I cried while reading the letter from my eldest sister, for her and for myself. I wrote a reply to my eldest sister with uncontrollable tears, and I wanted to comfort her or say something happy to change the topic, but in such a place and at home, where can I find something happy?I thought about it for a long time and didn't find a word that could comfort her, I didn't know what I wrote, and when the letter ended, I thought of my son's story and thought of the sentence that the eldest sister said in the letter, "I will be your sister in the next life", I couldn't help but feel more sad and sad, and the tears flowed wildly and I almost cried, because I knew the deep meaning of the eldest sister's words, and I understood the complexity of the eldest sister's feelings.
I know that there are so many sufferings in the world, and every family has a difficult song to sing, but my family has so many difficulties that it seems that I have never seen anything good, and it seems that I have entered the swamp of difficulties and have been struggling in difficulties, so powerless and so desperate. What a low-level fall, all the originally good things have been ruined, not to mention reputation, future, freedom, the key is that the economic foundation has been devastated, the quality of life of the family has declined significantly, the mood has been seriously damaged, this haze has affected four generations, it is really a great sin. Suffering is like a river slowly flowing in my troubled fate, so that people can't see the edge at a glance, and maybe even if they see the shore, they have reached the end of their lives.