Title: Wilderness Night, Family** Hungry for My Thrilling Encounter
System: If the mission fails, you will be eliminated.
According to their wishes, I will die on the eve of the war.
I kept **, self-harming, and even committing suicide.
01 Since I was a child, I had a system in my head.
At the beginning, I saw the blue sky and white clouds, and I didn't take it to heart.
After all, I have a father, a mother, an older sister, and a lovely younger brother.
How could it be that no one loved me?I look forward to it every day, every night.
It wasn't until I was six years old that I finally waited for the carriage sent by my parents to take me back to Beijing.
However, when she saw that I looked like my mother, she fainted at first sight, and my father hurriedly called the doctor.
My brother was only four years old, and he cried loudly, clenched his fist with one hand, pointed at me with the other, and scolded me in a milky voice: "Little bastard!"."The house was in a mess.
I froze in place, and suddenly it seemed that this task was not as simple as I had imagined.
02 I didn't see my sister until the day after I returned to Beijing.
She was the only one in the house who welcomed me home.
My sister has a very beautiful name - Wishing Tonight.
And my brother's name is Zhu Jinchao.
As soon as you hear it, you can tell that it is a brother and sister.
I folded off a piece of grass and patiently knitted it into a ring to give to my sister as if it were a treasure.
My sister opened her palm and took my ring, but she didn't put it on her hand.
She smiled and said, "You'll know when you grow up." ”
I didn't dwell on that, so I didn't ask any more questions.
A gust of wind blew, and I hurriedly patted my ass and helped my sister up.
Sister, the wind is blowing, let's go back to the house.
I have always been as strong as a calf, but my sister is like a weak willow supporting the wind, and her health is not very good.
The year she was born, her father was relegated to a cold place in the northwest because he was involved in factional struggles in the imperial court.
When my mother was pregnant, she suffered a lot.
So my sister has been weak since birth and suffers from asthma.
Four years later, my mother gave birth to me, my father was reinstated, and the whole family returned to Beijing together, except for me.
I helped her into the house and heard a sound of laughter and slapstick coming from the yard.
I know, that's the other ** kids coming to our house to play again.
My sister said, "It's boring to stay with me all day. ”
I hurriedly shook my head like a rattle: "I want to accompany my sister!.""Otherwise, my sister would be so bored alone.
My sister is taking a lunch break.
You're here to disturb my peace. ”
My sister said angrily.
I ran out of the room as if I was gearing up, not noticing the change in the eyes of the person behind me, nor the broken grass ring.
03 When I trotted over, they were taking turns touching my brother's head.
The younger brother's face turned red, and he was about to cry: "You are not allowed to *** the head again!".The little boy in green said proudly: "The little man must be touched on the head so that he can grow taller." ”
Alright!Dare to bully my brother.
I rolled up my sleeves and shouted, "Let go of my brother!"."This sound can be regarded as an earth-shattering sound.
Scared them half to death.
The little boy in the turquoise shirt regained his senses and said mockingly, "Yo, isn't it a bastard made by Mrs. Zhu and the bandits?"I clenched my little fists and glared at him angrily: "What did you say?!".The little boy glanced at the other little boy, and while I was unprepared, the little boy pushed me down fiercely.
He said proudly, "Let you stare at me!".Little mongrel!I'm just going to say!Seeing me fall to the ground, the little boy clapped his hands proudly and laughed: "Your mother is unchaste and unclean, and your fake father is as stupid as a pig!."Isn't the little mongrel trying to find your bandit daddy?My eyes instantly turned red, and I got up like a little wolf in a rage and knocked down the little boy with my forehead.
I rode on top of him, grabbed his hair with one hand, pinched his cheek with the other, and said viciously, "Don't scold my father!"Apologize to my mom and dad!"The others were frightened by my momentum, and all of a sudden no one dared to help.
Seeing that the situation was not right, the little boy cried: "Wow-" and cried.
I won this battle completely.
Everyone scattered and fled, and I stepped forward to pick up my brother who was frightened to the ground, comforted him and said, "They were all beaten away by the second sister!".Don't be afraid!My brother pushed me away angrily, and said with a red face: "You are not my second sister, I only have one sister!"."Actually, I'm a little sad, but my brother is still young and doesn't know me very well, so I can't care.
I took out the precious thing that my sister gave me, the caramel that I had been reluctant to eat, and gave the whole bag to my younger brother.
Did Ah Chao fall hurt?Is it good to eat a caramel candy?Watching my brother take the bag of caramel sugar, my eyes were slightly curved, and I was about to laugh.
But then, in a fit of rage, he threw my cherished bag of caramel to the ground, stomped it a few times, glared at me angrily, and said, "I want as much as I want this caramel tock, little bastard, who wants you to pretend to be kind!".I returned to the room with the dirty and messy bag of caramel and asked Mama Zhang in frustration: "Mama, what do you mean by little mongrel?""Mama Zhang is a personal maid sent by my parents to take care of me.
Her face changed drastically, and she quickly covered my mouth: "Little master, don't mention this word again!".At this time, someone came to report: "Miss, grandpa told you to go to the lobby!"."On the way to the lobby, I heard the little servants and the little maids whispering small words.
They were discussing that the little boy in the green shirt was called Shen Gui, who was the cousin of the current queen and had a prominent status.
But even so, even if the queen insults my relatives, I will beat her!Behind Shen Gui stood a woman with a noble temperament.
He complained first: "Zhu Yingzhang hit me for no reason!.""I'm so angry that I'm about to die," he scolded first—" I suddenly couldn't say anything to my mother's clear eyes.
But in the next second, my mother's slap hit me hard in the face.
My eyes widened, and my mother glared at me angrily: "This bad temperament has not changed at all!."Stupid pig like!Zhu Yingzhang, apologize to Shen Gongzi!Dad didn't ask the reason, took out the ring ruler and said, "Apologize to Shen Gongzi quickly!."My heart seemed to be pinched tightly, and my voice became choppy: "I don't apologize, it was Shen Gui who scolded me first!.""Daddy, mother!The younger brother stood up, his eyes round and clear, like an innocent little fairychild.
My shining eyes were staring at him, yes, Ah Chao saw it, and he would definitely help me.
Zhu Yingzhang lied!"My brother glared at me and said solemnly, "We had a good time, but she jumped out and hit someone!.""Dad angrily grabbed my hand and hit me with a ruler on the palm without mercy.
My palm was broken, and I was punished to kneel in the ancestral hall all night.
What hurts me more than the physical pain is why my brother hates me so muchWhy don't my parents believe me at all?Could it be that what Shen Gui said is true?I was in bed for days before I could get up.
Except for Mama Zhang, who took care of me, no one came to visit me.
Mama Zhang comforted me and said, "I heard that Madame has a headache again, and my lord is busy with government affairs, and they want to come to see you—" I nodded vigorously.
I regret in my heart, why did I doubt my father and mother because of a few words from others?They just love me dearly, and they have a lot of responsibility.
Before dawn, I went out with a bamboo tube.
When I was in the country, I heard that there was a good way to have a **headache.
Brewing tea with early morning dew and drinking it for a long time can relieve even stubborn headaches and have great benefits for the body.
It was slightly bright, and I limped home in a mess, just in time to bump into Mama Zhang getting up.
Second Miss, what's wrong with your knee, your knee-" The small hole behind me led to the back mountain, and I fell on the mountain road where I took the dewdrops.
I hugged a bamboo tube full of dewdrops, smiled with satisfaction, and said, "I'm fine, Mama, please teach me how to make tea." ”
I walked to my parents' room with hot tea in my arms, but heard them talking at the door.
Mom said, "Even if we confess our relatives with blood, she is our biological daughter." ”
It was like being slapped by a wave, and ecstasy swept through my body.
I knew, I knew that Shen Gui was talking nonsense!But my mother's next words came immediately: "But her existence is like a thorn, always reminding me - master, every time I see her, I am disgusted." ”
Every word was like a sharp blade, piercing my heart fiercely and without hesitation.
Dad said, "I'm the same!."Madame, we will treat her as an object, put it in the distance, out of sight and out of mind!"I looked up at the sky, but I couldn't stop crying.
I went back with the tea, carefully handed it to Mama Zhang, lowered my head and said, "Mama, please help me give this tea to my father and mother." ”
Since then, I have consciously hidden out of my parents' sights except for eating, because I don't want them to be unhappy.
I developed a good handwriting.
I heard that my father is good at calligraphy, but I don't know if my handwriting is better, will he be better to me?Mama Zhang said that her mother's headaches were much less.
It seems that the method I use to make tea with dew drops every day really works, which is really good.
My brother threw out the birthday present I gave him again.
I don't know when he will be willing to accept my giftMy sister's health is getting worse and worse.
I went to talk to her during the day, came back at night to write notes, and folded them into thousands of paper cranes.
I carefully put the thousand paper cranes into the jar, folded them, and made a wish to the paper crane immortals.
Mama Zhang laughed at me: "Second Miss, is there really the paper crane immortal you said in the world?"I nodded with bright eyes, "Definitely." ”
When I was ten years old, I rescued a man in the back mountain, his face was covered in blood, and he couldn't see his face clearly.
The trail was even rougher, not to mention dragging a man much taller than me.
It snowed for the first time that day, and I fell down many times and almost died with him in the back mountain, but luckily I was able to take him to a hospital before I tried my best to pass out.
Someone happened to come and claimed to be his family's house slave, so I was relieved to leave.
When I got home, I developed a high fever and spent almost five days in bed.
When I woke up, I found that I had dropped a piece of jade pendant that my sister had given me.
The first time I saw Mu Yanzhi was in Sister A's yard.
The young man's eyebrows showed sparks, wantonly publicizing, "This is Sister Yingzhang in Ah Xi's mouth!."Just call me Brother Yan Zhi!"The plum blossoms in the yard were so beautiful that they made my heart beat wildly.
Sister Ah rarely asks for it, but this year she proposed to go to the Lantern Festival with the whole family.
Since the doctor diagnosed Sister A's body as getting weaker and weaker, her parents have been almost obedient to her.
So on that day, we went to the market as a family.
Even though the market was very lively, my attention was on my family.
I cherish every moment I spend with them.
My younger brother is very fond of sweets, so he bought five, six, seven or eight kinds of caramel without paying attention.
At a young age, he often had toothaches, and I couldn't bear to see him tossing and turning in bed because of the toothache.
So I opened my mouth to persuade him: "Ah Chao, eat less sugar!."Bad for teeth. He interrupted me and said, "It's not your money that's spent!."Hillbilly!Stingy!"In front of my parents, he doesn't scold me for being a mongrel, but he scolds me even more.
Sister Ah touched his head and said, "Forget it, Ah Chao can eat as much as he wants." ”
He snorted at me triumphantly.
Parents are taking their younger brother to buy toys at the stall in front.
I stood there with my sister and waited.
At this time, Sister Ah whispered to me: "I saw that pear blossom hairpin just now, my mother likes it so much, is it okay for Zhang'er to buy it?"Naturally, I agreed.
Sister pointed to the money I gave me and said, "We'll be waiting for you next to the flower girl on the edge of the gazebo." ”
At this time, the younger brother turned to Sister A and said, "Sister A, look at this, do you like it?"I smiled at him, and he turned away angrily.
Parents are taking their younger brother to buy toys at the stall in front.
I stood there with my sister and waited.
At this time, Sister Ah whispered to me: "I saw that pear blossom hairpin just now, my mother likes it so much, is it okay for Zhang'er to buy it?"Naturally, I agreed.
Sister pointed to the money I gave me and said, "We'll be waiting for you next to the flower girl on the edge of the gazebo." ”
At this time, the younger brother turned to Sister A and said, "Sister A, look at this, do you like it?"I smiled at him, and he turned away angrily.
But when I bought the pear blossom hairpin and happily arrived at the agreed place, there was no one waiting.
I confirmed that there was no trace of family in the neighborhood at all.
They may have forgotten about me and had already gone home first.
I carefully put the pear blossom hairpin and sat by the lake in a daze.
No one remembers that every year the Lantern Festival is my birthday.
There are so many lanterns coming and going, but none of them illuminate for me.
Just then, a light suddenly appeared in front of me.
I opened my eyes wide and saw the person in front of me remove the lamp, and a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes appeared in front of me.
My heart pounded, filled with confusion.
The brilliance of the countless swimming lights on the lake reflected Mu Yanzhi's even more peerless elegance, and he handed me the lamp: "This lamp is for you." ”
I stupidly took the lamp, my mind still blank, and I said nonsense: "But I don't have any money." ”
He smiled and said, "Then give a smile in exchange." ”
Mu Yanzhi sent me to the door of the Prime Minister's Mansion and left.
I looked at the warm lights in the lobby and observed the family laughing and harmonious from afar.
Originally, I didn't want to bother, but I couldn't help but think of the pear blossom hairpin in my arms, so I walked in anyway.
My mother glared at me angrily: "Why don't you leave without saying a word?".There are no rules at all!I hurriedly took out the pear blossom hairpin in my arms: "Mother, this is-" Who knew that the moment my mother saw the pear blossom hairpin, her face was instantly pale as paper.
The father rushed forward in astonishment and threw the hairpin to the ground.
The beads of the hairpin stabbed my palm, and blood gushed out.
Sister Ah blamed: "Ah Zhang, my mother hates pear blossoms the most in this life, how could you-" I held back the sharp pain in my palms and said in surprise: "But, but this is obviously what Sister asked me to buy?."Sister looked at me sadly: "When will I let you buy it?"Ah Zhang, lying is not what a good boy should do. ”
I didn't!I didn't!I looked at Sister A, completely confused why she said that.
The mother said coldly, "Get out!."I never want to see you again!I cried and grabbed Sister A's sleeve, "Sister, Sister, please speak." ”
Who knew that Sister Ah suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood.
My parents' faces changed drastically, and I reacted faster than anyone else, hurriedly supporting her, and shouting anxiously, "Doctor!".Call the doctor!The doctor hurried to the scene, and shook his head heavily after the examination, "If you take good care of your body, you may have a few more months to live." ”
It was as if dark clouds were hanging over the house.
The illness is like a mountain, and Sister A is bedridden.
I was confined to my home and couldn't leave.
A few months have passed, the weather has gradually warmed up, and I heard that Sister A's health has also improved.
There is nothing important in front of life and death, I don't understand why she is deceiving me, and I don't want to think about it.
Every day, thousands of paper cranes are folded in the house, and each one has the words "May Sister be safe and happy".
Until one day, Mama Zhang helped Sister A convey a message and asked me to meet by the lake.
Why go to the lake when you can meet at home?I was confused, but Sister Ah must have her reasons for doing this.
I put on my clothes and said to Mama Zhang, "Mama, I'll come back and bring you a few boxes of peach cakes from Xinghualou!.""However, Mama Zhang looked a little strange, and she stopped me, "Miss—" I turned my head, "What's wrong?".Didn't you say last time that your son likes to eat too?You can bring him two boxes by the way!She laughed slowly, "It's okay, you can go, don't make the eldest lady wait too long." ”
In March, the weather is good.
From a distance, I saw Sister Ah standing by the lake, so thin that she looked like she would disappear at any moment.
I took a step forward, and my left eyelid suddenly jumped involuntarily.
Sister A's face was pale, but she smiled.
I looked at her with concern: "Sister, are you cold?""Don't have any other questions for me?She raised an eyebrow.
I didn't want to mention anything that upset her, and shook my head.
Fools!She said sarcastically.
I was stunned, I had never seen Sister A like this, she has always been gentle and kind, and she spoke gently.
She looked at the middle of the lake from afar, her eyes ethereal, "You know what, I hate you." ”
It was as if my heart was covered with a heavy blanket.
I used to think that Sister A and Mama Zhang were the only people in this family who were good to me and liked me.
Why?I asked with difficulty.
The same father and mother, even born in the same cold place, why are you strong and I am dying?Sister Ah forced each other aggressively, "When will you remember me after I die?"In less than half a month, you will be happy and happy, right?I never thought she would have such an idea, and as I was about to retort, she interrupted me and stared straight at me.
Ah Zhang, do you like Mu Yanzhi?"I opened my eyes wide, not knowing how she knew, let alone why she said that.
She took my hand and whispered, "Sister, will you give you a gift at the end?"I was overwhelmed, I felt creepy, a cold sweat welled up in my heart, and my sixth sense made me withdraw my hand.
But it was too late, so Sister grabbed my hand tightly and fell straight into the lake.
It's like, it's like it is — I pushed her down.
I screamed!Although I didn't know how to swim, I immediately wanted to jump into the water to save her.
Luckily, at this moment, a man jumped into the lake before me!It's Mu Yanzhi!Great!Sister is finally saved!There were also many sons of the family who came to hunt with him, and they were also nearby.
But everyone's eyes pierced me like needles, and what made me even more heartbroken was Mu Yanzhi's eyes.
He rescued Sister Ah and stared at me.
Zhu Yingzhang, you'd better pray that Sister Ah doesn't have any accidents. ”
Although Sister Ah did not die from drowning, she was invaded by the cold and became terminally ill.
I was stopped by my family like a criminal and knelt in front of my sister's bed.
Her gaze seemed so gentle and innocent.
Ah Zhang, Sister doesn't blame you. ”
These were the last words she left me before she died.
But these words were like a poisonous snake around my neck and robbed me of all my joy.
My mother rushed over and grabbed me by the neck, "Evil animal!."Evil animals!I shouldn't have brought you back!When she was almost strangled to death, Mu Yanzhi stopped her.
I looked at him hopefully, "Brother Yan Zhi, I didn't!."I really didn't push her!It was my sister who asked me to go to the lake, do you believe me?"Daddy never hit me, but he slapped me hard.
Dare to quibble!Mama Zhang next to you also said that you asked your sister to go to the lake!"She was killed by you, but she never blamed you before she died!How can you bear it?!Just because I didn't help you lie earlier?Brute!She's your own sister!"My brain was buzzing and the smell of blood was coming to my nose.
My brother hit me hard with his fist, and his sharp cry pierced my eardrums: "Zhu Yingzhang!."You go die!You pay me back!Mu Yanzhi's handsome face was distorted, his eyes were full of hatred, and he slashed at my face like a knife.
His voice was like a cold pool, like a hellish Shura: "Everyone, I wish Yingzhang deliberately killed his sister." ”
I trembled, "Brother Yan Zhi, I don't, I really don't have .......""In order to prevent tonight's last wish from being disappointed, this despicable person should stay.
Break his hands and feet, and be imprisoned for life.
Any objections?"I looked at everyone in the room.
Those who give birth to me want to devour my flesh alive.
Those who are the same root curse me to die violently.
The person I love hates me so much in this life.
Sister, you are so good to me.
You have given me such a great gift with yourself as a guide.
I fell to the ground with a weak body and laughed desolately.