Later I learned that when a person decides not to wait any longer, the heart can be very hard.
On the day of the breakup, I asked him to meet in front of the window of the mall, and when I watched him walk slowly across the street while playing with his mobile phone, I suddenly saw the boy who used to run to me with a smile.
He asked me why I didn't have to come to the mall when I didn't get home from work, and I pointed to the sign of the wedding ring on my head, and then carefully removed the plain ring on my middle finger. He was a little flustered, and he was anxious to confirm with me, you didn't mention that you wanted to get married.
I said yes, I just wanted to tell you that I won't wait for you.
Actually, I said it quite calmly, but he still showed a kind of it"What's wrong with you"I held back my tears and turned my head away, and then he came over and hugged me, in order to persuade me to go home if there was anything to do.
This action has been repeated for most of the past six months, and I know exactly what words of comfort he will say in the next second. He will definitely promise to come back early in the future, play less games, care more about me, and no longer let me fall in love and always quarrel endlessly.
It's really easy to say, but it's all perfunctory between saying and doing, and that's the reason why I really want to break up.
It's not the harsh words that are left behind during the dispute, the indifferent eyes during the Cold War, but the moment of reconciliation, you find that all the promises have been staged many times, and if you don't stop it, it will appear endlessly in the rest of your life.
There are some things that can't be seen in sight, such as waiting for someone to change for you, waiting for someone who may no longer love you to fall in love again, and the time and love spent for this hopelessness is precisely the most unaffordable.
In this relationship, I will always be the one who waits while working hard.
At first, I waited for him to reply to me where I went to drink today, waited for him to calm down and had a chance to sit down and have a good talk, and then waited for him to understand my efforts and grievances, and then stupidly waited for him to fulfill his promises one by one.
When we were together, he said that we should wear a plain ring first, and when we get married one day, we will change it to a diamond ring on your ring finger.
Maybe it's because he really wanted to have a future with me when he said this, so he let every word support my waiting. Now that I've saved up enough of disappointment, I can finally see how unworthy such a request is.
In fact, no one in this world is really stupid, and self-deception is often because we care, and we forgive again and again, just because we still have expectations.
It's not fair, isn't it?
Two people who obviously love each other go on the road together, but they prefer to be left behind, from beginning to end my hand is just stretched out waiting for you to hold it, but unfortunately it is too long to be tired of heart and hand, so I can only retract it.
I wanted to ask him when we broke up, do you regret it?The person who stayed up all night waiting for you, said good morning to you as soon as possible, accompanied you in everything, and chatted with you anytime and anywhere, and now finally has nothing to say to you.
But I couldn't help asking, I think the answer was never in asking again and again, but in his impatient expression, in all of which he said"It doesn't make me sad"In the lie, the answer is not love, that's all.
Love is such a thing, it seems that there is no escape from the left and right"etc"Word.
I've seen drunk men leaning against the wall crying, I've seen girls crying at the door of the movie theater, heard them whimpering at **, and then wiped away their tears and walked back to the sea of people.
In the past, I especially understood their sadness, it was a battle that ended without a problem, and love was not possible, yes"It was a normal day, but I didn't expect it to disperse like this"obsession.
But now I finally understand that everything in this world has a time limit, just like the lines in Wong Kar-wai's movies, whether it is saury or canned pineapple, it will expire.
Including those who love you will always be waiting for you.
The truth is that sometimes we cry bitterly, sometimes we get drunk, and no matter how much you love, you may not be able to afford to wait. When the time comes, they will also put away their expectations, leave a silence that no longer explains, and then turn away from the unworthy person.
After all, messages have to be sent to people who respond, and so is love, since it can be done in the first placeFor no reasonlandLike,Then my heart was completely brokenNaturally, tooThere will be no nostalgialandWaiver
So when he asked me if it was still possible, I said, you and I both have the possibility of meeting someone else, but between us, there will never be.
In fact, on the day of the breakup, I was waiting for the train at the station after work, and the wind was very strong, so I shrank in the corner of the stop sign and kept looking into the distance.
I finally waited for the bus before my hand stiffened, but I couldn't get on because of the crowd, and when the bus drove away, I suddenly cried in the wind.
I want to wait for the car, and I seem to be struggling in love, looking forward to it for a long time, working hard, and in the end, only I care whether it is hot or cold.
It was also at that moment that I decided not to mend this love anymore.
I hate waiting, but I'm always waiting.
Finally, I can't afford to wait for a long time.
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