Lately, I've been in a daze a lot.
I always feel myself, and I find that I have no worries, no inner stuck, no mood swings.
This feeling is actually a bit boring, because I have been in this state for too long.
I always want to do something, stir up my life, create some obstacles, and make my heart ripple.
However, it seems that nothing can be found.
It is as if I have cultivated into the realm of "emptiness".
As a result, I often began to envy others for having troubles.
When I was consulting, I encountered a lot of troubles on the other side, and my heart burned with envy.
Many people say that if you listen to so much negative energy every day, will it affect yourself?
I thought to myself, I'm already in that state of "envy other people's troubles."
At this moment, you can either order a barbecue to eat, the kind of spicy one, which is strong enough.
Eat yourself fat, and then you will have troubles, and you have to be busy**.
However, if I really gain weight, I will also accept myself very much, and I like the way I look when I am fat.
I used to feel "lonely" and wanted my mom to "understand me".
Now, I don't even have that.
Help me. At a young age, it's not good to cultivate too thoroughly.
At the top of the mountain, that's all.
Wash and sleep