The years that can't be kept
Wang Gen
There's always a problem. It often bothers me about what happiness is!The question is complex. It's also very simple!It depends on how you perceive, for me, the environment of life, the atmosphere of life. The bits and pieces between people, each other, will always produce a picture of you being high and I am low, you and I are willing, comfortable and comfortable days, everyone wants to live well and live a stable life. The differences in personality, the differences in abilities, the differences in family foundations, even if there are heroic words, they all have to be resigned to fate, and God will arrange everything properly. Ordinary life, the outpouring of reality, and the sincere friendship between siblings and friends are the only true emotional interpretations.
I often think of some scenes when I was 12 years old, every summer vacation. Friends in the village. will help with the mules at home. Mowing some family matters, these memories are full. My mule is a green mule. Great strength. Very disobedient. It's a well-known wild product in the team!Ordinary people can't control it, and they often see my father whipping him non-stop. I ran away without paying attention, and the job of looking for the mule was mine, and I watched as I went, to see where it grazed, and when I saw it, I observed it, and it was very clever. While eating grass. Eat while looking up. When there was a slight situation, I raised my head and continued to run, and I don't know how many times I kept going back and forth. It will be full. Tired of running. Quietly. Slowly get closer to your side. Hold on to the reins to ride home on it smoothly. It had a relationship with me, and at the age of sixteen it left me, and because of my father's carelessness it was strangled in the mule pen at home. It is liberated, may it be in the other world, realize its freedom wow!
The pace of life has not stopped, and I continue to be busy every day, cooking on the fire. Feeding the pigs and cleaning up the housework has become a course that I must learn every day, and the pots in the countryside are all used to burn seven and steam rice every three or five times. Braised mountain wild tofu. Braised cabbage, steamed cakes, and braised noodles are all compulsory classes for me, and sometimes the rice is sandwiched with raw rice. I can't just add water to cook porridge and drink, and the pancakes are black and ugly. The stewed noodles are not delicious, which did not affect my appetite, and once the lady next door told me a small way to stew noodles. She said that when you simmer, don't put the noodles in one at a time, and the stewed noodles that are put and simmered after a minute or two are delicious. And it worked!The family also feeds two pigs a year. After eating every day, use the water from the pot to make the cornmeal soup first. Mixing together the leaves of the sunflower cake such as sugar cabbage leaves and sunflower cake powder is also a compulsory course for me every day, like doing homework, which must be completed smoothly. Sometimes because of laundry. I was always told by the neighbor's mother, every time she saw me washing clothes with cold water pressed out of the well, she said that I, the ice is bad, and there will be something wrong in the future, the two little hands are cold and red, the mother feels sorry for me, holds my hand tightly with her hand, and asks me if I feel better. Thinking about it now, I can't help but shed tears.
When I was eighteen years old, I came to work on the riverside construction site with a few friends in the village, working as a steel worker, some of the friends worked for a month, and returned home in two months, only I worked for three or four months before returning home, and I remember one time halfway. My good friend, his grandfather passed away, and I used the money I earned to buy him a dress, not to mention how happy I was at that time, and in the winter it was back to its usual peace.
In the spring of the nineteenth year, a good partner of mine and his family were about to move to Dengkou, and when I left, I followed the walk, and I felt very happy and satisfied in the trailer, and after we arrived, we dug ditches every day. Site preparation. Do what we can. After working for a month, my father came to pick him up and left. I was asked to learn blacksmithing, and my father went to my construction site last year to work for other people's families. After studying for five months, I stopped studying and went back to my good buddy (the one in the mouth).At this time, he studied cooking in Hangzhou. The two were very happy to meet, the two stayed in Hangzhou for a few days, and secretly ran back to the team together, and a few whimsical people went to Baotou to join relatives, and made an appointment to meet at Baotou Railway Station three days later, and I and a second brother who was a few years older than us went first and came to Baotou Street.
After being dumbfounded!It's really a bad luck to be unlucky, there are two people who touch porcelain while walking, and they insist that we hit them. He took away what little money we had, and this time he was even more dumbfounded!What to do!
Baotou is too big, I only heard that the third father Wang Sancheng has never seen each other in foreign trade driving, our brothers had to wander on the streets of Baotou, and I don't know how long we walked, we were really hungry, looking for and looking for only five cents in the end, and reluctantly bought two steamed buns, brothers, you look at me, I look at you, chew slowly and taste the interesting dinner. The lights that catch your eye are particularly dazzling, and the whistles of cars are upset!The fragrant aroma of rice burns our bodies, (intestinal teacher, belly teacher) always make trouble with me, gurgling non-stop!The brothers gradually disappeared into the bustling boiling sound, and the night in Baotou was exceptionally dark!Nothing can be seen in the dark, the light not far away is like the stars in the sky, the light not far away ignites our hope, the middle of this family is the door hole, some vines are piled up on both sides, the brothers don't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, they eat wolf-hungry, and I don't know how long it took, the light of the flashlight startled us, the master chatted with us a few words, and then welcomed us home, enthusiastically cooked us some pasta, and settled down to rest. The next morning, we cooked and ate again, and told us with kind words to go home quickly if we couldn't find our relativesIn order to fulfill the promise, the two brothers only went forward, thinking of a person, I have played in the past two or three years a good partner called Fuxi, he is a few years younger than me in Qingshan Middle School (I forgot how many middle schools) to study, his sister and I are a neighbor next door to a village, after he came on vacation, we are inseparable every day!Besides, everyone in their family knew him, and when he went to the school to find him, he was surprised, surprised, and didn't dare to think about it!I'm so happy!Reluctantly waited for him to get out of school, and there were endless words along the way, and before I knew it, I returned to his house, and their whole family asked incredible questions, saying that we were too bold!Excitedly told us that I was hungry wow!Hurry up and give us a busy stew, chatting while doing it, saying that if you stay for a few days, hurry back Wow, you are too young to find a job, and we don't know the relatives you are talking about, so look for it!After eating and chatting for a long time, we were allowed to rest!The next morning, after breakfast, I set off for Numatan Railway Station alone, which was too far!When waiting for people in the waiting hall, a policeman took me into a room and checked, asked for a while, felt that there was no problem and let me go, when I came out, I met a young man who visited me for my age, we talked for a long time, and later learned that they specialize in stealing things, lunch, dinner are all in charge of people, and I didn't wait for a day to see my hair and them, so I walked back to Fuxi's house, and went back and forth for three or four days!It seems that they are not coming, and the specific location of the relatives has not been asked, the second brother said let's go, he has a good friend who works in the Hardmen gold mine, let's go to him, see if we can have a place to live, I said oh!Early in the morning, we left Fuxi's house, while walking and asking, to about one o'clock in the afternoon, there was a four-wheeled brick truck, I ran up, the second brother did not come up, sat for a while I jumped down and waited for the second brother, originally unrelated, in case of separation, it is not easy to get, at this time I was very frightened, panic, I did not dare to have a trace of relaxation in my eyes, stared into the distance, and finally saw the second brother, tears gushed out at once, the two walked for a while, and saw a construction site tent, into the inside to see an old man is preparing to pour, boiled noodles soup, looking at our appearance, then scooped two bowls for us to drink, also asked some words, told us that it is still far away, pay attention to safety on the road!Along the way, I picked some sand dates to satisfy my hunger, and when the sun slope was about to fall, I always saw the Hademen gold mine, and I saw that it was very close, and it was still far away!It was already dark at the door of the field, the guard at the door asked about the situation, and contacted the second brother's good friend, and after a while, a tall and sturdy big brother came out of it, we followed the big brother to the dormitory, the big brother was busy buying food and drinking for us, making the bed, the second brother and the big brother chatted for a long time, I was really sleepy, so I fell asleep!The eldest brother is really kind to our brothers, and he finds us a job through the relationship, follows the car every day to pull stones, and sometimes can do some odd jobs to earn more money!About seven or eight days, the two of them earned a total of more than 200 yuan, the people who do odd jobs think I am too small and have no strength, and they are unwilling to let me share the money with them, and finally we have no choice but to prepare to go home, there are commuter cars on the mine every day, the big brother settled the money for us, and arranged the commuter car on the mine for us to sit on the swamp pond station, and after entering the swamp pond station, he stepped on which young man, the two chatted for a while, I went to the hall to buy a ticket to Lanzhou, a ticket back to Linhe!In this way, I embarked on the journey to Lanzhou again, I didn't tell the second brother, the car arrived in Linhe, the second brother got off, I didn't get off the car and went straight to Lanzhou. After arriving in Lanzhou, I don't know the southeast and northwest, Lanzhou is too chaotic, and you can see things everywhere, maybe because I was small, I escaped a catastrophe!I only remember that my grandfather's family lived in the triangle city of Yuzhong County, so I asked to get on the bus and went to Yuzhong County, to Yuzhong County in the triangle city, on the bus to the triangle city the conductor asked me to ask me for two or three times money, no way I had to pay, to the triangle city after eating a bowl of noodles, then found a hotel to live, because of the different dialects, communication is very difficult, very inconvenient, people wow will be able to meet good people, there is an uncle in the store, see me alone and call me to eat artichoke, I heard to eat mutton, go to a look is a pot of yam eggs, their yam is really delicious rustling, uncle askedCome?Where to go?Looking for someone?I can't say one or two, but I know that my mother has ten brothers and sisters, and she is the ninth!It's really an endless road, my uncle and my fourth uncle know each other, I often hear my fourth uncle talk to him about family affairs, my uncle wrote me an address, let me find Jin Xinggui such a person, thank you uncle, there is still true love in the world!The next day I went to the address given by the uncle, as soon as I entered the village, I saw an old man working in the field, and asked Jin Xinggui if he lived here, maybe the language barrier, the old man could not understand, and finally there was no way to let the old man read the note that the uncle wrote to me, the old man was not calm at that time, and asked me from **, what is your mother's name?I answered him, and then he introduced me to my grandfather's house, and when I saw my grandfather, my grandmother didn't recognize it, and after chatting with each other slowly, I figured out which old man led me was Jin Xinggui and my second uncle. I stayed at my grandmother's house for two days, and my grandmother asked me to go back and spend a good time, to be honest, I really don't understand!The next day, Wuyan sent me to the fourth aunt's house again, don't you say, I can always feel warm when I come to the fourth aunt's house, and the fourth aunt changes the law to give me good food every day!After living at the fourth aunt's house for a few days, I shouted that I wanted to go to the eldest aunt, the second aunt, and the third aunt's house, and the fourth aunt's sister accompanied me to the third aunt's house in Lanzhou City, because when I was a teenager, I came to the eldest aunt's, the second aunt, and the third aunt's house, and they all lived in Lanzhou City, which left a deep impression on me and good memories!These aunts' families, life is okay, the third aunt is better to me, and buy clothes, and lead me around, the third aunt sells meat in the market, and has nothing to do with the third aunt to sell meat on the meat beach, I haven't felt this way for a long time, which makes people very happy and happy. After staying for a few days, the third aunt took me to my aunt's house, because my aunt lived in our house for a month or two, and my aunt is a retired technician, and I got along very well with my aunt, and my brothers and sisters treated me better, because I grew up watching them, and I stayed for seven or eight days, and the third brother of my aunt's family accompanied me back to my third aunt's house. The fifth uncle worked in my mother's place, and when the fifth uncle came home, my mother brought me five yuan, and asked the fifth uncle to send me on the train to let me go back to Linhe, and when I left, the fifth uncle led me to meet the second aunt, and the second aunt gave me some money!Disobedient, I got off at Wuda Station, and went to Daddy's house, and after spending the New Year at Daddy's house, I returned to my home in the countryside, and I wandered for four or five monthsMay the good people in the world have a safe life, may all the people in the world have no troubles and sufferings, and bless and wish the good people to smile often!