Whether it is "Sunshine Always After the Wind and Rain" or "Moonlight in the City", as long as ** sounds, many people will hum involuntarily.
As a singer, Xu Meijing failed to understand the meaning of the song.
From being a popular singer to today's "madman", she has experienced a lot.
Born in Singapore, her father is a car mechanic and her mother is an ordinary housewife, and her family life is very poor.
When parents are tired from work, they will lose their temper with their children, so she grew up in the sound of beating and scolding, and her personality is sensitive and unconfident.
Although her grades are average, she has a good voice.
At the suggestion of a friend, in 1992, she participated in the "Looking for Superstar" singing competition, which unexpectedly changed her fate.
On the day of the competition, she was practicing singing backstage, and was noticed by the famous ** producer Chen Jiaming, who felt that her voice was similar to Faye Wong's timbre, so he handed her her business card and praised her.
After the competition, she signed with Jiahe Records on the recommendation of Chen Jiaming and became his manager.
Chen Jiaming is 10 years older than her and married, but in the process of getting along with them, she can't help falling in love with him.
Chen Jiaming accepted her love, they cooperated tacitly, their careers were booming, and her fame was on par with Faye Wong, and she was known as the "Queen Killer".
For 7 years, she fantasized about marrying Chen Jiaming one day, but Chen Jiaming didn't want to stay with her for a long time.
In 1998, Xu Meijing's personal assistant Huang Fengyi became pregnant, and the father of the child was Chen Jiaming.
Xu Meijing, who couldn't accept this fact, made a lot of noise and made a lot of noise.
Huang Fengyi couldn't bear the insults and pressure from the outside world, and finally chose to commit suicide.
In 2000, Xu Meijing saw Chen Jiaming's true colors, terminated their partnership, and started a new life.
While relaxing in Italy, she met Hong Kong singer Yuen Yiu-fat.
Although he is 8 years younger than her, he cares for her very much, is sunny and handsome, and heals the damage caused to her by Chen Jiaming before.
However, the romance was not as sweet as she expected.
As long as Yuan Yaofa doesn't work well, he will beat and scold her.
Even if she was pregnant and wanted to improve their relationship, Yuan Yaofa asked her to kill the child.
She couldn't believe that the person she loved the most could say such a thing, and she fell into despair again and again.
When she was at her most vulnerable, Chen Jiaming took the initiative to contact her, hoping to get back together, and told her that he had divorced her because he loved her too much.
However, the truth is not as she hoped, Chen Jiaming has never divorced, just playing with her feelings.
She had no choice but to return to Yuan Yaofa again.
Yuan Yaofa is not a good person, so he took this opportunity to hype up and insult her, saying to ** that she was unfaithful to her feelings.
Xu Meijing was under tremendous pressure, her mental defense line completely collapsed, and her body had problems.
In 2006, ** she dressed up in a hotel and was regarded as an improper professional, accosting her, she scolded the other party loudly, and even asked the other party to kneel down and apologize.
After the situation got out of control, ** intervened and she was taken away.
The psychiatrist diagnosed her with psychosis and major depressive disorder.
After being discharged from the hospital, she learned that her family had no love for her, and she could only make a living by singing on the streets.
Fortunately, her friends around her did not give up on her and helped her make a comeback, but her career was far worse than before.
She has become much more mature after experiencing many setbacks, and she has become indifferent to her feelings.
She just wants to enjoy this rare and peaceful life.
There are many things to look forward to in life, and sometimes you don't have to be too persistent, and you can meet new hopes with a different thought.