Song Yunping, the most beautiful woman in this book, has passed away!
In our twenties, we were enjoying our youthful time.
She took the unborn baby in her womb and stepped into a different world with deep worries about her husband.
In the last moments of his life, he left short words, every word filled with tears:
I'm really worried about leaving, really scared that after I leave, Toho will be alone?
Lei Dongbao cried in agony for the whole night, so much so that his voice became speechless. He held the pen in the palm of his hand and wrote the six words vigorously:
I will never get married in my life.
The tip of the pen penetrated deep into the palm of his hand, and the blood that flowed out almost blurred the six words.
Two years later, when Song Yunhui suggested that his brother-in-law remarry, Lei Dongbao took off his gloves and handed his palm to Song Yunhui to inspect.
The words he once wrote in the palm of his hand are now unrecognizable by strokes, but a few of the black spots in them are forever engraved in the palm of his hand like tattoos.
As the most respected daughter of her parents, Xiaohui's closest sister, and Pingping, Dongbao's most beloved daughter, she was about to move towards happiness in her life, and suddenly her life came to an abrupt end.
Song Yunping's death is undoubtedly the most difficult emotion in the whole book!
A beautiful and gentle woman.
Song Yunping's face is delicate and her eyes are bright.
Her character is gentle and delicate, but at the same time there is a hint of tenacity.
Due to the particularity of the family environment, Song Yunping, a woman with a weak body, eventually became the pillar of the entire family.
At a young age, his father, Song Jishan, knew something about medicine, but at the end of the Liberation War, he was taken away by the Kuomintang and accepted as a wounded soldier for two months**.
Only after the defeat of the Kuomintang did he quietly return home. Since then, he and Difu have been hostile right enemies, and the relationship between the two has always been close.
In the seventies of the last century, the theory of family composition became a unique period of discussion.
Since childhood, Song Yunping and her younger brother have been nicknamed "dog cubs", often bullied by others, and their lives are full of tension and fear.
In 1977, the college entrance examination system was re-implemented.
After Song Yunping entered high school, she reached an agreement with her younger brother Song Yunhui, a junior high school graduate who supports agriculture, to apply for college together.
By the second year, Song and her younger brother had managed to pass the cut-off score.
However, due to the problem of family composition, after a series of twists and turns, the county ** provided the Song family with a place for political review.
I remember that my brother didn't get into high school because he got the opportunity to get into high school.
Song Yunping reluctantly wrote her application in tears, and voluntarily gave up political censorship, giving up the opportunity to enter the university to her younger brother.
Song Yunhui did not receive an admission notice for a long time, but when he learned that his sister gave up the opportunity to enter the university, he chose to support himself.
Therefore, he complained without scruples, believing that it was all because of his father, which prevented the siblings from entering college.
As a result of this incident, my father chose to end his life by drinking pesticides, but fortunately he was rescued in time to avoid a greater disaster.
The parents behaved so inferior and weak, while the younger brother, despite his young age, was very stubborn. The contradictions and frictions between them made her suffer great psychological pressure, and even fell into a kind of helplessness and loneliness. As the eldest daughter in the family, although Song Yunping is physically weak, she has to work hard to make her heart stronger.
From an early age, she shouldered the responsibility of sharing household chores for her parents, while also ensuring that her younger brother was not bullied and always worked hard to Xi to maintain her excellent performance.
The hardships that Song Yunping has experienced can be imagined.
Due to family problems, Song Yunping, who graduated from high school, has little chance of finding a job.
Despite having a hukou, the economic situation of the whole family is still not as good as that of a farmer, because the farmer still has at least land to cultivate.
She was willing to become a "peasant girl", raised a rabbit, and earned money for her younger brother to go to college.
Despite this, Song Yunping has never interrupted her studies, and she intends to learn Xi English and enter the university.
From the letters sent back by my younger brother, who went to college, I was able to learn new knowledge and policies, and gain a deeper understanding of the outside world.
Her brother brought back many literary classics, such as "Dream of the Red Chamber" and "Anna Karelina", which she regarded as priceless.
Song Yunping is such a beautiful and intellectual, gentle and tenacious woman, who still has a little romantic feelings in her heart.
It was a rough man.
A few miles away, in the Xiaolei family brigade in a neighboring village, lived a young man named Lei Dongbao, who had thick eyebrows and big eyes, and was a rugged man.
First of all, his appearance appears very rugged.
In the original work, the most commonly used words to describe Lei Dongbao's appearance include "a pair of ringed eyes", "a fierce face", and "a high-pitched voice".
A glimpse of this is evident from the period of time described in which I ate absentmindedly at home:
His eyes were full of excitement and murderous intent, and if it weren't for his own mother witnessing it, the people around him would definitely be frightened.
Secondly, his personality is rather impulsive.
When Lei Dongbao served as secretary, he said the first sentence firmly.
Although the behavior is rude and **, its management results are surprisingly excellent.
Because the members of the Little Lei Family Brigade have all seen Lei Dongbao grow up with their own eyes. His hard bones are known to everyone in the village. Who doesn't know that Lei Dongbao, with his powerful brute strength, is invincible in Xiao Lei's family?
Lei Dongbao's cultural accomplishment is relatively low.
Mr. Lei initially had a grand vision of becoming a party member in the army and working for promotion, while wearing a four-pocket uniform.
In his second year of enlistment, he joined the party organization.
Just as his enthusiasm was at its peak, he issued a document that read: "In order to ensure that the commanders and fighters in the army are young and have sufficient knowledge, all military cadres must pass the examination of the military academy." ”
At the mention of the exam, Lei Dongbao was completely stunned.
Although he claims to have only received a junior high school education, he spends most of his time playing and playing in his school days, so how can he withstand the rigorous assessment of the military school?
Lei Dongbao felt helpless, he decided to give up his military career, retired from the army with dissatisfaction and reluctance, and returned to his poor and dilapidated little Lei family.
As a member of the party, Lei Dongbao was appointed as the deputy secretary of the branch of the Xiaolei family brigade on the recommendation of his uncle and the old secretary of the family.
Lei Dongbao was in a heavy mood after retiring, but Dongbao Niang, who had lived alone for many years, was ecstatic and carefully arranged a future daughter-in-law for him.
However, the girl that Toho Niang picked for him was either mute or lame, and none of them were even normal.
Why is this so?
Lei Dongbao's family is too poor.
In the original, something like this is described:
Due to the death of his father at an early age, the family was supported by a widowed mother, and now all valuable items have been exchanged for cash. My father was an authentic farmer. When he had just returned home, he found that the walls were still open, the north wind was blowing, the snow was flying, and the house was frozen like an ice cave, which turned out to be a mixture of thatch and yellow mud that he had recently made.
He was a man of the landlord class and had only one son in the family. He didn't even have a proper bed and table at home, and even his clothes were thrown into a small water tankWho would want to marry such a man!Which girl would like to come to his house?
Therefore, Lei Dongbao is such a brutal man with a vicious appearance, a low level of education, a poor family, and even a daughter-in-law who can't even marry him.
There is no doubt that the facts afterwards show that Lei Dongbao is a very sincere and outspoken person.
Sudden romance.
Not only Lei Dongbao's family is facing poverty, but every family in the Xiaolei family brigade is also poor.
They enjoy the big pot of collective food, and their daily wages are only seven cents.
When you are poor, thinking changes!
Lei Dongbao, as the deputy branch secretary of the Xiaolei family's brigade, began to conduct in-depth reflection and acted quickly.
He put forward two leading plans, the first is to implement the land responsibility system that the old secretary has always dared not implement in accordance with the national policy, and implement the policy of "lump sum to the household";
The second is to promote the development of the collective economy and reactivate the long-abandoned brick kilns in the village in order to increase the economic benefits of the brigade.
Lei Dongbao walked through the snow to observe the situation of the brick kiln.
In the brick kiln, the sound of a man and a woman talking in a low voice sounded in his ears.
Lei Dongbao is completely focused on listening to women's voices. He wondered in his heart which person was talking so pleasantly, and such a sound seemed to be a small hand gently touching his internal organs, making his whole body feel comfortable, and he hardly dared to breathe.
These two people are Song Yunping and Song Yunhui, two sisters and brothers.
Before meeting that person, the soft and gentle female voice had taken root in the heart of the reckless man Lei Dongbao.
Song Yunping and her younger brother accidentally fell into the ditch.
Lei Dongbao immediately walked out of the kiln and pulled him and his younger brother up on the ground.
When Lei Dongbao witnessed Song Yunping, he seemed a little reluctant to look away. They all met during that cold and long winter, and they worked and lived together. The love in my heart quickly grew into grass from taking root to sprouting in just a few minutes.
Lei Dongbao saw off his sister and brother for a while on the pretext of leading the way. He broke with the norm and said the stupidest and most stupid thing of his life without reservation.
During the trip, Lei Dongbao asked about the land contract, while Song Yunhui read newspapers during his university years and had an in-depth understanding of the country's policies and related information.
Therefore, he explained to Lei Dongbao in detail in an easy-to-understand way that the state's policy on the land responsibility system, as well as the implementation method and calculation means of Anhui's large-scale package.
Although Song Yunhui deeply admired Lei Dongbao's courage, he was always vigilant against Lei Dongbao's vicious face.
It felt like he had ill intentions toward his sister.
However, Song Yunping thought that Lei Dongbao was a person who did what he said, so he had a good impression of him. "I think he's very aggressive!She affectionately expressed her feelings to her brother:
In our family, if there were members like Comrade Lei, we would not have been bullied so much.
The romance was not widely recognized.
As soon as Lei Dongbao returned home, he immediately took vigorous and resolute action to organize personnel to carry out land surveying and contracting work.
After he finished the work at hand and had free time, he couldn't help but think of that beautiful woman, Song Yunping.
After the brigade slaughtered a pig, Lei Dongbao used his retirement money to buy a pair of pork livers and a pair of pig's trotters.
After careful consideration, he reluctantly walked into the gate of the Song family at noon on the pretext of thanking the younger brother of the Song family.
Faced with Lei Dongbao's unexpected visit, the four members of the Song family all fell into deep thought. However, everyone has reached a common understanding, that is, Lei Dongbao's heart is well known.
Song Yunhui immediately thought of such a sentence: Leper ** wants to eat swan meat!His heart pounded, like being scratched by a big turtle. He stood in front of the door and didn't want him to enter.
The parents of the Song family have lived a cautious life for many years, but they are not satisfied with the suitor of this daughter who suddenly broke in.
Only Song Yunping showed a surprised expression, not daring to look directly at Lei Dongbao's enthusiastic gaze because she was shy.
During the meal, Song Yunping worried that Lei Dongbao might not have enough to eat because of his politeness, resulting in hunger on the way home.
Therefore, while she was preparing the food, she kept squeezing the food in the bowl, and surprisingly, the capacity of one bowl of rice reached two bowls.
Lei Dongbao picked up the heavy rice bowl, and his heart was filled with endless joy.
This girl really cares about me!
Song Yunhui, who was aware of the problem, made a suggestion to his sister:
You have a keen interest in books, especially Dream of the Red Chamber. You are like Xue Baochai in the book, and Comrade Lei is more like the hero in the Water Margin, and Jiao Da in the Dream of Red Mansions. Even if Jiafu suffers another failure, Xue Baochai will never choose to cooperate with Jiao Da. What's so bad about Jiao Da?It's not about hukou and education, it's about your personality and interests, because you have different aspirations, so you don't have the same opinions.
However, Song Yunping revealed to her brother that only her feet can determine whether the shoes fit or not.
Why did Song Yunping have feelings for Lei Dongbao?
In the end, Lei Dongbao became Song Yunping's wife.
Despite the fact that Lei Dongbao's residence was surrounded by wind and did not have a suitable set of furniture, she still became the beautiful bride in his mind.
Song Yunping, a gentle and cultured person, why would he fall in love with the rough and reckless Lei Dongbao so affectionately?
1. The sense of security you feel.
Since childhood, Song Yunping has been committed to protecting her younger brother from the face of violence. Despite this, she is still a fragile woman, and deep down she wishes that someone would be able to protect her.
Due to the poor political composition of the Song family, the corresponding policy measures have long been issued, and it is possible to remove it from the label of counter-revolution.
Although the members of the Song family were all knowledgeable, they waited and did not wait for such a policy to be implemented on them.
Lei Dongbao accompanied Song Yunping to the town ** to make an attempt, but failed to reach a consensus, so he easily solved the problem that Song Yunping tried many times but still did not get solved with his fists.
In Song Yunping's heart, although Lei Dongbao is a rough person, he can provide her with a sense of security and become the only person she can rely on.
2. Appreciation.
Song Yunhui's younger brother always believes that his sister chose Lei Dongbao because she hopes that the whole family will have someone to rely on, and also because her sister is sacrificing her own happiness to support her family.
In fact, he didn't realize that Song Yunping had a very high appreciation for Lei Dongbao in his heart.
Song Yunping felt that Lei Dongbao's lifestyle was too colorful. He has a strong body and a strong aura, which is a characteristic that the members of the Song family lack.
Lei Dongbao is full of confidence, acting quickly and decisively, and in just half a year, his land has been contracted to every household, and the work of the brick kiln is in full swing.
Lei Dongbao is a bold and truth-seeking person, and he is a real man in Song Yunping's mind.
mentioned many times in the original work that Song Yunping has a "high appreciation" for Lei Dongbao, and can even be said to be "deeply poured for him".
When Song Yunping's younger brother compared her with Xue Baochai, Lei Dongbao and Jiao Da, she retorted in her heart:
A man like Jia Baoyu is really terrifying, and inviting him in is equivalent to inviting the master in.
3. Dependency.
In the eyes of the members of the Song family, Song Yunping is a very creative person. At home, she always comes up with a lot of ideas, such as what gifts to prepare for the children, what meals to eat, etc. In fact, the reason why Song Yunping has such an idea is because she doesn't really rely on it.
The weakness of parents cannot be trusted, and the younger brother who has not yet entered society cannot be trusted.
After marrying Lei Dongbao, the mother-in-law was dissatisfied with her son's daughter-in-law and began to express her dissatisfaction by refusing to participate in household activities.
Every day, he sat quietly in the drying field, enjoying the sun with a group of elderly people in their seventies and eighties.
Song Yunping has been raising rabbits continuously every day in order to provide the rabbit breed that the village needs.
She couldn't rely on her mother-in-law, she wanted to hire someone to help, she was afraid of being accused of exploiting labor, and she was afraid of going through that difficult time when she could be criticized at any time.
Therefore, he wrote a letter to his brother asking if he could hire someone else to help. The younger brother didn't believe it either. After Song Yunhui flipped through the relevant information, despite this, he still did not dare to assert that there was no problem at all.
Song Yunping felt extremely painful!
One day, she suddenly remembered and mentioned something to Lei Dongbao, and Lei Dongbao responded without hesitation
Quite simply, if anyone wants rabbit seeds, or needs my help for three days, I will tell you tomorrow, and no one will dare to refuse. I know that your feelings are complicated, and I know that you also have your own thoughts. Please don't let yourself feel tired, I'm really distressed.
Song Yunping couldn't help laughing, after so many twists and turns, Lei Dongbao solved this problem effortlessly.
Most of Song Yunping's time is occupied by raising rabbits.
Song Yunping's heart is full of worries!
Although his younger brother entered college and achieved certain achievements, the distance between him and books gradually widened.
Lei Dongbao said to her: "If I am at home, you can spend more time studying." You are the one in charge of finances, and you can't keep rabbits all the time, so how much can you achieve. ”
Song Yunping suddenly realized that she had turned things upside down!
Lei Dongbao's short words unraveled the confusion in her heart.
Therefore, Song Yunping still maintains a deep dependence on Lei Dongbao.
4. Give respect.
Although Lei Dongbao is a vulgar person, his care and love for Song Yunping has reached the extreme.
In order to accumulate enough funds as soon as possible, Lei Dongbao took out a suitable bride price, married Song Yunping, who was as beautiful as a fairy, and paid continuous efforts and work for it.
Although Lei Dongbao did not have a decent family background when he got married, he had already made a promise to Song Yunping:
Everything I do in this life will make sure you eat well and dress well.
In the early eighties of the last century, machismo was still prevalent.
After getting married, Lei Dongbao always had a respectful attitude towards his wife.
Song Yunping suggested not having children for the time being, but continuing to participate in the University, and Lei Dongbao expressed his firm support for this.
I never thought that if my wife had a higher education than me, she would not appear to be very face-saving.
Obviously, this is also another factor in Dongbao Niang's dissatisfaction with Song Yunping.
It is worth noting that Song Yunping has been living in a dilemma for the past 20 years, but because she is Dongbao's daughter-in-law, she has gained unprecedented respect from others.
It must be admitted that Song Yunping's views on marriage and love are very accurate, and they are indeed worthy of our high praise.
Despite her penchant for romance, she understands better what she really lacks in real life and what she should pursue.
After marrying Lei Dongbao, Song Yunping felt very happy.
Her personality has become fuller, more energetic, and more confident.
However, it seems to have turned out to be her greatest misfortune.
In this world, perfect things are always difficult to fit too much.
Just as in "In the Ordinary World", Tian Xiaoxia's contribution to Sun Shaoping, and He Xiulian's influence on Sun Shaoan.
Both women behaved perfectly, but unfortunately, one of them died of flooding and the other from cancer.
Song Yunping could not escape the fate of this tragedy.
Because the city wire factory owed Xiao Lei's family money for the project, Lei Dongbao led a group of people to collect the arrears on impulse, which attracted the attention of the municipal public security bureau and county and city leaders.
Both young and middle-aged members of the Little Lei family were involved in the riots, leaving only the elderly, the weak, and women and children behind.
Song Yunping, who is pregnant and about to give birth, has been in a state of indecision, she is afraid that Lei Dongbao will be too reckless and worried that he will encounter misfortune.
The vehicle transporting the rebar has arrived, and the inventory and unloading of the goods need to be carried out.
Song Yunping came to guide the unloading and warehousing of the goods with a big belly, but she also felt uneasy because she was worried about Lei Dongbao.
He accidentally kicked the rebar and couldn't control himself, and as a result, he fell.
Song Yunping suffered severe bleeding.
When Lei Dongbao arrived at the hospital, he saw a head covered by a white cloth, and in the center of the white cloth, there was a small protruding life, which was a small life that had never been exposed to the sun.
Considering that Lei Dongbao lost his wife, the city ** decided to cancel his punishment.
In the end, Song Yunping did not hesitate to use her and her children's lives as a price for Lei Dongbao's impulsive and reckless behavior.
After Song Yunping's death, Lei Dongbao's soul disappeared, and he became silent.
His flowers, his children, have turned into the most unforgettable memories of the passing spring.
That person has left us, and every step of life does not stop for a moment for anyone.
Lei Dongbao will finally usher in another spring for him.
The once beautiful Song Yunping only turned into an uneasy mood in the end!