Carefully read "The Distant Savior" and found that Rui Xiaodan's suicide was caused by the joint action of **Ying, Xiao and Ouyang, Rui Weifeng and his wife, and Rui Xiaodan himself.
But the decisive factor is ** Ying's numbness and indifference and indulgence towards Rui Xiaodan after his death.
* If Ying hadn't been numb and indifferent to Rui Xiaodan, and hadn't tricked Rui Xiaodan in the direction of death, he wouldn't have committed suicide.
Rui Xiaodan and ** Ying had never thought about death before, and they chose the line of criminal police just because they felt "majestic", not because they were convenient for suicide. Rui Xiaodan's plan to become a lawyer in two years is proof of this.
Before contacting Ding, Rui Xiaodan had already planned it.
However, since coming into contact with Ding, Rui Xiaodan's heart has been filled with the shadow of death. What is the reason?
The demarcation point is the point of skunk bombs.
Before he could play the stink bomb, Ding turned Rui Xiaodan away;But after knowing that Rui Xiaodan almost died, he was willing to accept Rui Xiaodan as his "confidant".
Rui Xiaodan knew in his heart that it was his "death" that affected the nerves of **Ying.
From then on, as long as she was willing to get something from Mr. Ding, she would tease him with death.
On the side of the road on the North Ring Road of the ancient city, Rui Xiaodan excitedly held Ding in his arms in the pouring rain, and said intoxicatedly, "A thousand words will be gathered into one word and tell me." ”
Most people think that what Rui Xiaodan wants to hear is nothing more than "I love you". But Ding just said "work hard".
After the first time, Mr. Ding still didn't say these three sentences, and Rui Xiaodan began to say the words of death.
Then let a gunshot go off, I will always be in your hearts. ”
Ding diverted the topic and asked Rui Xiaodan to help him get his clothes. Neither refuted nor criticized her.
Second. Rui Xiaodan said:
I really want to die in your arms, and then you throw me into the sea, and I am the happiest woman. ”
Mr. Ding continued:
How can you draw an arc in the night sky when you are dead?”
Describing death as beautiful as a star in the night sky, Mr. Ding has begun to ** her.
Later, Rui Xiaodan had a wonderful reverie about death:
Then I will lie in your arms and listen to the songs, and listen to you say to me about heaven and hell, and I will die quietly in your arms, and I will open a small piece of forget-me-not before my grave. ”
Men generally say, what is dead, what is dead, wouldn't it be good to live well!But Ding said, "You just said that you were going to the sea, why did you go down to the ground in a flash?"”
So Rui Xiaodan asked him to throw himself into the sea again.
Dante said that I would go to Wutai Mountain in a few days and burn incense and worship the Buddha in the temple to ask for an explanation. mainly for his plan to "kill the rich and help the poor", and also to kill Rui Xiaodan.
When Rui Xiaodan was alive, Mr. Ding not only did not dispel her thoughts of death once, but had already thought of a way to seek peace of mind for himself in advance.
After Rui Xiaodan finished the German Gregory poem, he told Ding that he was not ready to make a detour to Jerusalem and hoped to return to China directly.
As a result, he didn't let him, and ran over directly by plane.
Why did Ding have to bring Rui Xiaodan to Jerusalem?
Due to the conflict between Palestine and Israel at that time, the law and order in Jerusalem was very chaotic, and there was a danger around it at any time and everywhere.
In this situation of intimate contact with the god of death, teach Rui Xiaodan a lesson, the truth is real, and the effect is good.
It would be nice if Rui Xiaodan was in a hail of bullets like this.
What should I do if there's a bomb here today?”
Maybe die. ”
It's about death, what does death mean?”
Then what about none. ”
No, it's still there, love is eternal at that time. ”
So should you pray to have a bomb or not?”
Existence and eternity are acceptable to me, is there any other difference?”
*Ying smiled happily and praised Xiao Dan after seeing that his goal was achieved:
This is not good, it goes straight to the heart, and you can quickly become an immortal. ”
As long as you're not stupid, you know the difference between having bullets and not having them.
Who can take the initiative to seek death in order to make love last forever?
But Rui Xiaodan kept saying that if he was dead or alive, he wanted Ding to say the word love;In addition to being terrifying, Mr. Ding also kept tempting her to die.
Mr. Ding subconsciously was looking forward to a few bombs coming out of his side, so that everyone could be well released.
Last time. Rui Xiaodan saw that the previous trick was useless, and decided not to make irresponsible remarks, and he would no longer oppose him.
She said she intended to accept his offer two years ago.
Rui Xiaodan made cold dishes into hot dishes, arranged cups, plates, cigarettes and drinks one by one, and even poured wine for him.
As soon as he thought of Rui Xiaodan writing down all the questions in his heart on paper, Mr. Ding understood that he could no longer dodge.
However, Mr. Ding is still groping.
He began by saying, "There, the heart is not moving, and it is not working." ”
The implication of this lie is that he is only tempted by her, and he is not moved by it any more.
Mr. Ding said that his dream was to buy a decent house on the outskirts of Berlin, alone and undisturbed by the music of the Volga River.
It means that Rui Xiaodan has never been arranged.
Why raise me?In short, even if Rui Xiaodan wants to post it upside down, he doesn't want to post it upside down.
But Rui Xiaodan still struggled and said:
My intentions are to be combined with yours, to have a structure. At the end of the day, it's because I'm too greedy, and I want to stand there and talk for a long time. ”
Dante Gu said left and right, gushing:
Second, I will lend you 5 million, 3% annual interest, and repay the principal and interest of 7.25 million in a lump sum in the 15th year. You withdrew the money early and bought the house in Berlin to raise me. The house is depreciated at 2%, and with 1.5 million depreciation over 15 years plus 2.25 million in interest over 15 years, you definitely have a risk of 3.75 million, which is the price you need to pay to prove yourself standing there talking. ”
Even the depreciation and interest are also clear, which shows that everyone is not very familiar with it, and I will distinguish it clearly with you;said to Rui Xiaodan bluntly: You can't support me, you have to stand in my position and talk to me, you don't have the conditions yet.
Anyway, no matter whether Rui Xiaodan is saying the same thing, whether he is against himself or not, whether he is going with himself, Mr. Ding has not changed. In him, there is no "love".
Rui Xiaodan's heart has long understood that Ding doesn't like him. No, in fact, she understood it very well at the beginning, but she just didn't want to admit it.
Therefore, although Rui Xiaodan and Ding have a secret chat room on the Internet, they can hold back and no longer have contact with Ding during their one-month mission.
However, as soon as he met Huang Fuhai and several bank robbers, the thought of the sound of shells in Jerusalem made his heart itch again, and he still couldn't help but be persecuted with death.
So she hit ** to find Ding.
Ding understood in his heart that she couldn't die if she fell in love with her, and she would have to face things she didn't want to face in the futureNot to say that she will die, but only if she dies can he be safe.
So Ding just remained silent.
The book clearly wrote, "What does Rui Xiaodan mean by beating ** Yingxin is like a mirror." ”
On the evening of August 2, Rui Xiaodan called ** to Ding, and not long after hanging **, he knew very well that Rui Xiaodan had passed away, but he only thought about it, no pain, no crying.
In the evening of the next day, the police rushed to inform Rui Xiaodan that he was not at home. Mr. Ding was not surprised, he still did not feel pain, did not cry or make trouble.
Later, when ** said "The members of the criminal police team know you", Ding panicked.
After the two policemen left, Ding's hatred for Rui Xiaodan surged into her heart from her veins, and she remembered the days of being intimate with Rui Xiaodan, and a kind of disgust in her body reflected from her chest.
Ding believes that Rui Xiaodan's death is appropriate, "when life is born, there will be death".
He didn't know what kind of saying in this world meant that death was not death, and that only criminals should die unjustly.
Rui Xiaodan is a twenty-seven or eighteen-year-old woman with a good demeanor, a capable policeman, and her parents are only in their fifties, why should they die?
But **Ying just thinks Rui Xiaodan should die.
If you want to say that Rui Xiaodan hurt ** Ying and made it inconvenient for herself, when Rui Xiaodan called him, she could treat her as if it was the first time to leave directly, and there was no need to try her best to hurt her at the same time.
*Ying is a student who graduated from Tsinghua University, and he doesn't seem to realize that the law that loves to exploit loopholes will live sooner or later.
But he prefers to play tricks in life and play with others;He thinks that he has "attained enlightenment" and thinks that he is superior to others;No one thought that they had not figured out the truth of harming others as harming themselves.