My name is Li Lin, and I am an ordinary white-collar worker living in an ordinary family. My parents divorced when I was a kid and I went with my mom. Although we are not wealthy, my mother has always tried to give me the best.
In my formative years, I met a special person - Wang Hao. He was a rich kid, but he never looked down on me because of his family background. On the contrary, he always cared for me and took care of me, which made me feel warmer than I had ever been.
We dated for a while, and the relationship gradually deepened. However, as time went on, I realized that Wang Hao was not as perfect as I imagined. Although he was very good to me, he was often busy with work and ignored my feelings. He is very enterprising and works hard for the family business. This makes us more and more distant from each other.
I used to try to communicate with him, hoping that he would care more about me. But he always used work as an excuse and said he hoped I could understand him. As time went on, I felt more and more tired and didn't know how to continue.
Even though I didn't love anymore in my heart, I still didn't have the courage to propose a breakup. I was afraid that I would be lonely and old, and that my mother would worry about my love life. So, I chose to continue acting, pretending that we were still as loving as before.
After this state lasted for a while, I realized that I had fallen into a deep predicament. I couldn't let go of my inner conflict, and I felt like I was suffering from depression. In order to get rid of this pain, I decided to seek the help of a psychiatrist.
The doctor told me that I was not the only one facing this condition. Many people have struggled between love and reality. He encouraged me to be brave about my feelings and told me to think about my own and the other person's future, even if I don't love anymore.
Under the guidance of the doctor, I finally mustered up the courage to be honest with Wang Hao. Although the breakup was painful, I felt like I had done my best. I began to learn to let go of the past and cherish the present and the future.
After experiencing the twists and turns of this relationship, I have a better understanding of my direction and goals. I hope that in the future, I can find someone who truly knows how to cherish me and spend the rest of my life together. At the same time, I also hope that I can be more independent and strong to face all kinds of challenges and difficulties in life.
Dear readers, sometimes we encounter all kinds of confusion and problems in our relationships. But remember, feelings are not a play, and we can't lose ourselves in order to accommodate each other. When it comes to problems, communication and understanding are the best antidote. I hope everyone can find their own happiness and have a sincere relationship. May there be lovers in the world who will eventually become married!