Challenge 30 days to write a diary in the headlines Everyone has their own life, their own joys and sorrows. We're always doing all sorts of things, running around and running, until finally we lose ourselves, we don't know how many miles we've run, we don't know what we want. 
Sometimes, we need to stop, be still, feel the inner voice, and think about whether our life is still the way we want it to be, and whether we are still walking our own path correctly. But when we really stop, is our heart really calm?
I don't want to be quiet, because when I am quiet, I think of the past. The day-to-day part-time job and the trivialities of life made me forget the former self, and the former self was so far away from me, and even made me feel lost. When I am quiet, I will think of my loss, I will think of my pain, and I will think of my confusion.
However, I found that when I didn't want to be quiet, my life became more and more run-in-the-road. I don't have time to think about those things anymore because I have to keep going, working, savings, dreaming. There is no difference in treatment in life, there is no way back, only to struggle and forget.
Perhaps, we don't need to be truly quiet, we just need to slow down our pace, live our lives more slowly, pay attention to our hearts, and truly experience the meaning of our lives. Life is too short to always be busy with external things, we have to find our inner balance.
I must admit that I struggled to find that balance in my short and busy life. However, I believe that whether I can find it or not, I must keep moving forward and run towards my dream as fast as possible!
There are many people and many things in life, and they all have their own meaning of existence. When we stop and meditate, everything becomes clearer, we see more direction, we see more hope, we see more possibilities. Instead of being afraid of being swept away by your own heart, it is better to let your heart be alone and quiet, to find the living self.