take care of his bedridden father-in-law, Uncle Qin also specially hired a nanny, with a monthly salary of up to 4,000 yuan. This expense took a huge toll on his life in retirement. To make matters worse, he also has an elderly mother to support. Facing the two sick and weak old men alone, Uncle Qin's whole body collapsed. should have relied on his children to share the burden of supporting the elderly, but none of Uncle Qin's children could give strong support. 
Uncle Qin has a pair of children. After her daughter entered high school, she dropped out of school early and married an unemployed young man. The son-in-law has nothing to do all day, and the daughter works alone to support the family. I have a poor life, and I have no time to take care of anything else. The son learned a small trade and was able to make ends meet when he started his business. But in the past ten years, his craft has long been obsolete by the times. With a family of three living in a difficult place, the future is uncertain. Every New Year's holiday, he comes back sporadically to visit Uncle Qin. The children's family is living in poverty, and they can't share any financial support pressure from Uncle Qin. Not to mention taking care of the elderly. The children did not give Uncle Qin substantial help, which undoubtedly made matters worse. Caring for an old father-in-law who is paralyzed in bed and an elderly mother who has limited mobility alone is a complete nightmare. However, Uncle Qin, who was burdened with it, could only hold on and endure it. 
Under his diligent discipline, his father-in-law has lived to the age of 88, suffering from several stubborn diseases, and his ability to take care of himself has been completely lost. Uncle Qin wants to wash, eat, and go to the toilet for him. Serve in all directions. The days of the two elderly people living in the same room became more and more difficult, and Uncle Qin was almost dizzy - his mother had to push a wheelchair to move, and his father-in-law had to be fed like a baby. It is difficult to live normally, and it is even worse once the elderly have a physical condition. Once, the two old people were sick and hospitalized at the same time, and Uncle Qin could only take turns to take care of them, and they had an unimaginable New Year. Years of tortured life had exhausted Uncle Qin, and he could no longer endure such days. Just hoping to be able to be liberated early one day, he had the idea of suicide many times. 
I wanted to give up taking care of the two old men several times, but looking at their withered figures, how could Uncle Qin be ruthless. As the only relative, he really can't bear to abandon it. What made Uncle Qin even more desperate was that the compassion of the two old men was surprisingly good, even more than ninety years old, and they were still surviving under his care. This makes an already unbearable life seem even more dead. He is also dying, and Uncle Qin can't be sure how long he can last it. He no longer wants to struggle in pain forever, and the only hope is speedy liberation, even if it is death.