Lin Xiao and I are college classmates, and we have gone through more than four years from acquaintance to love. I still remember the first time I took a self-Xi class, Lin Xiao sat in front of me, wearing a light blue shirt and her hair tied back in a ponytail.
I stared at her delicate side face until she turned her head and smiled at me, and I quickly looked away. "Classmate, would you like to borrow a pen?Lin Xiao came over to me after class. "Ahh Okay, you can use it. I scrambled to pull a pen out of my pencil case and handed it to her. "Thank you, my name is Lin Xiao, sit in front of you. She said sweetly. "My name is Li Xiangyang. I said a little shyly.
In this way, we began to get acquainted and slowly became good friends. Lin Xiao has a cheerful and lively personality, and I feel very happy to be with her. Finally, on a rainy day, I mustered up the courage to confess to her. "Lin Xiao, I like you and want to be with you. I said nervously.
Lin Xiao smiled and said to me sweetly: "I like you too, let's be together." I was so excited that I couldn't speak, so I could only nod my head vigorously. She gently kissed me on the cheek while I wasn't looking. My cheeks flushed, but my heart was full of sweetness.
In the four years of college, we were together and became each other's closest companions. Lin Xiao is always so gentle and considerate, often helping me complete my homework until late at night, and waking me up in the morning to let me go to class on time. "Get up, sleep lazy. It's going to be late. "Early in the morning, Lin Xiao pushed me.
I said in a daze, "It's only five minutes.......""No, get up right now!Lin Xiao lifted my quilt, and I had to get up and wash. Lin Xiao prepared a surprise party for me on my birthday and baked a cake with her own hands. I blew out the candle and made a wish – to be with her forever.
After graduating, we decided to live together. The first time we walked into each other's small homes, we were as happy as two children. "I'm going to cook you a feast to celebrate your cohabitation!Lin Xiao was wearing a small pink apron and said happily.
I put my arms around her from behind and kissed her on the cheek: "I feel very lucky to be with you. "Our cohabitation life is plain but warm, and we are as tacit as an old husband and wife. Although we would argue because I threw my socks and she spent too much time in the bathroom, after each argument, we would apologize to each other and watch a TV series together to spend the night.
However, such good times did not last long. Lin Xiao has hit a bottleneck in her work, and she is depressed about her future. "I've been learning at nowhere and I'm stuck in the same place, and I want to study abroad and re-plan my career path. "One day at dinner, Lin Xiao said this to me.
I put down the dishes and chopsticks and held her hand: "Then you go, I fully support you." As long as you're having fun, it's easy to say anything else. "But if we were separated, I would miss you very much. Lin Xiao said reluctantly.
Despite the distance, I promise to wait for you. It is the most important thing for you to go abroad for further study, and I will work hard in China to achieve the conditions for marriage as soon as possible. I fully support you, but I also have some worries in my heart. The night before we left, we lay in bed and quietly looked at the ceiling.
Lin Xiao turned his head and said to me: "We will cherish each other's time more when we meet in the future, I will work hard to learn Xi and come back early." I squeezed her hand and told her: "You have to protect yourself abroad, I will often call you and ask you if your life is going well." Lin Xiao took off his pendant and put it in the palm of my hand and said, "After I leave, you wear it, like I have always been by your side with you." "I felt my heart surge and tears welled up in my eyes.
We hugged each other tightly and spent the last night. Early the next morning, I went to the airport to see Lin Xiao off, and I couldn't hold back my tears when I saw her figure disappear into the security channel.
In my life after separation, I felt that life had lost its pyrotechnics, and I missed her all the time. To motivate myself, I often say to myself, "Come on, she'll be back." "I would call her on time and listen to her excitedly talk about life abroad. I listened silently, but felt empty in my heart.
After two years of hard work, Lin Xiao finally obtained his degree and planned to return to his homeland. I anxiously awaited the day when she would return. When she confirmed the ticket, she sent me a voice message: "I'll be back next month, you help me clean up my house, I miss you so much." ”
Hearing her bright voice, I was thrilled and immediately started cleaning our little home. I replaced the sheets and curtains with new ones, covered her favorite pink sheets, and bought a large bouquet of carnations to put at the head of the bed, ready to surprise her with a hearty surprise.
Finally, the day has come for us to meet again. I waited an hour early at the airport, anxiously looking for her. I chanted her name: "Lin Xiao—" Xiangyang!Lin Xiao ran over in a light blue dress and threw herself directly into my arms. "I miss you so much!Lin Xiao said buried in my chest. "Me too, Xiaoxiao, welcome home. I hugged her tightly and kissed her on the forehead excitedly.
She came home excitedly to visit my new room and complimented me on being very sweet. I happily prepared a sumptuous dinner for her, and we chatted about future plans as we ate. But soon, I found that there was something wrong with Lin Xiao's state. She is always absent-minded, checking her phone frequently, and sometimes not even in the middle of the night.
Xiaoxiao, have you encountered anything lately?Look at you are always restless. I asked with concern. With a sad face, she replied, "Maybe it's just the adaptation period when you come back, and it's okay." "I guessed it might be because of the pressure of work, so I didn't dig deeper.
However, one day, I accidentally saw her chat history and found that she often chatted privately with a boy named "Zhengyang" until late at night. My heart plummeted and I couldn't believe it. "Lin Xiao, explain who this Zhengyang is!I asked her excitedly.
Lin Xiao's face was embarrassed, and he said, "He." He is a friend of my country. Friends will chat in the middle of the night?Are you guys together?!I yelled with red eyes. "I'm sorry. Yes, we're in this together. Lin Xiao didn't dare to look at me, and lowered his head and said.
My whole body trembled, and five thunderbolts thundered. We agreed to get married, but she betrayed me!"Why ......You promised me ......"I burst into tears. "Time changes everything. During this time, I understood that our personalities were too inappropriate. Zhengyang is the person I am more suitable for now. Lin Xiao said calmly.
I departed in despair, my heart like a knife. The pain of the heavens falling apart hit me, and I couldn't believe that our six-year relationship was gone. I cried all night, as if I had lost all hope in my life. In the days after the breakup, I was depressed all day and night, and my mind was full of bits and pieces with Lin Xiao.
My friends advised me to go for a walk, and I came to the beach by myself. Looking at the sparkling sea, I finally broke down and cried, spilling all the tears of the past few years. "Hey, Yang'er, cheer up!I said to myself, as if I heard the call of the waves. "Life has to go on, and we can't just slump like this!"I started to keep myself busy, Xi new skills and meet new friends.
Slowly, Lin Xiao's shadow faded into my life. When I started to get back on track, Lin Xiao sent me a wedding invitation, which made me so excited again that I couldn't help myself. I had mixed feelings and couldn't calm down for a long time.
My friend advised me to get out of this relationship and bless her. I decided to attend the wedding. On the wedding day, I dressed up in the hope of making a good impression on her. The scene is warm and elegant, and the groom Zhengyang is handsome and upright. Lin Xiao walked up to me in a white wedding dress, smiled and said, "Thank you for coming." ”
I replied in a trembling voice, "Congratulations on finding true love and being happy forever." She looked at me with gratitude and tears in her eyes. Later, Lin Xiao gave birth to a little boy, and I also went to visit. The child's innocence is very much like Lin Xiao when he was a child. "Hello Auntie!The little boy greeted me cheerfully. "It's so cute, it's called Auntie. I made him laugh.
Lin Xiao smiled and thanked me, saying that we would always be a family. I nodded in response, saying goodbye to her. In the process, I began to reflect on our relationship. Perhaps the most beautiful thing about love lies in the process, and as for the outcome, that is only part of fate.
Lin Xiao gave me the brightest sunshine in my life, which is enough to make me grateful. I won't blame her, I will only thank her for being in my youth. I'm also ready to open my heart again and believe that happiness is still ahead. There is still a long journey in life, and I will definitely meet another person with whom my heart is connected.
The world is so big, and everyone's fate is different. My path is to continue to move forward step by step. Maybe next year, I will also receive a wedding invitation from someone who is lucky. Regarding Lin Xiao, I will always cherish our memories. The bits and pieces of those years will become the brightest starlight in my heart. Time flies, and another ten years have passed in a blink of an eye.
In the past ten years, I have tried to put aside my emotional entanglement with Lin Xiao and devote myself to my work. After unremitting efforts, I was promoted to department manager in the company, and my career has made new progress. In terms of relationships, I also met Chen Xiaoguo, we have very similar personalities and live a plain but happy life. One day, Chen Xiaoguo proposed: "Baby, let's go camping in the suburbs on the weekend." ”
I readily agreed, as I hadn't been camping in a long time and was looking forward to it. We drove to the outskirts, pitched our tents and had a great time under the stars. This simple life makes me feel very satisfied and happy. Suddenly, one day, Lin Xiao sent a message, saying that he wanted to get together with me and renew his friendship.
After thinking about it, I decided to meet her. "You look doing well and I'm happy. Lin Xiao said with a smile. "yes, everything went well. We have all found our own happiness. I said with a smile. "At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I didn't think too much about it, but fortunately, now everyone is married. Lin Xiao said apologetically.
Let the past pass, and that time will be unforgettable for me. I comforted her. She hugged me gratefully and I dropped her off at the station and watched her leave. At this point, my mood became extremely open. Although parting brings some sentimentality, life goes on, and I will love the sunshine and rainbow in life.
We will not stop until we meet again. Each person's existence has a unique meaning. Lin Xiao used to be the first love of my youth, and he spent those beautiful years with me. Now that I have a new partner, we will spend the rest of our lives together and write a new chapter. I thank God for giving me these wonderful times, and I will live more fully, love life, and pursue happiness.
There is no regret for the past, and no longer afraid of the unknown future. I'm ready to move on and make every life meaningful. Although youth is gone, I believe that as long as the mentality remains the same, life can still bloom. It was another year of spring and flowers, and I went to Lin Xiao's grave alone.
It turned out that Lin Xiao unfortunately passed away due to illness last year at the age of 38. My husband Zhengyang called me **, and my voice was choked. Lin Xiao left a will before her death, hoping that I could see her off.
Standing in front of the tomb, I fell into deep contemplation. We agreed to grow old together, but you left me suddenly. "Xiaoxiao, do you remember the bits and pieces of our college days?I asked softly, "We agreed to be together whenever and wherever we wanted, even if we were separated. "The wind blew through the treetops, leaving a rustling sound.
Although we have not been able to keep our promise, I thank God for letting you into my life. I said firmly. Lin Xiao's smile on the tombstone was frozen in an eternal moment. I remembered that we were also young and beautiful, full of longing and anticipation for the future. "You deserved to have a better life. ”
I couldn't help but cry, "I will help you take care of your son so that he can grow up healthy and happy." "Auntie, will my mother be lonely when she leaves?Lin Xiao's son asked me.
No, your mother is now a star in the sky and will always watch over you. I stroked his head and comforted him. "Really?Then I have to be obedient and strive to go to the stars to see my mother!The boy said with a wink of sparkling eyes.
I want you to be happy every day so that your mom will be proud and happy for you. "I smiled at the boy, and I took a deep breath as I looked at his back in the distance. Now that God has given me a second life, I have decided to live a more meaningful life.
Therefore, I created a public welfare association to support lovers who have been separated due to financial difficulties to realize their dreams. Whenever I see them reunited, I think of Lin Xiao and what he once said to me"Be brave in the pursuit of love, as long as you are young, your dreams will always shine!"For the young people who will, I will also encourage them in the same way. Looking at their happy smiles, I knew that Lin Xiao would also feel relieved.
I will also visit Zhengyang and his son regularly and do my best to help them. Seeing their son grow up happily, I think this is what Lin Xiao wants to see the most. The old days are gone, but the new ones are still beautiful. I will cherish the present and continue to walk my life path in my own way. Lin Xiao, I hope you are well in heaven. Our story will be the best memory of my life.
When early summer came, the sun shone through the leaves on Lin Xiao's tomb. I'm here to make a promise. "Auntie!A crisp voice sounded, and Lin Zhiyuan, who was already eighteen years old, waved to me. "Zhiyuan has grown taller and is about to go to college, right?I smiled and put my arm around his shoulder.
Yes, I was admitted to my mother's alma mater, and I was about to leave my father alone. Lin Zhiyuan looked a little reluctant. "Go ahead, I'll come back often to visit your father. Be sure to enjoy your university life. "I encouraged him. We came to Lin Xiao's tomb, and Lin Zhiyuan slowly squatted down and brushed away the dust on the tombstone. "Mom, I'm admitted to college, and I'm about to realize our dreams. ”
Lin Zhiyuan said softly. "You must have seen it, your son has grown up and will work hard for his ideals. I said to the tombstone. The wind gently blew the leaves in front of the tomb, making a gentle sound, as if Lin Xiao was whispering in his ear.
Under the blue sky of the lake, the dialogue between mother and child spans life and death, which is moving. I stroked Lin Zhiyuan's hair and said to him, "Zhiyuan, your mother will definitely be proud of you." Together, we went to fulfill her last wish. Lin Zhiyuan nodded firmly, his eyes full of expectations for a better life.
I spent four years with Lin Zhiyuan in college, watching him earn a bachelor's degree in computer science. The graduation ceremony was simple and solemn, he posed with the portrait of his mother, his eyes flashed with pride, he said: "Mom, I have fulfilled your wish, and I will continue to work hard in this industry." "Today, Lin Zhiyuan has worked for a well-known company and regularly visits my father and me, with a mature and steady temperament.
I sighed: "Zhiyuan, the way you are now, if my mother has a spirit in the sky, she will be very pleased." "Lin Xiao, thank you for appearing in my youth and entrusting your son to me. From you, I learned to love and give. In this life, I will always remember those times when I was with you. May you be well in the heavenly spirit.