When I was in school, I often talked about my ideals and life plans with my friends in the dormitory. Every time it's my turn, I say that I want to avoid the distractions of this world. Find a place and be a free person. My friends laughed miserably. So many years later, my friends were still laughing at me and asking me why I didn't go to practice and become a monk. Actually, that's what I really think in my heart. But fate is like this, everything that happened to me, went in the opposite direction that I expected. originally wanted to be an otherworldly person, but was pushed by fate and fell into this red dust. Now, his body is covered with ashes, and he has become a mundane thing in the world.
My dreams and ideals are very high and far away, and I can't reach them. I never thought I would start a family, but I got married and had children in a daze. So, I ceased to be me. My cousin told me that I was like a "-stirring stick", I couldn't do anything in the east and west. In their eyes, I am the most disobedient rebel and the most unpopular existence. And how can they know the desire and yearning for freedom in my heart. I also worked hard, struggled desperately, tried to find a way to make a profit in a loop, wanted to change something. But in the end, they didn't live like the pride in their eyes and the way they looked in their hearts.
It wasn't until today that I broke my head and bled and was physically and mentally injured, and I woke up. It turns out that the rules and order of this world are made by a very small number of people. Naturally, these few people have the vast majority of resources and wealth in their hands. As an ordinary person, how can you possibly have more?It is destined that the vast majority of people can only be ordinary and poor. Fortunately, what we can choose is to be a calm, calm ordinary person with an attitude towards life, ordinary and happy.