Siqingerile's new work "Lazy Cat" finally went online on December 18, which is his return after a long hiatus.
This song is the result of two years of preparation, and my love for it is beyond words.
Since the release of this song, no matter which social platform it is in, people's evaluation of Siqingerile is not optimistic.
Either everyone shouted Zang Tianshuo's name, or they were sarcastically saying that her singing voice was not as good as Daolang.
As a female rock singer who has appeared on the Spring Festival Gala five times, Siqingerile's talent is well known, but why did she fall into the current situation?
The rock ** "female general" that shook the grassland
Born in 1968, Siqingerile is a herder family living in Xilin Gol, Inner Mongolia. Although she was the third daughter in the family, her parents still loved her and chose the name "Siqingerile", which means "light of wisdom".
Perhaps because of his innate talent, Siqingerile has loved singing and dancing since he was very young, and his loud singing voice and powerful dancing posture have made his family and friends especially love this lively little girl.
In order to allow their daughter to have a better development, her parents specially sent her to a dance school, hoping that Siqingerile would be able to carve out her own world there.
When she was young, she did live up to her parents' expectations. With her extraordinary talent and slender figure, she was successfully admitted to the dance class of Inner Mongolia Academy of Arts in 1981 and became one of them.
The parents were filled with pride in their hearts, and when they looked at their daughter's acceptance letter, they were full of joy that Siqingerile was about to move on to a bigger stage.
After arriving at the school, Siqingerile realized that everything was not as simple as he imagined.
Perhaps because Siqingerile had an extraordinary talent since he was a child, he was always at the top of his class.
She slowly began to feel proud and complacent, no longer played with her classmates often, and even preferred to practice alone when practicing in class.
Siqingerile gradually became a special presence in the class, and day after day, she was often overlooked, and even during rehearsals, few people remembered her presence.
Due to her withdrawn nature, Siqingerile has long been unable to learn how to fit in with the collective.
So, after thinking about it for a long time, she decided to look for a new hobby. Eventually, Sqingerile turned her interest to the guitar.
By learning the guitar, Siqingerile not only met his first love, but also became deeply fascinated by rock and roll.
Under their guidance, Siqingerile, who had already been admitted to the song and dance troupe and had a stable job for life, gave up everything and went south to Shenzhen.
At that time, she was full of hope and pursued dreams and love, but after the grinding of reality, Siqingerile realized that she had embarked on a path of no return.
has repeatedly met scumbags, and his career and love have been hit hard.
In 1990, Siqingerile followed in the footsteps of her boyfriend and came to Shenzhen.
Although Shenzhen was not as prosperous as it is now, it was full of opportunities under the attraction of policies and the promotion of construction.
In pursuit of fame, Siqingerile also led the formation of the "Goshawk Band".
The lead singer at that time was Yang Kun, who would be in the limelight in the future.
However, they encountered difficulties in the division of labor. In fact, both Siqingerile and her first boyfriend are good at playing guitar, but there is no need for two guitarists in the band.
In order to keep both of them and not to embarrass her boyfriend, after a night of careful consideration, Siqingerile decided to relearn bass and serve as the bassist of this band.
Although this is only a trivial matter, it is clear that whenever there is any difficulty in love, Siqingerile is always the first to make a compromise.
Over the next few years, both strife within the band and disagreements in life prompted Siqingerile to compromise again and again in exchange for the cooperation of her first boyfriend.
It wasn't until he sold Siqingerile's bass worth more than 10,000 yuan for 300 yuan that she realized that blindly giving in to meet her boyfriend's needs could not make love consummated.
From then on, Siqingerile decided to end their relationship with their first love, and their "Goshawk Band" came to an end.
After a year, Siqingerile joined Zang Tianshuo's band by chance, and this decision directly changed her life.
Zang Tianshuo's early debut is in stark contrast to Siqingerile's nearly decade-long silence, and he can be described as a pivotal figure in the Chinese rock scene.
Under his careful planning, Siqingerile soon became popular in the north and south of the river with the adapted song "Mountain Songs Are Like Spring River Water".
In the next few years, she was also fortunate to appear on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala five times.
In the journey of rock music, Zang Tianshuo is not only her mentor, but also her Bole.
Under the protection of these halos, Siqingerile soon became Zang Tianshuo's admirer, and this unfortunate fate that had an important impact on her life began.
At that time, Zang Tianshuo was not only married, but also surrounded by a lot of warblers and swallows.
However, he did not disclose all this, just to get Sqingeri.
It wasn't until after living together for more than a year that Zang Tianshuo said to Siqingerile very calmly in the middle of the night: "There is a woman who is pregnant, but the relationship between us is like brother and sister. ”
When Siqingerile learned the news, she felt a little confused. She once thought that the relationship between herself and Zang Tianshuo was the most beautiful thing in the world, but she didn't expect it to be just a ** in the end.
At the age of 33, this conceited woman unexpectedly gets involved in someone else's emotional dispute and becomes a third party.
Although Siqingerile suffered from Zang Tianshuo's violence during that time, she considered all the injuries in her body to be inferior to the fatal injuries this time.
Even years later, when he was interviewed, he still couldn't help but burst into tears when he recalled these past events again.
In order to save Zang Tianshuo, Siqingerile considered arguing with the woman, or even making a move, hoping to be able to fight for something for her feelings.
She just wanted to put it into practice, but found out that she was pregnant.
Siqingerile has experienced from a lover to a "junior", and then to a mother who is about to give birth to a child out of wedlock, and she finds it difficult to accept this huge change in identity, at that time she only hopes to discuss the future direction with Zang Tianshuo.
In Tibetan culture, abortion is forbidden after all. Therefore, Siqingerile had to consider whether the child should continue to be born.
However, once he learned the news, Zang Tianshuo mysteriously disappeared. He doesn't answer **, doesn't reply to text messages, and even his friends are tight-lipped and refuse to reveal his whereabouts.
It was as if Zang Tianshuo had never left a trace in Siqingerile's life, and his disappearance was so complete, as if he had never intended to be responsible for Siqingerile.
It was only at this moment that Siqingerile realized that the loved one had never had love for him.
Siqingerile was so disheartened that he even tried to end it all with sleeping pills. However, after she was rescued, she fell into a state of confusion: "What does it mean to give such sincere love to someone?"”
After experiencing such a painful "love catastrophe", Siqingerile still decided to find someone to convey the news to Zang Tianshuo: "Please accompany me to get rid of this child, and then we can each not owe each other." ”
After learning the news, Zang Tianshuo quickly came to the hospital, and after the operation, their love also ended.
Although the ending was not a happy one, Siqingerile knew that this was the end for them.
After leaving Zang Tianshuo, Siqingerile is still firmly on the road of **.
She has appeared at the Spring Festival Gala and has also been interviewed. In 2005, Siqingerile released a rock album called "Myself" to commemorate the bygone years.
Even after the body, Siqingerile has made cameo appearances in several TV series.
Although she is no longer as sought-after as she was back then, ** still brings her infinite strength.
However, Siqingerile did not expect that in half of her life, she would eventually attract countless accusations because of a "small matter".
In the first half of 2023, Daolang, who has not released new songs for a long time, suddenly became active on the Internet, and several new songs released by him quickly caused a sensation on the whole network. At the same time, Yang Kun, Na Ying and others also became the focus of attention again because of these new songs and some old things.
Coincidentally, at this critical moment, Siqingerile suddenly released a **, expressing such thoughts: "Nowadays, it is no longer enough to simply launch ** works, but also need to have marketing wisdom." ”
As soon as she said it, not only did many netizens start to ridicule Siqingerile for being "narrow-minded", but also some people began to dig up her past deeds and ask about her relationship with Zang Tianshuo.
She is considered by many people to be a person who "has problems with her personal morality and has ruined her three views".
Perhaps even Siqingerile herself did not realize that her impulse had become a reason for everyone to attack her.
Before the launch of "Lazy Cat", Siqingerile also released a paragraph**.
She frankly expressed that she had experienced many unpleasant things in **, and also admitted that "the pressure of life has taken my breath away".
Her messy hair, noticeable eye bags, and several breakdowns and tears made her look haggard.
Many even suspect that Sqingerile's mental state seems to be showing signs of depression.
Unfortunately, even so, Siqingerile's comment section is still full of attacks from many people.
Epilogue. The little girl who was born on the grassland is now a middle-aged woman alone, and Siqingerile has spent 55 years of spring and autumn, and is about to enter old age.
Looking back on her life, there may be something that she did not do quite right, but "people are not sages", and I hope that Siqingerile will also have the opportunity to correct it.